♥_Qianyi*'s Lala-Land

	Sunday, November 30, 2008

	wasnt in time to publish yesterday's post because my mother off-ed the modem.. boo~ so anyway, this was yesterday's.. =) yes babe! 2 more days!! woohoOOO~ ^^ i'm sorry for not being able to meet you today.. SORRY!!! =X mammy woke me up at 10.30am.. she went to work 1st, so did my daddy.. and so i fell asleep on my sister's bed again.. HAHA! her bed like got drug like that, always make me fall asleep de.. =X in the end i 11.40am then wake up, 1pm then reach suntec.. haha! blah blah, had lunch there, then headed to bugis.. wait for my daddy to go toilet, buy food, then i headed to chinatown.. haha got things from my auntie, bought some toiletries since there cheaper.. 7pm headed back bugis~ and then i left early at 8pm.. went dumb dumb's house eat the 'mee fen' his mother made.. nice nice! ^^ then got the beancurd dessert also.. =)) around 9.10pm left his house, headed to ehub for 'Quarantine'! lucky in time.. haha! omg~ it is taken just like the 'Cloverfield'.. HEADACHE!! boo~~ but not bad actually.. haha! =)) the movie ended at around 11.15pm.. then we took bus back, chat chat talk talk, blah blah.. =)) ok, for today.. just another boring working day.. at night went bedok 85 market for dinner.. had lotsa food! =X not bad.. but got a beer girl knocked on my arm, and caused my arm to hit over my chrysanthemum tea.. then what? spilled all over.. =.= but mostly fell onto my mother's bag and legs.. like so omg.. ju hua is sweet, will attract ants de lo! then my mother felt so uncomfortable, cause she wearing jeans.. but no choice~ then asked the beer girl compensate us another can since already spilled.. haha! =X so i drank around 1.5 cans of chrysanthemum.. hehe should have drank more earlier!! =X=X blah blah~~ after that 28 home.. =)) blah blah, going to be 3am.. i'm happy because... COUNTDOWN : 29 HOURS!! =D=D 2:33 am

	Friday, November 28, 2008

	i guess i'm falling sick soon.. am always feeling cold.. i used warm water to bathe, and yet was still like freezing.. i feel so heavy in my brain.. as if something is pressing it hard.. from the top, from the sides.. can feel the heartbeat from the brain without needing to touch it.. so unbearable.. was working at suntec again, but with my daddy.. need to change all the lights, blah blah.. i helped.. =) before going to suntec, visited benyun at city link godiva.. informed him of the email from school, he gave me 2 choc choc! i chose the caramel one myself, and then he gave me a choc truffle.. yum yum! thanks ben~ =)) after work went dinner, prata + fishball soup.. my mood was lightened up during the meal, i enjoyed it much.. it last till when i reached home? haha nevertheless, i was still happy for quite some time.. =)) please give me some happy pills.. i want them back.. COUNTDOWN : 3 DAYS.. 1:04 am

	Thursday, November 27, 2008

	actually say meet at 10.30am, i woke up late.. =X so was 10.45am when i met caijun.. haha i'm sorry girl~ =X so we went tm's mac for big breakfast.. saw something soooooooo 壮观.. LOL =x chit chat, eat eat.. around 11.45am, she need to go back tp, so i sent her off at interchange, then i took mrt to city hall le.. =)) cya again on monday girl.. =) at city link, saw a familiar face from the opposite direction.. *LEE YEN YANG!!* omg~ like near 4 years never seen him le.. haha! he said he dont recognise me at 1st sight.. lol i got change so much ma?? haha~ then memories of chung cheng flashed back into my mind.. remembered him always finding me for counselling talks.. of course he counselled me, not the other way round.. haha then i always ended up crying.. and the song which we always played during the talks.. at that time handphones can only play monotones, or whatever it is called.. so anyway, this song which is playing now 1st on my playlist, was the song.. 五月天's 純真.. it brought back so much memories.. how i wish i never left chung cheng.. haisx.. so anyway, nice meeting him again, my used-to-be counsellor.. =)) hmnx, then last minute asked to stay at suntec again.. haisx was so bored.. 5+pm then went to get my lunch.. didnt know what to eat.. so got tom yum cup noodles since i can boil hot water at the shop.. bought xing ming ri bao and teenage to pass my time too.. however, didnt manage to start on teenage yet.. haha Jay's on cover, that's why i bought it.. =X blah blah, working was bored.. the boy was there with the girl again.. they were watching Hot Shot, on their laptop i guess.. haisx.. so blah blah, i have no mood to carry on.. hmnx.. something to cheer me up a bit, i've gotten a mail from tp, saying that the training will starts 8.30am and ends 4.15pm everyday.. i'm glad that it isnt ending at 6pm.. haha so, have to be up early from next week on.. i hope i can manage.. =)) ~~~~~ 五月天 - 純真長長的路上我想我們是朋友如果有期待我想最好是不說你總是微笑的你總是不開口世界被你掌握月亮繞地球地球繞著太陽走我以為世界是座寧靜的宇宙今晚的天空有一顆流星劃過在預言著什麼在無聲之中你拉起了我的手我怎麼感覺整個黑夜在震動耳朵裡我聽到了心跳的節奏星星在閃爍你怎麼說你心中一定有座濃霧的湖泊任憑月光再皎潔照也照不透你眼中閃爍湖面無邊的溫柔那波光在誘惑在無聲之中你拉起了我的手我怎麼感覺整個黑夜在震動耳朵裡我聽到了心跳的節奏星星在閃爍你會怎麼說在無聲之中你拉起了我的手我怎麼感覺整個黑夜在震動耳朵裡我聽到了心跳的節奏星星在閃爍你會怎麼說你已經有他就不應該再有我世界的純真此刻為你有迷惑我想我應該輕輕放開你的手我卻沒有力氣這麼做 2:07 am

	Wednesday, November 26, 2008

	booo~ my mother cheated me of my feelings and last minute asked me to stay at suntec the whole day.. i would have brought my cardigan, magazines, and other stuffs which can help me pass my time along, if only she had told me earlier.. boo~ so i was like freezing there, and bored till i nearly fell asleep there.. haha but at least i had dumb dumb who texted with me from 3pm, all the way till when i was on the way home.. =) xie xie ni ah dumb.. =)) the vacant shop beside has turned into a redemption counter since a week ago.. and there's a girl tending the counter.. everyday i went there, i see her, and her boyfriend who were there just to accompany her.. he's not working there, i'm certain because he's always walking around, just standing there talking to his girl, sometimes sitting beside her, blah blah.. i'm not so kpo to be always looking at them, haha.. but just everytime i passed by for toilet or to buy things, they would be there honey-ing.. haha.. =) there was a different girl at the counter today.. but the similarity is that she too had her boy with her there.. they were even playing a toy car which is controlled by a romote control.. can see they enjoyed themselves alot, kept laughing.. haha.. =) i'm bored.. but i've loaded 我的亿万面包 (Love or Bread) ep 2.. shall watch it before heading the bed, and while i finish the herbal tea my mother made.. nights world.. meeting caijun for mac breakfast.. =)) COUNTDOWN : 5 DAYS 2:14 am

	Tuesday, November 25, 2008

	woke up at 11am, go work~ boooo i overslept in the mrt, until tiong bahru then wake up.. =X=X alone at suntec shop till 3+pm then my mother came.. bought her lunch, and got myself a double choc cookie from subway!~ =X quite some time never eat le.. was so craving for it.. nice~~! ^^ 133-ed back to bugis.. didnt want to go to the shop so early, so went for a walk at bugis street. lol! =X long time never walk there le, used to loiter around there alot.. haha~ at level 2 looking around, suddenly heard someone calling my name.. it was wendy! so qiao~! haha chatted with her around then i left le.. ^^ already drank bubble tea yesterday, so decided to get a fruit juice instead.. stood in front of the store for quite some time before i ordered a carrot plus papaya juice.. haha dont know, just wanna try something different.. =) but after that i found out the different in price, blah blah~ boOOO~ ok, i will be smarter tomorrow.. haha! =X then got fish porridge for lunch.. then worked, blah blah.. around 5pm received a msg from dumb dumb saying that he has fallen sick! booo~ so i asked to leave early, and went off at 8pm.. haha =X bought fish porridge also, but different type de.. haha went his house, blah blah.. hope he recovers soon! =)) and i was so dumb to had nearly lost his house key! omg~ lucky no one took it.. phew~ =X dui bu qi dumb dumb~ i will remember to take it next time.. hahah! ^^ sam babe was chatting with me on msn.. she's like so stressed up with school work.. haisx.. i couldnt help her with that and yet cant do anything to help her also.. just hope that she will try to relax and stay cheerful.. dont stress le girl! i'm just a call/ sms away too! anything just tell me, i'll lend you my ears.. and will give you many hugs when we meet.. ^^ remember our honey date! =D loves! jia you and take care! =)) COUNTDOWN : 6 DAYS!! =D=D 2:18 am

	Monday, November 24, 2008

	nothing much about today.. just that i ate alot more than usual?? lol i treated my parents to a sumptuous dinner just now!! whaosx! =X they say i've got my pay, so much money now, should contribute to the family.. so i just suggested treating them to dinner.. lol~ lucky it was decided last minute, so never ask my sister along.. haha! we had it at Lerk Thai Restaurant, total bill was $56, before 10% discount for using DBS credit card.. haha! of course i am not the card holder.. just use the card to get the discount, and i pay back my daddy the money.. haha~ =X anyway, it was still over 50bucks.. 0.o ordered 2 pieces of thai fish cakes, olive fried rice, fried thai kway teow, green curry chicken, grilled cuttlefish, 2 plain rice, diet coke for them to share, and myself a lime juice.. haha! didnt order my favourite tom yum soup since already lotsa food le.. haha i was like so looking forward to the cuttlefish because i think it tasted nice!! but somehow, this time there, the taste is kinda different.. different sauce also.. maybe they changed the chef? haha so now i dont look forward to it already.. =X=X so overall, the dinner was yummilicious! haha~ although my mother was there picking this picking that, but i still find them nice.. simply because I PAID FOR IT.. LOL lalala~ ^^ and i just knew that Energy is here in singapore.. omg~ they are here since thursday, and now then i know.. haisx! =(( so i didnt go any of their events.. double =(( they are leaving tomorrow, i couldnt go send them off.. triple =(( blah~ i guess there will be chance again.. ^^ ok, that's all for today.. going to bed soon.. nights everybody.. COUNTDOWN : 7 DAYS! =D 1:56 am

	Sunday, November 23, 2008

	alright, photos 1st! top- the fly and the red ant which flown down from nowhere, and they were wrestling!! haha! in the end, the winner was.... THE RED ANT!! clap clap~ bottom- our food of the night~ bing the birthday ~~boy~~ pig with the jim beam~ top- coco exotic's before.. bottom- and after smashing much on the birthday pig's face.. =(( so i was so heartbroken~! half of the heavenly coco exotic gone.. sob with his cake, make a wish, blow out the candles, and GET READY TO BE SMASHED~ after the fun-est part! omg~ looks so disgusting! culprits : chen wee, jeffrey, yankeat, and some others.. =X! the group photos!! attendance (according to top left picture, from left to right, top to bottom) : jeffrey, shuqin, chen wee, yan sheng, zhi hao, benjamin, lida, alan, natee, yan keat, sinyi, joanne, wendy, zeng yuan and bing hui... oh, dilys left early, so wasnt in the pictures.. =) the brothers! bottom- Carrying-the-PIG-relay, 1st in position: Benjamin Seah Zhi Ming~ top- 2nd in position: Jeffrey Ng Guo Xin~ bottom- 3rd in position: Alan Ng Zi Lun~ top- 4th in position: Sim Yan Sheng~ bottom- 5th in position: Ng Chen Wee~ haha!! that's all for photos~ anyone wants the actual photos, please ask from me on msn.. ^^ now, for the details... ~~~~~~ met up with dumb 1st, then we headed to ehub, and then met with ben and bing.. ntuc-ed, bought the necessary stuffs~ we pushed our trolley all the way to our pit area.. LOL! oh, before that, met up wee as well as he got the food stuffs.. lucky our pit wasnt far, just behind escape.. cool.. i guess it was only 5.30pm when we arrived there.. we were hungry, so ate some of the fried rice 1st, blah blah.. then the 3 of them went to get other stuffs from ehub, and left me and dumb there.. that was when we saw the wrestling red ant and fly.. haha! it started drizzling suddenly and we got kinda panicked.. so packed the things, and went hiding under shelter.. haha lucky it didnt last long, not heavy rain either~ phew then the guys came back, and we started the fire, blah blah~ it didnt take long to fire up.. good good.. then the others started reaching group by group.. cooked, ate, chatted, played, crapped, blah blah~~ we played guessing song title and something like 'dont forget your lyrics' game.. haha! so fun~ oh, dumb's friends went there too.. played with them.. ^^ fun fun!~ used to play in class/online with bing de.. haha! long time no play, rusty le~~ boO~~ lolx then then~~ hmnx.. started the cutting cake session at around 11.30pm ba.. omG~ they digged out a portion of the cake and smashed it on bing's face~ my coco exotic~~ =(( lol, i only cared about the cake.. oops~ =X bing intended to smashed the whole cake back at them de!! OMG so i was like shouting "BING!! COCO EXOTIC!! COCO EXOTIC LEH!!" it is his favourite cake too, so i was glad that method worked.. haha! =X phew~ if not we didnt even have half a cake to eat le.. haha! =PP then, bing fed us a spoonful of the cake one by one... haha the chocolate was like melting le.. so we just scope from the big piece with spoons.. haha nice nice.. ^^ then we proceeded to photo taking since some had to leave le.. yupsx, those were the photos above.. ^^ so funny, alan did something which bought everyone laughing like nuts.. haha!! =X after those left, the rest of us stayed to play game~ sinyi, hao, lida, bing, ben, wee, natee, alan, sheng and zengyuan.. i forgot the name of the game le.. but fun fun!! introduced by alan and natee.. interesting game~ we played for like 2+hrs i guess, for 3 rounds.. haha! forfeit was drinking the jim beam with coke.. omg, i admit my alcohol level is SUPER LOW.. i already felt the giddiness just by smelling.. haha! =X nice game~~ ^^ it was like 3am when we left the place ba.. sheng got his slipper spoilt, so he asked me to lend him mine, and then he piggybacked me so i dont have to walk!! cool~! but pity him because i know i am heavy.. =X=X then they say 'a drunk carrying a drunk'.. haha~ boO~ although for some distance i was sitting in the ntuc trolley, but he still carried me for a long distance!! xie xie ni sheng!! ^^ then we headed back to ehub, returned the trolley, and separated ways there.. me, dumb, bing and ben went back together as usual.. shared a cab.. i went dumb's house to stay for the night.. couldnt go home due to the alcohol smell on me.. haha! =X morning then i headed home le.. had a fun day out with friends.. =D ok, shall stop my post here.. today's work was totally a bore i kept dozing off.. haha! =X nights all.. =)) oops.. i took 2hours on this post.. lol! =X 2:05 am

	Friday, November 21, 2008

	let the pictures do the talking~~ at the kbox.. featuring qianyi, samantha, caijun and su chiang.. outside century square.. featuring qianyi, bing hui, zhi hao, yan sheng and chen wee.. on the bus.. only bing hui, the 斯文败类.. =X at void deck.. featuring qianyi, zhi hao and bing hui who was doing lotsa retarded things.. lol (the last picture was taken outside century square.. look what the 斯文败类 did to my pathetic slippers, watch, and specs.. ) =(( alright, the last picture is the birthday ~~boy~~ pig with his present.. haha~~ =X ~~~~~~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIM BING HUI!!! =X (i hope i didnt say it too loud.. haha~) he's considered the most clickable classmate i had in spingfield.. surprisingly, we kinda have the same taste in the area of FOOD.. haha!! so, PIG!! remember to prepare at least 50bucks, because you're gonna treat me to buffet~ HAHA~ ^^ and you still owe me 20bucks, dont forget~! haha~ i think i'm talking to air because i doubt he will be here reading.. games, anime, and sleeping are all he knows~ =X=X haha~ so it is his birthday, and we will be having bbq later at night! WOOT! fun fun fun~~ lalalala~ i'm happy~! =X hmnx, i should get more rest today, since it would be a tiring day, and i still gonna work on saturday.. haha so stay tuned for the next post of more retarded photos of ahbing.. HAHAHA~~ i think i'm evil.. but, who cares~~ he pose for me to take de ma.. HAHA! =X take care!! =D=D 2:27 am

	Thursday, November 20, 2008

	my dumb sister got her laptop stolen on the bus, therefore she was using my com just now.. irritating.. boOO~ so anyways today was a happy day! enjoyed~! haha say wake up at 11am, in the end got off bed at 12.05pm.. haha! =X so didnt meet them at school, met them directly at ehub instead.. we sang from 2.30pm till 7pm.. attendance : qianyi, sam, caijun and su~ we were so so high~! especially me and caijun i guess? haha! so fun going k with them.. my k-ing khakis! ^^ photos up tomorrow.. lazy and no time to upload now.. =X wonder when will be the next session.. loves!! =D after kbox, bus-ed and mrt-ed to tamp with sam girl.. she met her lululu, and then i headed to century square to meet dumb dumb and sheng.. then went over to TM to meet bing and wee.. haha went back CS to get bing's birthday present~ got a few choices, and i had the final say.. haha! =X then we bought bubble tea and sat somewhere outside CS to chat.. stayed there for around 2 hrs i guess? haha! so long~ but fun chatting and joking with them.. ^^ taken many photos also, but tomorrow ba.. =X around 10.30pm, we left the place.. separated ways with wee and sheng.. me, dumb dumb and bing took 28 back, and chatted at dumb's void deck.. i was kinda giddy and sleepy, but still had lotsa laughs seeing bing doing dumb stuffs.. haha! fun fun~ =X was getting late le, so dumb sent me back.. ^^ i'm sleepy~ tomorrow work! boo~ but work 1 day, then i can play the next day! haha~ bing's bbq!~ have fun with friends~ =D ok, so i'm very looking forward to friday! haha cya~ ^^ 2:45 am

	Wednesday, November 19, 2008

	i received a email from tp saying that i've been absent for SIP/MP since 20th oct.. OMG~ i guess they made a mistake.. anyway, as far as i know, no one from my class went for class for the past 1 month.. so, i need not worry right? haha~ =X=X blah blah~ when on the way to dinner just now, we passed by bugis junction, and there is a chirstmas tree which was just decorated yesterday night.. TA DA!~ present to you, A CROOKED CHIRSTMAS TREE!!~ haha!! not so clear but still can see the shape huh? is this a mistake, or was it just the design??? haha~ my daddy says it looks like a christmas hat.. haha~ blah~ so, christmas is around the corner~ it's time to spend spend and SPEND again~ haha! blah, sometimes i do dislike christmas although it is my favourite festival.. not about the money part.. but.. maybe the feeling part..? haha~ crap. i hope this year will be a memorable one.. =)) ~~~~~ it's wednesday!! my off-day!!! =D=D but i'm still getting up early~ 11am? haha look for my k-ing khakis in school 1st before heading the destination.. i rather wait in school.. =X=X alright, watch my ep 9 of The Gem of Life, then head to bed.. nights all~ ^^ 2:51 am

	Tuesday, November 18, 2008

	haha now, i dont feel like blogging.. just a sweet thanks for jeric for going down to the shop and bought the case.. haha, you yuan zai jian.. =) just read sam's post about status.. i have the opposite way of thinking about status as compared to her.. haha.. ok, that's all. bye world. cn u pls kindly tell me how u feel? stop torturin me. 1:55 am

	Monday, November 17, 2008

	i'm waiting for my sis to finish bathing before it is my turn.. just finished 1 big bowl of soup.. omg~ i'm kinda urgent now.. =X hahaha~ i love talking about my childhood with my parents.. because we will be laughing, rather than quarrelling.. that's the only time i like being with them.. haha~ moreover, i can know more about my childhood.. ^^ i gave them a shock when i recalled a part of the childhood and told them just now.. about the scene, but same parts here and there.. they were shocked because it happened when i was 1 or 2 years old.. LOL cool, i have fantastic memory for childhood.. haha! lalalala~~ sam sam! caijun caijun! su su! my k-ing khakis! are you all there?! i can go on wed~~ HAHA yea yea~~ i'm excited about it! ^^ i love love k-ing~! haha cya guys on wed~ ^^ and i've taken off for friday as well.. ahbing's birthday celebration.. bbq~ gonna enjoy~ ^^ alright, overall, i'm quite happy today.. haha! ok, got to go! bye~~ =D 1:39 am

	Sunday, November 16, 2008

	i'm hating my work so much now.. at the shop, i sit there, look at the 'door'.. when people come in or pass by the shop, the only thing in my mind was "dont come in, there's nothing you want here.. i dont want to sell anything to you.. go away, please.." it's hard faking a smile to people when you dont really wanna smile, at all.. although i'm always doing that, but well, haha, it's still hard.. me myself dont feel good doing that too.. in fact i hate myself doing that.. it's disgusting.. headache the whole day.. left side of my head, then the right side.. i dont know how to describe, but just.. pain? i just wanna close my eyes and lie down when that happens.. blah.. went for my 1st meal of the day after work.. i didnt say anything, my mother just ordered tom yum soup for me.. actually i didnt want at all.. but i still got to eat, so anything.. on the way to mrt, surprisingly saw dumb and his friends.. actually he already told me he at bugis, but didnt know where.. and i saw his friend 1st, then him.. =)) just said hi then went off le.. but wait.. did i even said 'hi'??? haha i dont remember moving my mouth at all.. oops.. i'm sorry.. i dont know how to react so suddenly.. haha went back tampines, at interchange, someone called my name.. it was jeric.. so qiao see him again.. this time i know i talked, because he asked to buy something from me.. haha he's the one who bought the most things from me.. a few times he went directly to the shop to buy.. nice.. =)) hmnx.. i dont know what more to type le.. tired, headache again.. right side.. haha nightsx world.. it's not e same anymore.. not anymore.. 1:38 am

	Saturday, November 15, 2008

	drinking the fishball soup which my mother made.. but no appetite.. feel like vomitting.. didnt eat much for dinner, not for my mac lunch either.. blah, appetite hasnt been good.. just a few mouths and i'm already fulled.. now i'm like forcing the fishballs down my throat.. terrible feeling.. ~~~~ i'm tired.. tired tired tired.. tired from working.. tired from everything.. i hope to escape.. escape to somewhere trouble-free.. where no one gets bothered by anything.. where no one has to work for living.. somewhere which will make me feel peaceful.. somewhere which dont give me a reason to cry.. i want to escape from this world, seriously.. 1:55 am

	Friday, November 14, 2008

	an indian guy came into the shop, claiming that he is a indian fortune teller when i was alone at work at suntec today.. he started by introducing himself.. seeing that i'm not interested in spending money on him, he then said something which would make me believe in him.. ya, he really did.. and just the 2 lines he said, brought my tears out like so instantly.. 一针见血.. that's the right phrase to describe.. "although you are smiling and looks so happy on the outside, i know somehow deep inside your heart, you are feeling sad.." i dont remember the actual words he said, but that's the meaning.. i holded my tears until he left the shop.. maybe that's his usual 2 lines he say to anyone he is trying to promote himself to.. but ya, somehow, just hit the right spot in me.. blah, he also said i will have 3 good news in january.. i wonder what.. haha =)) 2:20 am

	Thursday, November 13, 2008

	i'm back here again for today.. bathed and hair is drying, goin to bed soon.. =)) didnt do much things on my last min off-day.. watched tv, drama online, stoned, and then what? basically, just b-o-r-e-d. tomorrow gonna leave house to work at 10.30am, my mother said.. moodless moodless moodless. no mood no mood no mood. moodless moodless moodless. and still no mood no mood no mood.. blah~ here i go random and emo again.. nights. 1:48 am

	Wednesday, November 12, 2008

	it is like so rare that i'm here at this time, 4.30pm.. surprisingly, i'm not at work.. haha! was supposed to be at home to wait for the goods to be delivered here since my sister has gone to school.. delivery time was 11am-1pm.. then i dont know why, dragged till now still not here.. so my mother asked me just stay at home, do the chores.. haha~ blah~ so bored.. suddenly give me the chance of staying at home.. i woke up at 12.30pm, but before that got woke up a few times by calls from my parents asking whether the goods have arrived.. so i had slept for 10hours.. haha~ long time never sleep so long le.. now i'm so so bored.. lazy to cook.. only microwaved a few pieces of chicken.. treat it as a chance to go on diet ba~ haha bored bored bored!! boO~~ i think i should watch my hong kong dramas.. now i'm at this one call 珠光宝气 (The Gem of Life).. got my bosco~ so i'm watching it, although he's only appearing after some episodes.. =X=X you see you see, he's the one 2nd from the right.. ^^ at ep 4 now.. watched it for the past few nights, not bad.. so i'm going to continue it le.. be back to update tonight.. ^^ [edited @ 6pm]* no dinner, nothing to eat.. dont know.. just feel a sudden sadness, yet again.. blah.. 4:28 pm



	i think i'm super early today.. haha! =X yea yea~ i'm going off to bed the most at 2.15am.. super tired today.. boo~~ woke up at 11.30am, went suntec.. stayed awhile, went to buy food for mother.. i got myself my favourite double choc cookie from subway!!~ =D long time never eat le, was kinda craving for it.. =X the cashier tried to tempt me buy 3 for $2.90.. but i controlled myself and only got 1.. haha!! ^^ after that walked to bugis although was drizzling.. walk walk is good good for health~ haha~ =X reached the shop at 3pm.. after awhile, i dozed off on the chair! LOL! XD my daddy didnt wake me up, and so i continued to sleep for nearly an hour.. oops~~ =X i was too tired le! was so lethargic the whole day.. boo~ woke up at 4+pm and went to get my lunch. haha! wanted to go for something plain, so bought sliced fish soup with rice! one of my best choices for eating plain.. haha~ 7+pm and i dozed off again.. =X=X! i drank 3 bottles of water today at work!! add up to 1.5litres~ cool~ i didnt buy bubble tea ok?! must control~~ haha~ ^^ after work's dinner i was so not satisfied! at a food court, wanted to get sirloin steak.. SOLD OUT! =(( so sad la~~ then was walking around, trying to find other food.. then decided on lamb chop.. LAST PIECE JUST SOLD.. =.=!! so unlucky de leh!! =(( i want my steak steak~~ =(( in the end got beef ramen from korean store.. boo~ just finished a cup of non fat strawberry yoghurt.. haha! trying to eat healthy~ but i think kinda hard for me la! =X=X must slowly slowly~ ^^ ok! got to go le! yawns~ wan an everybody~ ^^ 1:51 am

	Tuesday, November 11, 2008

	woo~ bought bubble tea and then i headed to tp~ honey aloe vera~~ long time no drink that le.. nice! ^^ so waited for sam outside lecture hall, saw some familiar faces.. then lunched with her and steph at design~~ haha i miss them! so good to be having meals with friends again.. ^^ after that hendy came join us also.. 2+pm, actually they still have lecture to attend.. but we stood outside the LT, they deciding whether to go in or not since left only the front seats.. then 'scissors, paper, stone' , end up not going~ haha so they accompanied me back to design canteen where i da bao-ed food back for dumb dumb.. then separated with them outside engine.. hug hug~ hugged so much.. haha! =X looking forward to the next meet up! ^^ sam, qianyi and steph in the toilet.. not clear.. they combing their hair~ hahaha after leaving tp, headed dumb's house.. watched Hot Shot ep 16, which is the last ep!!! =(( and ya~ saw my ahdi!! haha!! he's the number 25 of white jersey~ =X=X lalala~ ending like ended so fast, so what's the ending?? haha but nevertheless, overall the show is awesome!! must watch must watch!!! =D after that slept, watch tv, eat, chat, blah blah~ oh, his toe now alot smaller le! haha! but so er xin la.. yucks! =(( ok, off day is over, then i have to work work work again~~ booohooO~ =(( the feeling of going school is so great you know!! 20 more days to school!! fast fast come~~ then i can meet up with the girls again~ ^^ got to go, bye all... =)) Rainie 楊丞琳 - 帶我走每次我總一個人走交叉路口自己生活這次你卻說帶我走某個角落就你和我像土壤抓緊花的迷惑像天空纏綿雨的洶湧在你的身後計算的步伐每個背影每個場景都有發過的夢帶我走到遙遠的以後帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫我不怕帶我走每次我總獨自遠走抱著緘默不皺眉頭這次你卻說一起走彼此溫柔從此以後像土壤抓緊花的迷惑像天空纏綿雨的洶湧在你的身後計算的步伐每個背影每個場景都有發過的夢帶我走到遙遠的以後帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫我不怕帶我走白馬溜過漆黑盡頭潮汐襲來浪花顫動凝在海岸結成了墨薔薇朝向草原氣球郵差傳來一地彩虹刻在心中拍打著脈搏帶我走到遙遠的以後帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫我不怕帶我走帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫帶我走 2:28 am

	Monday, November 10, 2008

	i'm waiting for my sis to come out toilet so i can have my shower~~ she's so slow! i'm bored facing the computer doing nothing just a minute ago, so i thought i should blog 1st.. haha so, IT IS MONDAY!! the day i have been looking for, for the past 2-3 days.. haha! finally, I HAVE MY OFF-DAY!! ^^ and omg! i just looked at my daddy's book which records all the working days, blah blah.. i realised i started working on 11th Oct, and now is 11th Nov.. it means, I HAVE WORKED EVERYDAY FOR 1 WHOLE MONTH!! 0.o just that some days i left early at 7 or 8pm.. =X everyday wake up at 10 or 11am.. my god~ but i'm meeting sam and the others for lunch later!! wake up at... 11.30am?? haha! but it's off day, and maybe after that i will still get my sleep.. so, ok de la! ^^ lalalalaa~ finally no need go bugis/suntec~ i'm happy! ^^ alright, my sis is out.. shall bathe, then continue ironing the clothes.. after that i should get my sleep le ba.. haha! nights people~~ =D 12:53 am

	Sunday, November 09, 2008

	blah blah.. dont know what to blog about.. so shall stop here.. haha.. it's sunday.. enjoy the weekend.. =)) 1:37 am

	Saturday, November 08, 2008

	whole day at suntec with mother, did packaging of the goods which my daddy brought back from hk yesterday.. so much to do, still alot undone.. worked till 9pm then close shop there.. whole day singing the same song in my head, and also out of my mouth.. but i played no songs because my mother dont like noise.. =.= so it was like so so quiet at the shop today.. booo. everyday at the suntec i hear "Omnia, i900, blackberry, omnia, i90o, blackberry..." and still "omnia, i900 and blackberry.." =.= and just so you know, omnia and i900 are exactly the same thing.. you should have heard of samsung omnia.. i900 is just the model number.. so basically what i'm trying to say here... people who shop at suntec are of HIGHER CLASS.. LOL they mostly uses PDA phones.. if not omnia nor blackberry, then would be HTC or iphone 3G.. haha~ for nokia, the one i only remember hearing is E71.. new model again.. =.= blah blah~~ boooo.. reached back bugis already 9.30pm.. went back tampines by myself 1st.. blah blah, visited dumb dumb's bandaged toe.. haha! bandaged big till like my wrist la!! =X=X xiao xin ah dumb! recover soon! ^^ alright, going to bathe then have my supper.. haha nights.. =)) 2:47 am

	Friday, November 07, 2008

	harlo people~ i'm happy happy today~~! my dearest Diona mei* came looked for me after her class!!! loves! ^^ the last time i saw her was at her birthday celebration! and it was only today that i give her her present.. LOL! =X so she reach at 6+pm.. was hoping that we could go online using her laptop, thought got wireless around.. haha! in the end limited connection.. so too bad~~ unable to go online, so i watched 不良笑花 on it.. i'm still stucked at ep 1 after so so long!! lol =X she was hungry, so she went to buy mac.. and she bought for me a macaron!! thanks mei~ =X* then we chat chat play play laugh laugh~ must be we too noisy therefore no customer wanna buy things.. LOL 8pm, prepare to close shop!! the dear mei* helped me vacuum floor!! haha fun fun right? haha~ thanks~~ ^^ we dragged till 8.40pm then leave suntec la! haha then 133-ed to bugis where she then took 2 back to bedok, and i went back to the shop.. meet up again soon mei!! love ya!! =D* took photos as usual, but got to receive from her 1st.. haha ok, let me put up one 1st since long time no pictures here le.. taken using Charcoal while waiting for 133.. not really clear.. haha~ qianyi & diona~ blah blah~ 10pm headed home.. then cooked dinner.. my daddy's back!! woohoo~~ means i can have my off-day!! haha!! ^^ next week! i can go tp have lunch with sam babe and the others!! yea yea~ lalalala~ ps: i'm happy today.. ^^ 1:21 am

	Thursday, November 06, 2008

	going to bathe after this.. dont know what to say, just another boring working day.. no one came find me today.. but saw zaijun, 1 of the guys in my class de.. so qiao he there with his friend.. haha! then his friend bought thing from me.. good good~ ^^ i was listening radio from my Charcoal, using speaker.. Ufm100.3, the only station i managed to receive.. so sad not Yes933.. =(( suddenly hendy surprised me with a call.. i slided up my Charcoal, put it to my ear, "harlo harlo harlo?", no sound.. "harlo harlo HARLO???" no sound still.. i thought something wrong with reception, so hang the call.. I SO SO SO SO DUMBBBBBBBBBBBBB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was listening to radio right? so means i had to pluck in my earpiece as the antenna right??? LOL now, you should understand why i say myself dumb.. HAHAHA!! i kept laughing at myself for the dumb act!! =.= so then i called him back again.. haha~~ =X so anyway, he informed me that we actually had to go back school today at 5pm to do a survey.. but it was already 4.40pm when he called me.. LOL so as a result, i didnt go~ neither did him, neither did zaijun since i saw him at 5.10pm.. haha! blah~ i think no more than 10 peeps from my class went.. haha~ is ok i guess, just a survey~ =X lalalala~ alright, got to go~ take care people~ ^^ [喜欢? 还是只是一种戒不掉的习惯..] [edited] i just came back from throwing the rubbish outside at the rubbish chute.. normally is my daddy who do that everynight.. but when he's not around, i would be the one doing it.. so anyway, these few days i kept having this scene in my mind when i stand in front of the chute.. i would imagine that there will be a long hair lady's head in the chute when i open it.. LOL! so i used the rubbish to cover the opening before i open it, dump the rubbish in and closed my eyes before it is closed, and then RUN HOME!! LOL =X 1:41 am

	Wednesday, November 05, 2008

	just a short update before going to bathe~ just same as yesterday, worked at suntec alone.. i was searching for a book whereby i can read during the boring time.. then my Jay's Capricon album appeared in front of me.. lolx so i took the lyrics book, foolscap paper, and some pens with me~ i memorized 2.5 songs today!! LOL =X but actually, total i only memorized 3.5 songs.. haha~ but not bad la hor! recently never play just the news songs alone, just shuffle on my Charcoal.. i have 320+ songs in it la.. haha! =X so just now i put the new songs into a playlist, and kept repeating them.. hehe and tomorrow i'm gonna continue learning them~ good idea to spend boring time right..? lol! ^^ i'm clever~~ =X=X 7+pm, jaclyn came find me again.. haha~ she waited for me close shop, then we 133-ed to bugis, she went to meet her friend.. ^^ then 10pm, went home with mother, blah blah~ so bored.. blah, ok.. going bathe then watch tv while waiting for hair dry ba.. nights people.. =)) and oh oh!! AHDI is coming out in Hot Shot ep 16!! omg omg~~ i'm so so excited!! HAHA~ =X 1:30 am

	Tuesday, November 04, 2008

	blaH~ today work at suntec alone.. woke up at like 10am, went bugis with mother 1st to help her open the shop.. then i headed to suntec.. booo so bored there!! =(( lucky i bought a U-weekly to read there.. new issue $1~~ good good.. just nice~~ XD super cold there also.. freezingly cold~ lucky i bought my cardigan along.. haha! tomorrow i shall buy a cup of $2 coffee of the day from Gloria Jean's~ yea yea my favourite coffee place where i can add lots and lots and LOTS of CARAMEL SAUCE into my drink~~ =X=X jaclyn came find me again at 4+pm.. chit chat then she left to meet her friend le.. ^^ business was not good.. can fall asleep~ =X i think i will bring a book there to read.. haha!! seriously de ok?! planning to borrow one at national library tomorrow.. haha!! but see how ba.. dont know got time go there or not.. =X i even thought of studying the telprn which i failed, but retaking in april 2009.. i think i'm mad.. LOL nah! of course i'm NOT gonna study for it yet.. unless i really lost my mind.. haha! crap crap~ 8pm, closed the shop then head back bugis le.. so easy to close.. off lights, pull down gate, lock it, and done! haha! bugis de more troublesome.. must bring in the things.. many many things.. haha~ so left bugis at 10pm, headed home~ blah blah~ yesterday was too tired, didnt finish watching Hot Shot ep 15.. now i'm gonna bathe 1st then continue with it~! bye all~ ^^ 12:47 am

	Monday, November 03, 2008

	1/11/08 Saturday was moody again for work.. so i bought macaron, mac's mudpie ice cream, and honey green tea with added pearls to cheer myself up.. haha! =X more decays le~~ boo~ after work, because of the unfinished honey green tea of mine, i gained the chance of staying out all night!! LOL =X long story~ quite lame also de.. ^^ so i gave dumb a call, asked where they celebrating jie fu's birthday, so i went off to find them~~ yea yea~ haha! =D took some time for the direction idiot me to find the 10 dollar club at chinatown.. haha~ they were there since 7pm, and i reached at only around 11.20pm.. haha so sang some songs, played, until 1am then we left~ oh, there were 13 of us : jie fu the birthday boy, his gf shuqin, sheng, keat, bing, ben, dumb hao, wee, alan, lida, wendy, jowena and me~ separated by 2 cars, 1 is dumb's father's car, and another is jie fu's rental 'lorry'.. haha~ i dont know what it call la.. haha! =X then we headed to bedok market place there for supper~ total 14 of us with dumb's bro.. bill was around 78bucks i guess.. i shared beef and also chicken mutabak, and a roti john with sheng and keat.. i didnt eat much.. only a bite and i was full le.. haha! so gave the rest of my share to others.. surprisingly everyone complained of fullness! haha! blah~~ watched soccer there.. kinda interesting watching with so many people~ nice supper! ^^ 3+am, we parted ways there le.. dumb sent me, bing and ben back while the others all got onto jie fu's 'lorry'.. haha! he must have spent a long time sending each one home~ =X since i had the 'golden key' to escape from home, so i went dumb's house to stay for the night~ haha!! i wish i have more GOLDEN KEYS ah~~ ^^ 2/11/08 Sunday went home to bathe, and then went for work le~ was super tired~ didnt sleep well.. and the raining weather made me shivered like nobody's business.. haha after work, left for home 1st while my parents went for dinner.. didnt feel like eating much, so bought french fries at tamp interchange and had them before heading home.. yummy~^^ now i'm eating the papaya sago my mother made this morning i guess.. and the time now is reaching 2am!! =X yea, fattening!! blah~~ oh, i already loaded half a episode of Hot Shot ep 15 le!! woohoO~~ ^^ shall watch as much as i could tahan before KO-ing.. haha! work tomorrow at suntec ALONE! come find me~~ e-life @ suntec, tower 5.. ^^ take care people.. =D=D 1:34 am

	Saturday, November 01, 2008

	30/10/08 thursday was home kinda late, mother off-ed modem, so didnt update.. work in the day was nothing to mention about.. just purely-bored.. left the shop early, headed ehub, met dumb for movie- The Coffin.. was kinda tempted by this movie when i just knew it received good verdicts in thailand.. so yupsx, watched it.. havent been watching movie in the cinema, since... hmnx.. the last one i caught in cinema was The Mummy 3 with sam and steph.. haha! that was so so long can?! booo.. oh, it was 3 months, exactly.. =.= blah, so anyway.. the movie isnt that nice actually.. haha! just a few scary scenes, and then i dont really understand le. haha! i only rememeber we kept saying "this guy 赚到了/ that girl 赚到了.." haha.. blah~ finished at 11pm, didnt want to go home.. so headed his, and stayed there for some time.. 31/10/08 friday mammy got to go for doctor appointment, so i went suntec to open the shop myself 1st.. super bored, nearly fell asleep.. then she came at near 2pm, went carrefour there buy food for her, got myself a shihlin XXL chicken chop as well.. ^^ suddenly received a surprise sms from Jaclyn.. she was at that area, and so she asked me where i working at.. haha! so surprised, like near 2 years never saw her le.. =)) so went to meet her after putting down the things at the shop, and we 133-ed to bugis together.. chatted quite a bit.. haha reached bugis, she got her yam ice blend at Sweettalk.. then she headed to parkway while i went to the shop le. haha ^^ hey girl, nice seeing you again! get your degree soon~ good luck! =D then moody moody moody again.. havent been feeling good these days.. didnt talk much to daddy during work.. kept quiet when my mother scolds and nags, unlike the way i was, talking back to her.. i didnt utter a word since after work.. oh wait, i did.. i said 'anything (随便)' when she asked me what i wanna eat for dinner.. i always wanted to eat steamboat, but didnt feel at all happy when she at 1st said we go for steamboat.. i just followed when they went.. but in the end settled down at the thai and chinese restuarant.. said 'same (一样)' when she asked what i wanna eat.. then she ordered my tom yum soup with rice.. after that, not a single word came out of my mouth until just now.. a simple 'ok' when she asked me to go bathe.. haha suddenly i'm so afraid of living.. especially when i feel the pains inside my body.. heart, head, stomach, knees, back, foot, and the cramps on my legs.. i just dont know why we're strangling to live, prevent ourselves from dying, but we still do will die eventually right? i dont want to live knowing that one day i will die of whatever illness, so i dont want to have a checkup.. blah blah, just being pessimistic and random.. i think i will not when school reopens.. but well, there is exactly 1 more month to go.. i have 1 more month to be pessimistic.. haha please pardon me.. =)) why am i feeling this way? recently, i thought things are going on fine.. but little did i expected that in the end, they are all my one sided wishful thinking.. nothing has changed for the better, and instead, they are turning worse.. maybe they are fated to be good for me for just a while.. just when i thought that i have back my motivations in life or whatever things, the next very moment, they disappeared into the thin air.. 古巨基 - 愛得太晚小時候好朋友甚麼都玩可是畢業之後上班下班有許久沒話題很無奈完成一頓晚飯很久沒和爸爸貼心交談卻發現他動作滄桑緩慢滿臉皺紋漫長見證我成長內疚也心酸時間太趕愛的太晚想見的人待到燈火也闌珊為了不平凡忙忙忙會讓人盲贏到了風光輸去了我的心肝一去不返怎麼樣補償遲了一秒歷史不會再轉彎不管怎麼樣見見想見的臉龐我有責任去放肆一場活著總要找人分享我為了一口飯忘了健康沒有空看醫生太忙太趕喜歡的電影都沒精力看完堆在床畔為了他不停賺計劃美滿趁聖誕送指環多麼浪漫想不到戀人說好久沒見了已找到新歡時間太趕愛得太晚最愛的人待到感情也腐爛為了不平凡忙忙忙會讓人盲贏到了風光輸去了我的心肝一去不返怎麼樣補償遲了一秒歷史不會再轉彎不管怎麼樣見見想見的臉龐我有責任去放肆一場不要讓下一次變遺憾擁抱一下像拈花彈一彈多麼短可是比事業還漫長幾秒鐘夠你一生難忘青春太短每個人在忙計劃人生忘了命運的無常明天會更好想像未來多圓滿今夜剛有伴就讓現在變燦爛生命苦短人不過是人遙望理想看不到身邊一半可來日方長把快樂釀成習慣世界有太多東西流轉別把風景搬上天堂 and oh, it is jeffrey aka jie fu's birthday.. *happy birthday, jie fu!* all the best in everything wor.. i sent you a message, dont know you received it anot.. anyway, 生日快乐!! enjoy your day.. =)) 12:55 am

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