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i'm really sick n tired of all these. i dont want to face the person which i dun wanna face, EVERYDAY. i effing hate this kinda life i'm havin now. pls, pls get me out of here. i'm suffocating.. i hate all those sarcasm goin into my ears everyday. i hate doin things which i DONT AT ALL LIKE A SINGLE BIT everyday. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhh
yea, dun judge a book by its cover. dont judge how i exactly feel by my expressions.
i feel so isolated now. i dunno who are my frens. i mean, frens whom i can look for when i'm feelin down. frens whom i can talk everything under the sun to.. maybe it's my fault. i dont normally talk to anyone about my true feelings. i keep everything to myself. that's why, that's why.. i envy those ppl who are always accompanied by frens. not only frens of the same gender, but also frens of the opposite gender.. i envy those who have a clique, or kakis.. these 2 words have never appeared in my own life ever. ya, i dun have any clique, nor kakis.. sighhhh haix..
haix
haix
haix
haix
haix..
sometimes i just hope that i will get attention from more people.. but, sigh i know i'm not popular.. i'm not the kind of gal which everyone likes to be with.. no one will want to give a damn to my life.
"is never the center.." ?? "qianyi sinyi is never in the center of attention.."
maybe i shld stop trying..
yes i shld.
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