16th night..after she broke wif u, she blocked mi, and leave u unblocked. u too didn't block her..after u broke wif mi, u blocked mi, n still leavin her unblocked..i've been such a big fool..
my heart really ultimately broken..
"there's no eternal love on this world..
there's only eternal pain left in the heart.."
i feel aching in my head..
and of course in my heart as well..
i'm crying again after 2 days..
i kept lying to myself for the past 2 days for the sake of stopping my tears..
and now i couldn't control them anymore..
i never expect myself to fall so deeply in love..
maybe not before i get married or what..
but now..
i fell so deep into this endless hole that there's no way i can get out of it..
i should know fairly clear that you really want nothing more to do with me anymore..i should know fairly clear that you were never mine at all..i should know fairly clear that it's really over for this relationship..i should know fairly clear that you really don't love me anymore..if not you would not bring me this misery..i'm still being so stubbon..
not willing to give up waiting..
and of course i wouldn't give up..
what exactly am i doing?
i don't know myself anymore..
i only have blankness in my head..
i still love you alot.. no matter what..蔡依林 - 假裝呼吸著一種孤獨的味道
心跳在你沉默以後慢慢的被淡忘掉
我笑了笑 反正你看不到
我要的幸福 遺落在你懷抱
當愛失了焦 那些最初的美好
早被你擱在一角
街上擁擠人潮 走著看著都是催眠符號
記憶停不了 穿過讀你的心跳
穿過想你的味道 我只想不被打擾
假裝多好 我只要 只想要 再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱 一直會讓我依靠
繼續等待 還心甘情願的不想逃
當愛失了焦 那些最初的美好
早被你擱在一角
街上擁擠人潮 走著看著都是催眠符號
記憶停不了 穿過讀你的心跳
穿過想你的味道 我只想不被打擾
假裝多好 我只要 只想要 再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱 一直會讓我依靠
繼續等待 心甘情願不想逃
假裝多好 依然是 依然是 曖昧的tone調
一個人無理取鬧 兩人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己設下的圈套
像是駝鳥 相信時間是唯一解藥
視而不見 傻到了無可救藥
其實早明瞭 你的愛已隨風飄
想要找 再也找不到
假裝多好 我只要 只想要 再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱 還心甘情願的不想逃
假裝多好 依然是 依然是 曖昧的tone調
一個人無理取鬧 兩人世界的煎熬
我被自己困在自己設下的圈套
假裝自己 已解開冰冷的手銬
