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28/07/09 after morning class, went to eat at design i think.. kinda forgot le.. =x then.. ohh ohhh.. yu song need to collect his shoes at century square.. so we went with him.. collected le, then me, hendy, jongyang and dennis at coffee bean outside there chat chat, blah blah.. i only listened cause all they talked about was cars.. haha~ around time, then went back school for lesson le.. =)) after school went home for dinner, before going out again.. went auntie house.. haha cause grandma they all leaving back to hong kong on wednesday.. i got school cannot go send them off.. yups so go say bye bye to them lo.. haha 29/07/09 morning lab test, in the end dont really know how to do.. haha 11 to 2pm break, went library and pig pig again~ haha~ not enough sleep these days.. always do work only at night.. panda panda again.. sigh~ so much assignments more to go lo.. boooo somemore exams coming.. sigh~ 2-3.30pm lessons, after that back to library.. nap a while and then find books for assignments.. around 5+pm went off le ba.. 30/07/09 around 12+pm went school.. skipped lectures and stayed in library to studied for quiz.. haha~ ok, i dozed off many times.. =x=x class at 3pm, quiz was kinda tough.. hopefully i dont fail badly.. =) after class designed again.. was kinda emo then, because of assignments, blah blah.. then, 293-ed all the way home~ =)) at night wanna do research.. in the end cannot find anything relavant.. like so sian lo.. 5am le still end with nothing.. sigh to be continued............ |
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1st of all, of course is because i miss my darlin* lots.. days without him by my side seem so miserable.. nothing is going well.. and thus i tend to tear easily nowadays.. sigh 2nd, because of the assignments.. blame on myself for not starting on them early.. now i'm left with only a few days.. i really dont know how i can handle them all.. there are group ones, there are individual ones.. i dont wish to pull down the grades of the group members, but i know not how to pull them up either.. sigh what's worse, i dont know how to research on them.. even if i found something, i couldnt comprehend them completely.. thus i'm unable to answer when the lecturers bomb me questions.. sigh.. 3rd, because of my studies.. i'm not good in studying right from the start.. just pure luck that i get into the course which most engineering students wants.. i know clearly that i wouldnt be able to pass.. argh!!! i'm gonna breakdown soon again.. think of studies and i'll end up in tears.. sigh 4th, because of friends.. sigh.. seriously speaking.. how many true friends do i have? i dont have a BEST friend.. at least i know that no one treats me as one.. there might be a few good friends, normal friends, hi-bye friends.. but BEST? sigh i dont usual talk to others about my problems face-to-face, because i know i will end up in tears again.. i dont really know who's interested in my problems.. i dont know if i would be bothering others.. i dont know if people will find me annoying.. i always hope to have outings with friends, just wanna spend time with those not met for a long time.. but.. do they want? they have their own circle of friends, they are not obliged to accompany me to do anything.. when i'm bored, i too want to find people to chat, or go out walk walk, play some sports, or anything.. but it's always the few people on my list.. and they are not always free.. i'm not too, i know.. that explains the drift.. i envy those who have their clinque of friends.. they can always go out in a group, have fun, and do all kinds of crazy acts.. i once thought that i have that kind of clinque.. but nah, i'm always wrong.. in a class of all guys make me feel worse than worst.. i feel that it's always me clinging on them and following them around when i'm not at all welcomed.. and yes, i'm always feeling extra because i'm always quiet when they chat.. simply because i dont belong to their circle.. it doesnt make any difference whether i'm there or not.. at least i myself think so.. my heart felt better in year 2.1 because there were people from other class joining us.. and thus there were girls.. notice that i say "there were girls" instead of "there were more girls"? haha it was what the guys always said.. i knew they were joking.. but they didnt know how i felt.. i think i'm getting too emotional.. it shouldnt be that way.. argh i just wanna rant on my blog.. blahhhhhh |
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25/07/09 morning went to the malls to get army phone for bodak* since the old one was spoilt.. spent some time and decided on the nokia 1661.. hope he's fine with it.. =)) then stayed home for the afternoon to do assignment.. darlin* booked out at 5+pm, and so i went to find him at night, after i'd so-called done with my assignment.. haha~ but he had to book in again at 9+pm, i reached his house at only 8pm.. =x so after he prepared his things, we left his house 9pm, his bro drove.. then drop me off at bus stop behind century square as i needed to go my auntie house for dinner again.. yupx.. haha could have gone bedok with them de.. but i was kinda late le.. so very sad.. =(( reached sengkang was like already 10pm.. then steamboat dinner.. so many food, so noisy.. haha but wonderful time spent with family and relatives.. =)) took cab back home just before midnight charge.. haha exhausted.. 26/07/09 my auntie and cousin came early in the morning at 10+am.. haha and i hate it when they come because my cousin always came up to my bed to wake me up IRRITATINGLY.. felt like kicking him off my bed.. haha~ i was only willing to get off from my bed at noon.. haha~ then lunched, prepared, and went out to find darlin* because he booked out again.. =D yea, he booked out at noon, just before i got off my cosy little corner.. hehe so happy to see him again, although only for a short period of time.. =)) he only had a few hours of time before needing to book in again.. =(( but he wanted to get army shorts, so went bugis with me, and he drove!! =D=D like so long since he last drove.. kinda scary at the starting.. but i have faith in him, and he's still the 车神~~ haha ^^ and FYI, i will have headache/ feel giddy when having a ride in car/bus/mrt/cab/blah blah.. but i only dont feel uncomfy when sitting in the car he drives.. HEHE but! even if same car, but driver is another person like his dad or bro, i also will feel sick de.. hahaha!! maybe it's all in the mind~~ =x=x so anyways, he didnt get his shorts cause different types.. then i went for work, but we got food food before that.. ^^ tam jia gong* wanted ice cream~ and of course our choice was the shaw tower one since we parked the car there.. but didnt know it is closed on sundays.. =(( so sadly we left.. got the japanese style ice cream at bugis junction instead.. not that nice.. we still prefer the homemade ice cream.. =DD then i bought chewy juniors since long time never eat le! and we got bubble tea too.. hehe then it was time darlin* had to leave since i had work.. wouldnt be meeting him till friday le. =(( gonna miss him lots lots.. =((( then.... nothing much for the rest of the day la.. haha~ =)) 27/07/09 currently in school library.. wanted to do the assignments as there are 3 to hand up next week.. gosh 1 each on tues, wed and thurs.. omg de lo~ but i got distracted, as usual.. haha~ die le la~ anyway, stayed up whole night to do the powerpoint.. booooooo! =.= 6am then went to bed, 8am wake up.. but i didnt really feel tired in the morning.. haha so presentation was alright i guess.. =)) but my group presented for lik 40minutes due to the many questions teacher asked.. lol ok la, this teacher still ok.. haha went off after presenting, it was around 10.30am.. went design for breakfast/lunch.. wanted to go lectures, but end up skipping them again.. lolx =x=x hendy wanted to buy peppermint tea, so we accompanied him to go SugarLoaf.. lolx! i'm shameful to say it's my 3rd year in tp cause it was only TODAY that i heard about this cafe which is located inside tp itself.. LOL =x=x but i guess there are some tp-ians dont know about it too ba? haha so anyway, we went there, and i bought a butterscotch latte too.. not bad, just that too small a cup.. haha then, meet honey* they all, and i joined them to go out eat since they going MAC.. lolx! =x=x there were a total of 9 of us.. honey* ordered a nuggets meal upsize and i help her eat the fries.. hehe thanks honey*! =D=D after that we came back school taking ot's car.. 5 person squeeze at the back seats.. haha~ ok la.. =)) after that i came library le~ actually wanna take a nap 1st de.. but good seats for sleeping were all taken.. so come use comp instead.. =x it's now 4.15pm.. should i start working on the assignments or should i go take a nap? *yawnssss* so much assignments to do!!!!! i miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss my darlin kiap kiap* lotsssssssssssssssssssssss~~~ |
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18/07/09 before work headed to darlin* house.. he gave me his keys on friday since he will be staying home.. yups, so i gave him surprise.. =D i think his mammy was surprised that i opened the door myself too.. haha so anyway, i didnt stay for long, because i was already late for work.. =x=x glad that my darlin* is getting better le... =)) yups then went for work.. caijun came visit me with alvin.. haha chat chat awhile then they left.. then i went suntec to pass mammy things.. on the way back bought the home made ice cream at shaw tower again! i so so in love with the salted caramel cheesecake!!!! =D and this time i had the apple pie to go along.. people go try if you happen to be there!! just $2.50 for a small cup of 2 flavours!!! yea 2 FLAVOURS!! where can you pay only $2.50 to taste 2 different flavours?? somemore unique flavours!! haha!!!! =D=D=D yea then went back to the shop, work work blah blah.. nth much.. 19/07/09 woke up, lunched then went interchange to pass things to ben, and bought stuffs.. went home put down then headed to darlin*'s house.. it was already like 4pm.. bought them a duck to eat.. then stayed there till night time.. watched show, slept, dinnered.. and watched harry potter on ch 5.. yups after that went home le.. =)) 20/07/09 no lessons today.. or i should say there wasnt lessons for tutorial, but still 2 lectures.. but i self declared off day.. haha anyway, i just wanna spend more time with the botak*.. =x stayed there for more than 10 hours.. lol most of the time sleeping.. haha botak* so suay.. sigh.. dont know what will happen.. =(( ya, then head home for dinner.. at night did assignment.. 21/07/09 went for morning lessons, then went find botak*.. spent the afternoon there sleeping.. skipped lectures again, and went back school for 4-6pm lessons only.. hahah~ =x=x after dismissed went to his house again.. haha then stayed there till night.. =)) 22/07/09 morning quiz still ok, hopefully can pass.. =)) just nice lab cancelled.. ^^ lucky darlin* has mc this week.. if not i would have so much time to cry about.. haha~ yea so to his house again.. ^^ bought dou hua along.. =D slept awhile only, not much.. all the other time eating, watching shows or just tickling each other.. hahaha skipped the afternoon lessons.. =x=x went off at 7+pm because i need to go my auntie house as my relatives from hong kong came.. yea, my grandma, uncle, auntie and her son.. went there for dinner, and took back things which we asked them to buy.. haha~ then my auntie brought along the CDs which have our childhood memories~ and we watched there.. so damn funny!! and i was so cute.. HAHA~~ =x around 10pm we left and cabbed home~ 23/07/09 woke up at 8am.. left house at 9am with parents and sister because it was her graduation ceremony~~ yea and we cabbed to NTU.. lol so far.. cab fare was near 40bucks.. 0.o only 2 person can go in, so i waited outside, walked around.. actually wanted to go library to use comp, but i couldnt find it.. boo~ ntu so super big.. i walked till my legs went wobbly le i still couldnt find it.. lol and they should put more maps and direction signs there la.. haha so i end up back to the auditorium side, and settled down at the cafe there.. decided to do my homework, but only did 2 questions.. haha~ then bought beef udon to eat, and continued watching 烈火雄心3 on darlin*'s itouch.. ^^ then my grandma, uncle, auntie and her son arrived! it was so early when they arrived, i was still halfway through my udon.. haha so gave it up as i was already fulled.. then went up to the taxi stand to fetch them, brought them down to the cafe again.. we rested there, chatted, blahblah.. it was around half an hour later that the ceremony was over, and that we could meet up with my parents. blah blah, finally photo taking time.. oh, did i mention that my relatives came all the way from hk especially to take photo with my sister for graduating? i dont know how to differentiate the level of degree or what what what.. but i saw from her certificate, she is awarded the degree of bachelor of engineering, i think.. haha~ nevermind la.. i wouldnt reach until university there de.. =x had the mini buffet, then left at around 1pm, back to school for lessons.. ended and i hurried to find darlin*.. it was the end of his mc, so had to book in le.. last minute handphone couldnt work.. =.= asked around, no one had a army phone.. so he had to make do with none.. =(( bus-ed to interchange with him.. and separate with him there as he dont allow me to go home on my own from bedok camp.. he say dangerous.. =)) 24/07/09 friday~ went school in hoping to find research for assignment.. before that met honey*, steph and ot for lunch at 800+.. ot drove.. =)) then stayed at library for the following few hours.. tried to find books at level 8, but to no avail.. on internet also nothing much.. end up left with nothing.. haha~ 6+pm started to head home for dinner.. my relatives were at my house.. so much people.. and oh, we hired a new maid.. the pervious one was fired after less than a month.. haha~ hope this one will be alright.. =)) yea, dinnered and mahjonged with sis, auntie and grandma.. we played the basic type because we dont know how to count how many "tai" or what, except for my grandma of course.. and i won the most.. haha~ but sadly, no money involved.. boo~~ =x dinner was super fulled, lucky no need me to wash the many dishes.. lolx~ ^^ then, blah blah and they left.. =)) |
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14/07/09 ~ day 5 had a bad day.. most of the questions of the quiz i left blank.. then got said by teacher because of poor results, lead me to tears.. teasing from classmates.. sigh after morning lesson went design with the guys, only had a bowl of cream of chicken.. then went library's cable tv corner to sleep.. slept for like half an hour only.. 2pm lectures then lessons, blah blah.. wasnt in good mood.. after school went off straight away.. oh, dismissed early again.. sigh now i dont like being released off early.. =(( 8-ed to 201, bought a waffle.. then walked all the way home.. miss darlin* lots lots.. we always share a crispy waffle together.. i ownself eat 1 too full le.. darlin* next time we share share ok? =) reached home slept till 9pm for dinner and tv.. and blah blah.. the happiest time of the whole day was the few minutes which i chatted on phone with darlin*.. finally can hear his voice, hearing him say he miss me lots too makes my mood brighten up alot.. but it was also the saddest time because we had to say bye bye.. =(((( 15/07/09 ~ day 6.. morning was woken up by the heavy rain.. was earlier than usual by a bit to go down wait for bus.. in the end waited for more than 10mins.. booo so late for class again.. haha 10 to 12pm lab was released early at 11am again.. sigh next week dont even have the lab.. so would be free from 10am to 2pm.. why must all these come only when i dont need them? if only i can meet darlin* in that 4 hours, then i will be happy.. sigh i super hate school now.. so 11+am went library, used computer.. 12+pm honey* called and ask me meet them.. so i went, there were 11 of us.. spilt into 2 cars and we went simpang bedok for lunch.. didnt know what to eat so ordered 2 plain prata and a iced teh.. and koped quite alot of fries from su.. =x then went back school, 2pm lesson.. in the end 3.15pm released again! ROARRRR!!! i hate it.. then headed simei to collect darlin*'s phone.. it was only 4+pm when it was done.. nothing to do, so went pet safari, look at small animals.. the puppies there so super ke ai la!! then played with the 2 puppies which were separated by just a gate.. they so hyperactive kept run around.. haha if only i have a puppy with me, so at least it can pei me when darlin* is not by my side.. =(( but too bad, so sad.. sob after some time left there, took 9 back to 201.. bought peach red tea with mini pearls, darlin*'s fav.. =( then walked home again.. haha passed by under some hdb blocks, saw a mammy trying to put the bicycle chain back to the bicycle of her daughter.. she seemed to be having some problems, so i offered to help.. yupx, i always see darlin* doing it, so i thought i will know how too.. haha and of course i did it.. =)) all thanks to my darlin* of course.. haha but i teared right after that.. =(( i missed him lots, yes again.. then sat down somewhere because couldnt continue walking.. just then received msg from sis ask me buy bubble tea for her.. so i walked back to 201 to get it, then walked home from there again.. haha reached home then slept till 9pm for tv and dinner.. darlin* called at 10.46pm.. ^^ and we chatted for 30minutes!! =D=D he supposed to be sleeping de, but he say chat with me lo.. hehe so happy~! =D 16/07/09 ~ day 7.. afternoon class.. slept for like 8 hours.. not bad.. haha nothing much about lessons.. but released off early again!!! BOOOOOOOO why must like that de.. whole week released off early.. =(( nothing to do so went to eat with the guys at design again.. haha but this time i had the chicken chop chop.. ^^ finished eating, separate with them, and i headed tampines 1.. went to Net and asked if my flip flop has arrived.. so it was there already.. they said they called me but no one answer.. weird.. nvm, even if it hasnt arrive, i also will have time to go there again another day.. haha but anyway, i bought it already.. 20bucks with 10cents change.. haha~ then wanna walk around, but tired already.. so went basement, bought double choc cookies! finally~ haha then bus-ed home as tired to walk le =x whole day darlin* didnt msg nor call, so i thought he was busy and tired.. finally at 2.32am, just before i off my comp and sleep, he called!!! =D a bad news is that he's down with fever.. and a good news is that he is given 6 days MC!! =D=D so in other words, i can see him le!!! HAPPYYYYYY although he's not allowed to leave his house, but at least i can go find him.. hehe no need to wait another week to see him le.. so good right? =D but he has got high fever~! reached 39degrees when he went to see the doctor.. hao ke lian de darlin*... sayang sayang.. so gonna go find him in the morning.. ^^ 17/07/09 7+am darlin* called and say he can leave le.. it was so early so i didnt go fetch him.. =x he ownself took bus back, and just nice i saw him alighting from the bus.. so i ran all the way and hugged him.. hehe missed him so so much!!! his whole body so feverish de.. =( so xin ku.. sob sob went up to his house, unpack his things, ate medicine.. he didnt inform his family that he is sick and will be going home.. so all quite shocked to see him there.. haha then it took us so long to make him go bathe, blah blah.. after that jiu sleep~~ i had a course meeting to attend at noon, so no choice went to school.. ended at 1pm.. bought porridge and dou hua from 800+ and headed back to his house.. his mammy said fever cannot eat porridge.. like that de ar?? only can eat bread.. haha but can eat dou hua?? so weird.. bu zhi dao.. anyway, so i finished the porridge lo.. then blah blah.. after eating went back to sleep again.. haha~ so we slept all the way till 8+pm.. in between got woke up because darlin* need to change his shirt as he sweated.. yupx.. so 8+pm we had dinner.. and 9+pm i went home le.. =)) now darlin*'s temperature has gone down le.. good good.. =)) must faster get well ok darlin*? so i can buy u kfc or mac next week.. hehe muackx and sorry laopo*!! last minute pangseh you.. =x you must faster recover also ok? then we meet another day.. =)) everyone please take care of yourselves!! drink more water~ dont because can get mc then delibrately go sick.. haha! =x alright, it's late.. go sleep le.. nights people~ ^^ |
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sorry for neglecting my blog.. have been feeling down the past few days.. darlin* not beside, very sad and depressed.. =(( now need to study for quiz.. sigh dont know anything.. alot to read.. sorry darlin* i need to sleep late again.. =(( will have a super long post about the last week soon.. so.. stay tuned.. =) [edited] it's 2am.. dont understand anything, so much to memorise either.. sigh. i'm just giving up on this quiz.. i said i will start studying.. but still dont have the mood yet.. sigh. i will just go to sleep.. no point reading the notes and in the end not getting anything in.. might as well go sleep.. so nights world.. =) ps : i miss my chee zhi dao hell lotssssss.. sob sob |
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我很伤心。。 我的达令要进兵了。。 虽然两个星期后就能看到他了。。 但我还是很伤心。。 =(( |
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not much time left.. i feel that i have alot to do.. but i dont know what to.. feel so depressed.. everything will be different in a day's time.. darlin, although i love to play with your ah dai head.. but i need you so much to be by my side.. =(( |
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