112nd night..
u were not wif d grp after sch..
where did u go? hu was dat gal?
oh my, i'm falling apart soon..

skipped 2 lecs today and had lunch with sista at design..
so in total i had 4hours of break and spent 2 with sista..
we went library 'scv corner' for a nap at noon before she left for class at 1pm..
then i continued there until near 2pm when i was waken up irritatedly by some inconsiderate guys..
they just wanna make alotsa noise even though there's someone around sleeping..
and there wasn't only me sleeping lo..
hate inconsiderate people..
boo...!

then i went walk walk around again and as usual ended at the computer area..
hahaa
bored~~~
had 2 lab test + quizes..
i like don't know alotsa things..
haix~

i'm having programmes for tomorrow, saturday and sunday!!
cool la..
^^
i guess i better rest my brain now..
having a bad headache.. i hope i cn think lesser..
sleep sleep sleep!!! but u're d only effective cure for mi..
wan an people... ^^ i miss u.. sobx..

2:18 am

111st night..
u might nt noe how much u mean to mi..
u're my everything.. nothin else matters more den u..

so bored~~
total of 4hours break for the day..
12-2pm and 4-6pm..
lunch break at noon but i didn't join the guys because there were onli 4 of them..
sat at the mushroom and tried to eat my bread..
i only had a small bite and then kept it inside my bag..
walked around and around then ended up in the library again at 1pm..
never in my life i spent so much time in the library for the term..
haha
no computer to use, saw the guys, sat with them,
and i took the newspapers to read..
about the dragonboat accident again..
and oh, i made a mistake..
there wasn't a rule forbidding the rowers to wear life jackets..
it was their choice to wear it or not..
my apologise.. *sorry!!*
so anyway, a sad accident..

2-4pm french tutorial had 'amazing race'..
quite boring la.. run around..
haha
then 4-6pm library time again..
surf the net, blah blah..
6-7pm french lecture..
finished my bread there..
that was the only thing i had since morning..
haha
SO BORED!!!

lost for words now..
cold weather, made me more depressed..
the 'head' of my eyes hurt..
they are like splitting apart..
haix..
got to go.. take care all..
but it matters to u no more.. imissuso..

2:15 am

110th night..
we're nw stranger than strangers..
u're pretendin not to c mi, i noe..
i guess i done well for the dfund lab test, but not the theory part..
11am to noon was break so i spent it 'studying' for the theory..
but obviously i got absoluately NOTHING into my head..
so i was at the concourse with earpierce in my ears,
pretended studying but actually just singing along..
haha.. n tears runnin down my cheek as well..
so anyway i just put in any answer which i think is appropriate and handed up..
i'm not caring much about it since i can't get the paper back and change my answers..
then lunched at business canteen..
finished my bread and nothing else..
crapped with the guys and was looking out for pretty girls..
not for myself but doing a favour for the guys..
they always introduce me as the ban hua ('class flower' for direct translation)..
this should be a compliment but not in the case of mine..
simply because there isn't any another 'hua' in the whole class..
i know it myself, so do they..
and didn't i say i will try not to follow them around anymore?
i couldn't help it because i hate the feeling of being alone..
i'm so thick-skinned~
haha..

we were still early for the class at 2pm so we spent it at the library..
they slept at the couch and i was chatting on phone with sista..
reached psps class at 2.10pm..
it was meant to be a 2hours class..
but we were dismissed at 2.30pm..
0.o
the teacher merely told us what to do for the project,
and break us the news of it being the last lesson he's having with us..
he's a nice and humorous teacher and i'm gonna miss his humour..
and he gave us a present which is that we don't have to come for next week's lessons!!
woohoo!!
he's so nice man!!
but that means that i will have 2 additional hours of being bored..
i guess i will ask sista out.. haha

so then..
free time from 2.30-4pm..
=.=
went library used the computer..
wanted to watch dou niu.yao bu yao..
but was loading super slow..
so surfed the net boringly..
haha
then maths tutorial at 4pm..
i was caught dozing off!!
the teacher asked me why i'm always so tired,
and whether i'm workin outside and stuffs..
i replied that it's because his lessons are boring that's why i doze off..
and OF COURSE i replied it with only the ants hearing me la..
hhaha... =.=
after lessons went buy bubble tea and a cheese + chicken hotdog pancake which i have not had ever since last term.. u used to scold mi,
i ate the whole pancake on my journey home!! ^^
nice nice.. but price increased le..
from $1.60 to $1.80.. when i onli eat it for my meals..
but still ok la.. haha..

then waited for my cousin to come help me fix computer..
in the end it was only half-way done because his mother, who is my aunty,
wanna go home and sleep..
so ok lo.. no choice..
need to wait for him to come back from his thailand trip then can continue..
haix~ 1 week!! =(=(
have to depend on my sis's lappy le..
haix~~~

oh, just now xinrou mei inform me about the dragonboat accident which happened in cambodia..
that is so saddening!!
5 talented men have their lives sacrificed..
although it was an accident but i guess the organiser should bear some responsibilities because of the rule of 'no life jackets allowed'..
but anyway, what shouldn't be happening, has happened..
hope the 5 souls will rest in peace..

that's life i guess..
no one can really predict what will happen in the next minute..
who would have expected that to happen?
haix~~

i'm getting emo again..
ok, i'm always emo-ing..
i was so happily singing the 'niao niao song' i created myself when i was in need of the toilet just now..
HAHA
i might create another 'bian bian song'..
i'm mad i know..
going off.. SHOOOO!!!


that's for myself.. haha! =.=

1:44 am

109th night..
dis is d 1st day durin wkdays in this sem dat i dun get to c u..
i hope dis is d 1st n oso d last day..
having dfund lab quiz and theory quiz tomorrow..
and i seriously know NOTHING about it..
oh my god..
i already flunked my ckt lab quiz today..
haix..

anyway, i met jasmine sista today for lunch..
i was so so late la..
dragged by a donut..
oops..*sorry sista..* ^^
she was haunted by a hungry ghost again so we went pastamania at TM..
hehe..
she had pasta and i had clam chowder + drink..
as usual, she was still not fulled..
haha. =P=P
i'm feel myself so bad because i always make fun of her eating so much..
her 1 meal is equal to my whole day de meals lo..
LOL..
*sorry sista.. * =P=P
ok la, don't tease her le..
later she don't want meet me le how?..
hahax.. ^^
love you sista.. =D=D

so i went school at 2pm for my lab quiz..
haix~~
ended before 3pm so the next halve of the class can take theirs..
so i had 1 hour break..
spent it at the library using the computer..
only managed to watch 30minutes of 鬥牛。要不要 ep 1..
not bad la..
haha..
then comprog, i tot i can c u today..
blah blah.. but u skipped d lesson..
after school 6pm le..
go buy caramel coffee for $1.20 a bubble tea shop..
cheap and quite nice de..
haha.. but i was relieved when i noe bcoz u went for FTT..
dinner was one big bowl of self-made noodles..
mammy didn't cook dinner so no choice lo..
haha hope ur wish will come true n u'll get ur license asap..

ARGH!! i'm missin u until i'm gettin mad..
i better go study a bit le..
if not tomorrow i see the paper then i burst out in tears because i don't know how to do..
haha..
and my cousin is coming over to help me fix my computer tomorrow evening..
hopefully he can save it.. ^^
nights all.. i realli miss u lots..

1:03 am

108th night..
u unblocked mi juz nw..
although we didn't tok, but thx alot.. ^^
hmnx..
whole afternoon so noisy due to the malay wedding held at the opposite block..
they sang all the way until 6pm without stopping..
but i still managed to have afternoon nap.. haha
then i watch death note 2 while ironing clothes..
i know that movie was like at the beginning of this year de..
but i didn't watch it that time..
yea lo.. i'm sry i din watch wif u on 1/1/07 at midnight..
my sis downloaded the movie long ago and i only remember to watch it today..
i watched the 1st part this morning before i slept at 5am..
so watched the 2nd part at the evening..
haha

then blah blah..
in the end i studied nothing..
nevermind ba..
tomorrow only having lab test..
i can manage it i guess.. ^^

lalalalalala..
don't know what to say le..
shall sleep early tonight..
buaix all.. i'm still lovin u..

12:24 am

107th night..
i think of everything abt u,
but do u even care a lil thing abt mi?
I'M SO DOWN ON MY LUCK LATELY!!!
i asked my daddy to go to the repair shop at sim lim which we used to send my cpu to today..
to ask the guy if the problem can be fixed without sending the cpu there..
and guess what?
THE SHOP IS CLOSED FROM YESTERDAY UNTIL NEXT SUNDAY...
wth?
then i tried calling the number on the past receipts..
THE NUMBER IS NOT IN USE..
wth wth??
then my daddy lost the guy's handphone number..
wth wth wth???
does that mean that i have to rely on my daddy's antique or my sis's lappy for the following 1 week plus?
i don't want to..
the antique is so so so slow in loading everything,
and i have to beg my sis and give her advantages before she lends me her lappy..
and right now i'm using it because i say i will iron all the clothes for her..
ARGH!!
maybe i can find another nearby repair shop to get the problem fixed..
but i don't know which to go, and i scared they charge alot..
so how how how??
haix~~

actually i don't really have things to do even if i have my own com in front of me..
i only blog, chat with friends, then surf the net..
most of the time just stare at the screen and waiting for people to talk to me..
haha..
but i guess i already made it a habit to blog every night..
so i wish to continue this habit of mine..
ARGH!!

so pissed off with so many stuffs..
my computer, my handphone, my mp3..
and most importantly, my life..
i hate this life of mine..
it just sucks..
i'm having a total of 5 tests this coming week..
i will go study for them, i guess..
ARGH!!!!
i brought all these upon myself..

i hate myself.. but i still love u lots..
onli u can save mi frm my miseries..

2:08 am

106th night..
saw u 3 times, twice coincidently..
quite happy..
omg..
it's now my computer's turn to give me trouble AGAIN!!
ARGH!!!
that's the result for buying a budget cpu..
paying less for the cpu but paying alot more for services..
and i hate it!!
especially when i have to carry it all the way down to sim lim square to get the problem fixed..
ARGH!!
when will i have the money to buy a branded set of computer or laptop?
and with all original programmes..
i guess i need a good 10 years..
haha
haix..
god bless i don't have to send it for service..
hopefully the problem can be solved as soon as possible..
oh by the way,
i'm using my daddy's 'antique' at the moment..
haha

as for my handphone..
i guess i need to get it to service next week too..
before the warrantly expires.. haha
lucky all the problems of it come before the deadline..
if not i don't know need to spend how much on it le..
haix..

let's talk about today..
my maths quiz..
it was not as difficult as i thought it would be..
but somehow,
i still managed to have careless mistakes despite checking through the paper before handing up..
my teacher came to me with my paper when i was packing my stuffs,
and asked me to look at 1 of the questions..
then i realised i missed a part of it so i didn't get the correct answer..
booo..
nevermind la..
hopefully other questions can help me pass it..
^^

then be a good girl and attended lectures..
and be good girl only slept 10minutes out of 2 hours..
woke up by a call from jasmine cause she was already at the mushroom waiting for me..
so i just left the lecture hall before it ends.. =P
lunched at mensa 2 again.. but dis time u were dere..
ate sirloin steak which costs $5.50.. u saw mi..
not bad la.. but u gave mi a stare although i smiled..
quite nice de.. wat does dat mean?
then jasmine went for her class at 2pm..
i didn't know where to go so went interchange first..
sat down at small mac.. u msged mi n ask mi return u ur photo..
look at people, i din wan to but u insisted..
think of where to go.. i said i at int den u say nvm..
in the end decided on vivocity.. i wonder y u wan it onli nw..
mrt-ed there..
just walked around the mall aimlessly..
saw many nice stuffs but can't get my hand on anything yet..
no $$$.. still tryin to save for ur present..
so left the place at around 5pm ba..i nid at least $600..
i'm so bo liao la.. n i onli hv $450 nw.. haix..
just purely go there walk nia.. haha
then go bedok, tryin to find a photo shop..
walk walk again.. to duplicate ur passport size photo..
28-ed to st.21 N2 market there.. but all so exp..
got a $1 honey green tea.. n duplicated d photo 4 for $4..
and walked all the way home~
i'm just so wu liao la..
walked so much today..
consider doing excercise lo..
haha at least i still hv 4 wif mi even if u get d original back..

reached home just nice for lao po da ren..
watched many times le but still watching..
nothing better to do although i have..
eg. iron clothes, make pouches, bathe, blah blah..
haha

haix..
problem with handphone,
problem with computer,
problem with mp3,
i'm such a big problem myself..
nothing seems right for me la..
being down on my luck..
haix~
i cried alot today..
need to return the place to my daddy le..
come again tomorrow..
nights all.. i juz miss u too much.. i realli do..

1:20 am

105th night..
i onli managed to hv a glance at u..
but it's better den nth..
i'm having maths quiz tomorrow..
so probably i'm going to study abit later on..
haha..

so today is boring again..
haha
had lunch with the guys..
cause no choice..
no one pei wo ma..
haha
5 of us again but luckily there are seats at mensa2..
so i had kuay chap..
2 hours of break, finished lunch at 2pm..
class was at 3pm so spent the hour at the library..
bored, blah blah..
3 hours of lab which ended at 6pm..
then i attended the french lec cause i missed the one yesterday..
so left the school at only 7pm..
it's late but not bad..
at least i wouldn't loiter around just to pass time..
^^

tomorrow is friday~
oh, i'm ending school at 1pm..
no programme after that..
maybe go loiter around again lo..
haha

ok la..
i just realised tomorrow first lesson is quiz le..
i thought the day starts with lecs 1st where i can revise there..
so i better do some revision after bathing after this..
nights all.. take care.. plz god gif mi a miracle..
i miss u lots lots lots lots lots lots lots lots lots lots lots..

1:09 am

104th night..
i miss u so.. do u noe?

2 dfund lecs and i slept through the 1st as usual..
woke up at the 2nd but did ckt worksheet instead..
argh!!
i'm lost in dfund, ckt, and maths..
the 3 most important subjects..
and of course french as well..
term tests are coming up in a few weeks' time..
i'm gonna be dead..

so french lessons are still alotsa question marks for me..
but at least i'm able to recognise some numbers now..
i've asked the teacher about a phrase which is not taught in the book..
it's "je ne sais pas"..
i asked about it because it's my favourite phrase in chinese, english and cantonese..
make a guess?
haha.. =.=

oh oh, i was being 'put aeroplane' by both jasmine and catherine!!
in the end none of them accompany me for lunch..
boo.. =(=(
so i tried asking weekiat..
but he already left the school.. =(
so actually wanna follow the guys again..
there were initially 5 of them..
plus me will be a total of 6..
so we could get 2 tables and sit 3-3..
then
one of them left the group..
so remaining 5 of us..
we went design canteen and found a table..
since there's a extra one of us, we need to find another table to 2-3..
i felt being such an extra there so i told them i'm meeting my friend so i left..
and obviously i did not meet anyone..
so i went walking around the school,
and then sat down at the mushroom to eat my mushroom bread..
haha
then i spent the rest of my break at the library..
i sound so pathetic..
haha but ain't i?

after french lessons rushed my way to dhoby ghaut to meet joleen..
the movie was 5.05pm at the cathay..
i was there at 4.45pm so got my cheese sausage from chippy 1st.. =P
lucky joleen booked the tickets online beforehand because it was full house..
0.o

ENCHANTED IS NICE!!
SUPER NICE INDEED!!!
it's such a comedy and i simply love the cute little chipmunk (Pip)!!
although it's just animations but it's real cute!!
haha..
Enchanted is HIGHLY RECOMMENDED if you want a good laugh~
^^

we took a photo with the pink x'mas tree outside the cathay before leaving to PS for dinner..
ok, you can see the pinky pinky..
that's the tree..
oh god, x'mas is coming..
haix..

then we had chinese cuisine for dinner..
it was near 8pm when we left the place..
we were both quite rushing for time but we went comic connections because joleen wants to get a crystal cover for her pinky psp slim..
but nope, she didn't buy.. haha..
oh, spent some time in hang ten cause she bought 2 polos..
then we were leaving and we came across this shop at B1 where it sells the friendship leaves accessories..
AND
both of us got our eyes on this nice mickey and minnie chain..it costs $38 each cause it's stainless steel and said to be of limited edition..
it has its production number too..
and how did i get the photo of it?
it's so simple..
WE BOUGHT THEM!!
lol..
one each for us..
there's only #137 and #138 in sequence so i got the #137..
haha..
that's my x'mas present from her, and vice versa..
LOL
we are lame, but, whatever..
it's nice..
and i actually borrowed $$ from joleen to buy it.. HAHA.. =P=Pme and joleen with the chain on us! ^^
ok, i got home and got scoldings..
9.40pm when i reached home.. 0.o

i gtg le..
cya guys..
WATCH ENCHANTED!!! ^^

2:26 am

103rd night..
all i can c is ur backview..
i realli miss u so..
i was at the edge of going berserk the whole day..
maybe the bad weather made me that way..
i just felt like beating anyone who was in front of me..
but of course i didn't..
i only vented my anger on tables and handrailings..
still having a strong urge of beating things!!
argh!!!

i am so blur!
i thought there is a ckt quiz going on tomorrow..
but guess what?
i already took it 1 week ago..
=.=
omg, i'm losing my memory..
haix..

tomorrow i'm gonna meet jasmine for lunch, and probably catherine as well,
and then joleen for Enchanted!
gonna rush to The Cathay after french tutorial..
as a result, i'm skipping french lecture!
haha..
joleen is going off on thursday le..
don't have a confirm date when she'll be back..
so sad la!! =(=(

bad mood i'm having now..
maybe i should stay away from the guys in my class..
as in don't always follow them in between lessons or break..
i heard what one of the guys told my teacher about why i'm always with them..
i had my earpierce on but i still could hear what they say..
he said that is i follow them de, not they ask me along..
i can more or less understand what he meant..
yupx..

going have a rest..
walked alot today in the drizzle..
nights all.. i lost everytime when i lost u..

1:45 am

102nd night..
u wore formal today..
did u hv a date or wat?
just a short post before i head my bed..
was doing a powerpoint before this..
at last it was done..
not very difficult through..
just copying and pasting.. =P=P

i wonder how i'm going to save enough money by my own deadline..
i need a lot more, at least $300 more.. haix..
but i'm still spending on going-outs..
argh!! i swear i will get it for ur sake..
i want to cut down on spending!!
sobx.. even if i hv to resort to goin ard borrowin money..
jia you ba..

hmnx..
it's late..
i better get my rest le..
nights all.. but at least i saw u today n u saw mi too.. imissulots..

2:40 am

101st night..
i dunno how long more do i hv to lie to myself..

here to update before something crops up later on..
it was just another boring sunday..
but i had catherine on the phone with me for 45minutes in the afternoon..
^^ i tot d call was frm u..
tv-ed, pouch making-ed, bo liao-ed..
once again, i have no mood for any revision..

this is a poem adapted from clare yau's blog..
a poem which she wrote it herself..
i find it nice, and expressed my feelings as well..
and i cried as i read through it..
too bad that i don't have such talent in literture..
maybe i should try writing one..
enjoy..
i realli do love u alot..
The sun has fell,
I wanna rest well.
Yes it's time to sleep,
I told myself not time to weep.
I miss your touch so much,
So bad my stomach lurched.

I close my eyes,
And I hear my cries.
I hear you singing,
I thought I was dreaming.
I hear you whistling,
So much it just gets annoying.
I see so many of you everyday
It makes me feel like I'm crazy.
Fantasizing you will be mine,
I threw that idea to the back of my mind.

Bittersweet memories,
Etched somewhere in my biological diaries.
I stroll around aimlessly,
I cry alone at the back alley.
It hurts so much I reprimand my heart,
Why does it refuse to budge.

I walk the route we use to take,
It was such a big mistake.
I see us strolling hand in hand,
I saw our shadows reflected by the lamps.
I see us laughing,
I see us hugging.
I see the lips I so wanted to kiss,
The many chances that I have missed.
Then you disappear,
Like as if you were never near.
So I was left alone,
To take the my own journey home.

Questions left unanswered,
But why should I fluster.
Words left unsaid,
Why am I crying for your sake.
It's better this way you say.
The words that repeated as I lay.
Convinced that your decision will not revert,
I will still be here, but,
Hurt.

1:26 am

100th night..
i took so long to realise..

i slept alot today..
woke up for lunch..
and then slept again after that on sofa..
woke up and have dinner..
but remained awake after that to iron clothes and continue on the pouches..
and now i'm still doing it..

it's the starting of counting in 3 digits..
i don't have much good mood now..
just feel being like a fool..
ARGH!!
dat u actualli hv some1 in mind nw..

蔡依林 - 一個人

從皮包裡抽出我們的照片
沙發要移到客廳的另一邊
晚飯後你可以多抽幾口香菸
已經沒甚麼人會埋怨

晴天 陰天 今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎樣打發時間
出門或不出門沒差別

一個人 到底應該睡右邊或左邊
兩個人 每一次爭吵都值得紀念
一個人 偶爾感到寂寞在所難免
你的氣味 還留在枕頭邊
一個人 我重新適應一切不方便
兩個人 不一定就成全一個世界
一個人 關燈看見記憶的橫切面
沒有光線 過去那些情節 更明顯

晴天 陰天 今天又是星期天
唯一的打算是醒得晚一些
反正我不知道怎樣打發時間
出門或不出門 沒差別

一個人 到底應該睡右邊或左邊
兩個人 每一次爭吵都值得紀念
一個人 偶爾感到寂寞在所難免
你的氣味 還留在枕頭邊
一個人 我重新適應一切不方便
兩個人 不一定就成全一個世界
一個人 關燈看見記憶的橫切面
沒有光線 過去那些情節 更明顯

1:58 am

99th night..
is that fate or it that just coincidence?
wateva d case, i thank god dat i saw u.. imissu..
poned both ckt and maths lectures..
at first we have to attend the CCN day..
some fund raising event in school,
just like canival..
but then my teacher told us that we don't have to set up any stall at the last minute..
that was great.. ^^
met jasmine at around 11.30am at interchange..
made her wait for like 1/2 hrs.. =P
we took 81 to heartland mall where jasmine did her facial at coslab..
so i waited by reading the previous Uweekly with Jay on cover provided there,
and which i did not touch after i bought one of it home..
haha
after that was lunch at yoshinoya..
this time i got the student meal.. ^^

but i left the donut-icecream half-eaten as was already fulled..
at least the set is cheaper this time.. =P

we then decided on going plaza singapura..
actually we had nothing in mind..
so go there see if any movie timing fits..
jasmine suggested Bratz..
so we got the one at 4.30pm since we were 10 minutes late for the one at 2+pm..
we followed by walking around PS..
and got ourselves food at B2..
we circled a few rounds of it until i got fried mars bars from chippy..

that's jas at the corner.. ^^

i should have gotten my favourite cheese sauage..
but wanted to try something new since it seems popular..
they tasted nice but too sweet for me..
had to drink a whole bottle of water to clear the sweetness..
haha
i guess jasmine's previous life died from starving.. haha
she got herself a pasta from pastamania..
and still was not fully fulled after that?
i was stunned although i know she has always been eating alot.. haha

well, then it was time for movie..
the Bratz is nice, everyone was laughing when i was still trying to figure out what the actresses were talking about..
there was not any subtitle!!!
omg.. so sad!!
I SHALL LISTEN TO MORE ENGLISH!
boo..

the movie ended at around 6.30pm..
and then i rushed my way home..
my mammy called me during the movie but i dare not answer it..
hehe..
i squeezed my way into the crowded train and even got my hair caught inbetween the doors!!
it hurts when i pulled them out.. it was a miracle dat i saw u at bugis station..
sobx.. =(=( it instantly brightened my night alot..
i din suffer the pain of pullin my hair in vain.. ty.. ^^
then i got home, dinnered, blah blah..
actually tomorrow gonna meet joleen..
but we couldn't decide on where to go cause initially we planned to watch Enchanted..
and the movie will only be out next wednesday..
joleen suggested zoo, pulau ubin and science centre..
but due to the unknown weather and insufficient of time,
we cancelled the outing..
i feel so bad about it..
i hope joleen don't blame me on that..
*sorry girl..* and thanks jasmine for the day.. ^^

oh, i gtg..
nights all.. i'm bushed.. ^^

2:47 am

98th night..
i saw u, but u din noe i was dere..
i miss u lots do u noe?..
i was nearly late for school today!!
woke up at 8.30am instead of planned 7.45am..
my class was at 9pm..
so i rushed and cab-ed to school..
was before 9.15am when i reached the class..
therefore i was not marked absent.. ^^

jasmine called me short after i woke up and jio-ed me for lunch..
i poned maths lecture and met her at noon..
we went pepper lunch at century square..
i had curry beef pepper rice + cheese.. ^^
we had so much time due to my next class starting at only 3pm, and her class has ended for the day..
then sat down outside TM and century square and chit-chatted..
whaox..
we talked so much about the times in chung cheng..
they were all so memorable!!
we concluded that we didn't had our secondary school life to waste!
but i indeed missed one wonderful year~
i wonder how nice would it be if i were there with the rest of the guai lan 4MD-ians..
='(
anyway jasmine told me alot about what i missed..
boo..
but we were both very 'high' just merely talking about chung cheng..
which ex-chung cheng-ian wouldn't?
lol

then i left for school and her back home..
lab for 3hrs..
then when i crossed the bridge outside school,
i met a familiar face..
it was yansheng.. ^^
he was waiting for his girlfriend.. haha
i sat down and chatted with him while waiting for the gf lo..
his gf was selling some handmade clips for fund raising..
sheng bought 3 and i said i want one.. lol
and he gave me!! ^^it's winnie the pooh.. my like.. haha
thanks "boyfriend"!! =D=D
then i walked him / he walked me to the bus stop outside st hilda's..
and i took 293 home..
talked so much today after so long..
credits to jasmine and yansheng!! ^^

watched titanic on ch5 back home..
i teared when Rose whistled for help..
haha.. =.=
OH!!
i defeated a xiao qiang aka cockroach just now!!!!
what worst is that it was a FLYING one!!
that's most detested!!
my sis and i were like screaming like hell..
haha
i'm used to catching beetles using a small cover but never a xiao qiang!!
so i took a real BIG COVER, which is drawer to catch it..
LOL
my heart was pumping as i neared it..
SO SCARY!!
i took a few minutes until i finally got it in the cover..
i'm great!~ LOL
and i left it there as usual for my daddy to do the bad thing - kill it..
^^

i gtg.. cya guys.. ^^

2:09 am

97th night..


i redone it N times before i get this satifying product..

1:53 am

97th day..
saw u by chance juz nw..
=)=)
currently in school library again..
french class at 2pm..
i'm like getting nothing of the language in my head yet..
oh, whatever..

started the day with 2 dfund lecs..
i slept through the 1st and studied my ckt in the 2nd..
i was unable to get the formulas into my head..
so the quiz was quite unsatisfying..
i messed up all the stuffs..
argh!!
suan le.. it's just a quiz..
haha


joleen and xinrou mei are now having fun at kbox i guess..
mei poned school..
sobx..
hopefully the 3 of us can meet on saturday..
=)=)

ok ba..
now slack awhile then need go for class le..
4+pm den come back again..
HAHA
4-6pm no class..
then 6-7pm french lecture..
have to wait~~
bored..
stop here for now.. ^^

1:36 pm

96th night..
i might feel better if i don't c u at all..
but i juz miss u alot lots..
i'm having a ckt quiz tomorrow..
haven't studied anything yet..
so gonna get my brain work after this..
really must pay attention in class le..
i'm improving i guess..
for today's lessons, i only took a short nap during maths tutorial..
and was shameful of myself because the teacher woke me up..
oops..
ARGH!!

my handphone is giving me problem!!!
i'm trying not to send it to service although it's still valid for warrantly..
i don't want to lose the data inside.. esp when dey were frm u..
HOW?!?! SOBX..

i'm so surprised when a auntie tapped my shoulder while i was walking to interchange from school..
she asked me where i bought my LV bag..
LOL
i can't possibly tell her that it is fake..
so i just told her i not sure cause my mammy bought it, not me..
^^

i seem to be quite happy..
but guess what?
i'm not at all in a good mood.. u were juz sittin less den 2m frm mi..
how good in a mood can i be? but u regard mi s a total stranger..
i nearly died from dehydration..
i just don't feel right at all..
14/11, it ought to be our 7th mth tgt.. do u rem? imissu..
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

1:45 am

95th night..
my happiest time for the week will be 4-6pm on mondays..
dat's when ur class is juz beside mine n i get to c u w/o fearin dat u ask mi leave..
i'm deciding to get myself dead on bed after blogging..
haha
anyway, nothing much to blog about..

i had lunch with mingkee at ITAS..
we changed the plan of going opposite to eat due to the rain..
well, i spent only $1.20 today on a bottle of sugarcane+water chestnut..
i ate the bread as my lunch.. ^^
after that, we spent our time slacking at the library before my class at 2pm..
she skipped her lecs and went shopping..
naughty girl..
haha

lessons as usual..
bored..
don't know what to say le..
and guess what?
i paused for 10minutes after the "bored", thinking of what to type..
i'm making myself a cup of warm chocolate milk..
oh, it's done..
nights all..
i c smiles on ur face.. but d 1 standin in front of u, whom u smile at, is not mi..

1:27 am

94th night..


there were 2 shows having their last episodes today..
one was corner with love, another was a hong kong series show..
both had happying endings just like the meteor garden 2 i watched yesterday..
yup..
inside the world of tv, every story ends with the main leads being together happily without fail..
i don't agree with the line "life is like a movie"..
they are totally different from the cruel reality..
i always imagine my life being like a certain female lead..
but well, they only happen in my own imagination..
my imagination of being wif u..
anyway, was watching summer x summer before this..
there was this line said by the female lead.. (translated from chinese..)
"you are standing right before me.. but no matter how much i stretch my hands, i can never touch you.. that's because you will never accept me as i don't belong to your world.."
she was saying it to herself when the male lead whom she's in love with, walked past her..
i cried on hearing that..
it touched my weakest point..

it has been 3months, starting of the 4th..
and i'm not getting any better in my wound..
it still hurts as it ever was..
i'm starting to think about x'mas, about my birthday..
i wish the time will stop before december,
where x'mas will never arrive..
x'mas decorations are appearing everywhere..
and i hate to see them now..

what has become of the girl who always longed for x'mas?
it is no longer her desire ever again..
my onli desire is u, and onli u..

1:37 am

93rd night..


just another boring saturday..
spent the day with tv..

caught a beetle which landed on my baba..
i took revenge by cutting off 2 of its limbs..
that's for dirtying my baba.. humph..
i could have cut off all of the other limbs but i thought i was cruel..
it was limbing and 'shouting' for help..
so let it off after removing 2..
anyway my daddy is gonna squash it before throwing it into the bin..
LOL

i'm currently thinking of interesting stuffs to say..
i couldn't come up of any..
maybe..
i watched the last episode of japanese version of meteor garden 2..
i don't really watch meteor garden after watching the old old taiwan version..
my sis was watching so i joined her..
anyway..
i was touched by dao ming shi and san cai..
their passion in their relationship and all..
especially the part when dao ming shi proposed to san cai..
that was so touching la.. "yes i would"
i couldn't help but teared.. was the so-called promised u gave mi..
yupx..

i'm being chased to sleep..
so blog again tomorrow..
take care all.. y r u blockin mi again? imiss u..

2:14 am

92nd night..
god let mi c saw this mornin..
it brightened up my day.. iLu
the morning seemed short today..
the day passed fast..
entered 1st lesson, maths tutorial with a shock..
there was a quiz going on..
then i recalled teacher reminding us the last lesson about it..
i totally forgotten everything..
not only me, nearly the whole class had the same reaction..
lucky it was just a bonus mcq quiz with only 20 questions..
not very difficult though..
i had some 'practice' beforehand when doing the online bonus quiz.. ^^

then the day followed with ckt tutorial, maths lec and ckt lec..
whaox..
i survived everything except for a short 20minutes nap at maths lec..
i'm so proud of myself~ lol
and the only thing i learnt for ckt for the past 3weeks must be the rectifier..
it was taught during tutorial..
and i done the questions MYSELF ya know?..
LOL
the tutor praised me for knowing the answer to a question when none of the guys knows!!
WAHAHAHAHA~~ =D=D
but i got stucked when the tutor gave us a question on the things taught last lesson..
i was like copying down the answers and all when i was half awake that time..
and now i can't figure out what exactly did i write..
lol

it was ckt lec when i received a sms from joleen..
she asked me out!!! ^^
i thought she was busy with exams lo..
so met her after school..
around 2.30pm at marina square..
lunched at yoshinoya..
i was so mad about myself!!!!
i ordered beef value meal, paid, then i saw the promotion for students!!
my meal costed $5.80, inclusive of beef bowl, and miso soup..
the student meal cost $4.85, inclusive of beef bowl, a drink, and a donut i think..
ARGH!!
i was so MAD and then i kept complaining it to joleen that there was only 1 board which shows the promotion, and it was placed at around 2meters high..
SOBX!!!
anyway it was the 1st time i finished the whole of beef bowl..^^
i guess the standard of yoshinoya is deproving..
eg 1: in the menu, there is veggie with the rice..
but it turned out having nothing..
eg 2: the rice was watery.. not as nice as before..
eg 3: the chiwanmushi doesn't taste as nice as well which commented by joleen..
and last of all..
the things there quite expensive de..
yupx..

we went for bowling after that..
we played 3games each and i started the first hit with a strike!!!
but i guess i ended with only 2 strikes in total.. HAHA
joleen played quite well at the last game..
got at least 3strikes lehx..
i so sad.. =(=(

we followed by walking around the mall..
spent some time in muji, bought some snacks..
then at mac, joleen redeemed 20 piece nuggets and we shared.. ^^
'played' at TS, talking about the TVB shows..
we were both so crazy la.. hahaa..
was already 7pm le, so we left..
could have accompanied her longer if not for the need of going home for dinner..
sorry joleen~ =P=P

caught this imagine on my phone at marina sq..
i find it very attractive, so blocked the way of escalator just to take it..
hahaha..

i just find it nice.. guita with a pair of wings.. cool..
but it might be nicer if a electrical guita is replaced.. haha
didn't take photo with joleen today..
meeting her again next saturday most probably..
she's going overseas soon after her A's!!!!!!!!!!
will not be back until next year..
SOBX!!!
i gonna be alone again.. ='(='(

ok ba.. will be home tomorrow..
hopefully there will be peeps chatting with me ba..
nights all.. ^^ woainiwoainiwoaini..aisinile.. 3rd month since u left me.. d place in my heart will owaes be left for u..

2:26 am

91st night..


woke up with sore thoat..
that was so xin ku..
yesterday still ok de..
wake up le then suddenly like that..
boo..
had 2 cups of honey lemon water,
and a spoonful of medicated honey down my thoat..
i guess it's better now.. =)

so was at home whole day with my sis..
she was doing her stuffs and i was having my eyes on the tv again..
nothing interesting to watch anyway..
at 7pm, i start making potato salad..
took 1 hour from boiling the egg and potato until it's ready to be consumed..
i've made some improvement this time..
even my sis who don't normally eat it says it's nice..
but i nearly got my hand cooked during the process..
still ok la.. ^^
then learnt to make papaya sago from my mammy..
it's quite easy actually.. haha..

hmnx..
show low zhi xiang is coming for a autograph session tomorrow or saturday i forgot when..
of course i wish to go..
but he's only autographing on concert tickets which i don't have..
furthermore he's not going to do any singing..
so even if i go also no use..
somemore it's held at bugis junction..
the area is small..
no point squeezing with other people, and i might not even have a chance to see his face..
haha
so like that lo..

better have my sleep le..
nights all.. i'm still inconsolable.. i miss u lots..

1:58 am

90th night..


i don't know what else i can do besides coming to blog..
i could be youtubing, watching summer x summer or other shows,
i could be lying on sofa staring at the big tv screen,
i could be in piggyland doing things which i can't do in reality,
i could be..
doing many other possible stuffs..
but yet i'm not interested in doing any of them..
i just don't have the mood..

i hope to have someone there at the other side of msn chatting with me..
craps, life, studies, family, or any other stuff i don't mind..
but who is that right person?
i don't wish to trouble anyone, asking them to accompany me when they have no wish to..
but i did try..
i had messaged a few people on msn, hoping that they will reply and start crapping with me..
but all were to no avail..
so eventually i stop doing that before no one ever wants to talk to me again..
and so now i'm waiting for people who starts to message me first..
i'm making myself so pathetic..
haha but aren't i?..
i wish u're dere tokin to mi lik wat we used to..
well, i guess i'm having a good start in saving money..
i spent less than a dollar for the whole of today.. ^^
my breakfast was a japanese pancake (the type doraemon eat..) which was bought by my mammy a few days back..
but i left it until for lunch..
lunch was at 1pm..
the guys went design canteen again.. =.=
i only got myself a bowl of seafood chowder soup to go with the pancake..
and it costed less than a dollar.. haha
i don't know the actual price because i helped the guys buy theirs and mixed the money..
anyway,
they were the things i had before my dinner at 9pm..
i'm so proud of myself for escaping the temptation from honey milk tea and chocolate..
^^ our secret line for chocolate.. do u rem?

i'm shocked by myself for another matter..
i have not been deleting the call timer and message counter from my handphone for the past 3 months..
and guess what?
the total outgoing calls for the 3 months is 1hr 7mins..
and total sent message is 400+..
they are not even to the monthly limit of my line plan la..
i'm going insane at this rate..

tomorrow is deepavali day..
another boring day for me..
gonna sleep and sleep and sleep..
what to do?
don't know la.. i juz nid u to make myself happy..
bye blog.. losin u is d biggest retribution i ever have..

1:11 am

90th day..


currently in school library spending my 2hours break..
i'm having french lecture at 6pm..
had tutorial for that just now..
i was so lost and felt so damn helpless in the classroom..
I ABSOULUTELY DON'T UNDERSTAND WTH THE TEACHER WAS TALKING ABOUT!
i'm gonna fail the cds..
i'm losing hope in it.. haix..
don't really wanna go for lecture..
but nevermind la..
nothing to do anyway.. haha
the lecturer speaks better than the tutor..
and alot more humorous..
i think i will feel better there ba..
haha..

was searching for something to watch..
then decided on Summer x Summer (热情仲夏)..
the show was quite long ago de..
but then the main lead is my favourite actor, ZHANG YUAN CHANG!!
that's why watch it.. haha
not bad la.. ^^

gonna go for my lecture soon..
i took so long typing this post although very short..
it is now 5.41pm..
cause watching show and talking to joleen at the same time ma..
haha..

update again tonight..
cya all.. missyalots..

4:47 pm

89th night..
dat's so coincidence dat u walked past mi dis mornin..
u were juz less den 10cm frm mi.. how i wish it is 0cm..
i'm blogging so much earlier today..
it's just 1am lo..
i'm bored..

realise my blog is just like a diary,
recording everything i do everyday..
that's because i have short term memory,
so i need a place where i can pen down the things i do..
in case they disappear off my memory one day..
and i realise it's fun even reading about my own past..
i miss my past..
this is my blog..
it's just so lack of entertainment for my readers..
how can i improve it?
i wish to type everything in chinese..
but my computer doesn't allow me to do so..
and since i have limited english vocabulary,
it makes my blog dull and uninteresting..
hmnx..
i guess i can only continue my blog this way until i come up with a new concept for it..
i might change it in a day or two..
i might even take years to come up with any new stuffs..
just bear with me ba..
^^

i'm no longer wishing for Jay's concert tickets..
not his album as well..
but i'll carry on saving..
and i need alot to get what i want.. to get for u..
will start cutting down on honey milk tea-ing and chocolating..
will leave my breakfast as my lunch hopefully..
then i can save from paying for a meal.. ^^
dinner will be taken at home everyday..
i guess i just need approximately $10/week if everything is carried out as planned..
but saving $40/week is still not enough, yet..
it would be nice if only i can work outside during my free time..
making pouches at 10cents/piece is just too slow for earning fast..
argh!! i have to work hard on it..
iduncareevenifdoinalldatworthnth..itonlymattersdatu'red1i'mdoindemfor..
my teacher released us off early today because he knew we were tired as someone was falling asleep..
he was kind for not mentioning that 'someone' was me.. ^^

lost for words at the moment..
i think i need a good sleep now..
nights all.. irealliloveuso..

1:25 am

88th night..
y wun u juz believe mi?
u've hurt mi so much..
lunched with mingkee at mensa2..
still have time after that so went with her to business com lab..
then she do her thing, blah blah..
then went to class after buying things at cheers..

my heart was not at ckt lab so i did everything incorrectly..
had to redo them..
told teacher i understand but in fact i know nothing..
haha
1/2 hr early dismissal..
slacked at canteen..
vitasoyed, stared into vast space..
comprog lab.. i tot u didn't attend class today..
T2 left me alone after i "WHAT?!" him today..
i know i'm being rude but i was just not in the right mood..
after class stayed for some time in school..
then 69-ed to interchange..
i was too bored so went popular just to get 2 erasers..
got honey milk tea, mini pearls was sold out..
then bought Uweekly which has Jay on cover..
it has been such a long time since i last got a magazine..
haha.. d last was bought when i was spendin my day at airport on 18thjune waitin for u..
reached home and cooked myself a bowl of noodles..
i am having a slight flu and yet i had a spicy one..
but then nevermind la.. no one cares anyway..
haha
then do my psps assignment..
very short but then just get a pass for it can le.. haha
going off.. bye all.. i still love u lotx..

2:06 am

87th night..
i dreamt of u being wif mi..
will my dream come true?..
better come blog first before my mammy off the modem suddenly..
haha..
was at home whole day, doing the pouches..
not much la.. less than 100..
but i watch tv, and eat while doing them..
so a bit slow.. haha
and i finished watching x-family le..
the ending like don't know what leh..
but i like the story cause funny and interesting..
now this one finish le..
need to get my eyes on another idol show..
seems like alotsa people are watching romantic princess (gong zhu xiao mei)..
by fahrenhite and angela chang de..
but i don't really like those show like got rich girls/boys, then don't know what de..
haha
example like corner with love which is showing on ch56,
i don't chase that show as well..
only sometimes watch it cause nothing to watch..haha
i'm still waiting for It Started With A Kiss 2!!!!
when is it gonna be out??
i'm getting impatient~ haha
i love zheng yuan chang and lin yi chen being together..
so compatible lo.. hahaa

ok la..
i go bathe le then sleep..
school is in afternoon tomorrow.. ^^
nights all.. i realli yearn to be wif u once again..iLu..

1:38 am

86th night..


went to ntuc with mammy in the afternoon..
bought so many things and i had to carry them home alone..
but got a so called trolley or don't know what la..
haha..
so ya..
so troublesome when going up and down of bus..
then whole afternoon watch tv with snacks..
at night then continue with x-family..
left with the last 2 episodes le..
gonna finish them off tomorrow..
haha

so tomorrow is staying at home again..
after so long, i'm going to start making the pouches again le..
that's great..
can spend my time and at the same time earn $$ although not much..
haha

I'M LOVING THIS SONG SO SO SO SO SOOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
jay is cool la..
always make nice songs..
but i still undecided about whether to get his new album or not..
buy le also like no use cause downloading songs into mp3 player..
don't know leh..
BUT I STILL WANNA GO FOR HIS CONCERT!!
how how how?!
i also don't know how..
haha.. =.=
enjoy the song first ba.. ^^
nitex all.. darlin baby.. do u noe how much i yearn to c n hug u?
i miss u..
周杰倫 - 彩虹


哪裡有彩虹告訴我 能不能把我的願望還給我
為什麼天這麼安靜 所有的雲都跑到我這裡
有沒有口罩一個給我 釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥 也是我現在正服下的毒藥

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球 太陽還是會繞
沒有理由 我也能自己走

你要離開 我知道很簡單
你說依賴 是我們的阻礙
就算放開 但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

有沒有口罩一個給我 釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥 也是我現在正服下的毒藥

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球 太陽還是會繞
沒有理由 我也能自己走

你要離開 我知道很簡單
你說依賴 是我們的阻礙
就算放開 但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

看不見你的笑 要我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞會繞
沒有理由我又能自己走掉
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥解藥
便是我現在正服下的毒藥

你要離開 我知道很簡單
你說依賴 是我們的阻礙
就算放開 但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

2:26 am

85th night..

3:29 am

84th night..
i could onli c d backview of u.. sob

hmnx..
first lesson was comprog..
was 5mins late although i don't wish to be late..
not because afraid of the attendance,
but don't want talk to that T2..
he's getting on my nerves la..
lucky i arrived in class before he did..
if not he will start asking me why late, blah blah blah..
but in the end..
wth?
he stepped into the class, took the attendance book,
and walked towards me..
i took out my bottle and pretending to be drinking water cause i don't wanna reply him anything..
he still came.. =.=
i was sitting at the corner corner seat somemore..
i just gave him nods and shakes of my head..
SO IRRITATING!!
and oh please..
he's 30+ near 40 i guess..
then start do work..
and he came again.. wth?
he called me 'ma.. (my surname)'
then i was angrily said 'what ma?'
irritating guy..

anyway..
then remaining class are bored lo..
slept and slept and slept..
12-2pm was break time..
spent in design canteen again with the guys..
don't understand why they like western so much..
i onli had bread, a slice of watermelon and papaya each..
SO BORED!!
6pm class end, walked around again..
went interchange..
wanted preorder Jay's i'm busy..
album + 2008 calendar for $18.90..
album + figurine + postcards (i think..) for $45.90..
i want the figurine cause it's limited..
but too expensive le..
so in the end i preordered nothing.. HAHA
then headed home~

tomorrow's friday.. bored..
ARGH!!
BYE!! i'MgETTINcRAZYtHINKINoFu..

1:31 am

83rd night..
it's gettin hard for mi to even tk a glance of u..
whr r u?
actually planned to attend 1hour of dfund lec and skip the other hour to french lec..
but in the end i woke up at only 8.30am..
and the dfund lec starting at 9am..
so i decided not to attend any of the dfund and go straight to french..
haha

lucky i found a seat at the lec because it is like you have a seat, sit down..
if not, sit on the stairs or attend the next lec..
yupx..
then blah blah..
ckt tutorial after that..
nearly dozed off..
apel is on alternate weeks so we don't have it today..
meaning that we can go off after the tutorial..
the teacher gave us a piece of paper and asked us to finish it before leaving..
i wasn't listening to the lesson so i spent more time than the majority to finish it.. =P
by the time i was done, the group of guys whom i normally mix with has already left..
i had no idea where they went because i'm always the one following them, they don't ask me to tag along..
so i was alone..
tried asking some old friends for lunch because my next lesson was at 2pm and it was only 12noon then..
then i found weekiat but he was at TM..
so without hesitation, i went there to find him..
he was about to go home but i stopped him.. haha
we went foodcourt, i had beef noodles..
he didn't know what to eat as he was already fulled..
so he ended up having dessert only..
and what was funny is that he had to ask the auntie what he ordered when he could collect his dessert.. =.=
that weekiat nearly made me vomit during my meal..
he was there telling me how he dropped his 2 N73 into the toilet bowl while doing his big business..
=.=
he insisted on finishing his whole story although i asked him to stop..
that was so grossed so i eventually gave up on finishing the noodles..
then blah blah..
1.30pm i left for school again and him off to meet his friend..

french tutorial is still alotsa question marks for me..
i totally don't understand the teacher's english..
she mixes english with french so i could catch no ball..
i really felt like crying for the whole 2 hours lo..
so i gave up and took a nap instead.. haha

so bored after french.. was 4pm only..
couldn't decide where to go..
i took 69 towards bedok direction..
alighted at certain stop at bedok..
crossed the road..
and took 69 back to TP stop..
lol we used to hv long bus trips rem? imissthemlotx..
that's what a too-much-time-to-spare de person like me will do..
i have concession anyway..
so just have as many bus trips as i can.. ^^

then walked to A1 and got 2 cups of honey milk tea as 1 was for my sis..
bought bread and 293-ed home..
not even 5.30pm when i got home..
snacked while watching tv and took a late afternoon nap from 6+pm till 9pm for dinner..
then all the usual stuffs again, blah blah..

SO BORED!!!
i'm blogging everynight but every post seems the same..
bored bored and still bored..
trying to find some programme for myself..
but don't know what to do..
maybe be a good girl and reach home early.. HAHA
anyway i'm planning to get myself a copy of Jay's new album- i'm busy..
maybe going to preorder it tomorrow..
don't know leh see how..

oh, here is a photo taken at jiaqing's birthday celebration..
we are the representatives of ex-cchms.. haha
going from top to bottom, left to right.. darren, guoming, lavinia, adelin, rene, me, ryan, jiaqing and sean..
so nice meeting them again.. ^^

ok then..
got to go..
buaix.. IREALLIREALLIREALLIMISSULOTS..

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