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Friday, July 31, 2009

28/07/09

after morning class, went to eat at design i think..
kinda forgot le.. =x
then..
ohh ohhh..
yu song need to collect his shoes at century square..
so we went with him..
collected le, then me, hendy, jongyang and dennis at coffee bean outside there chat chat, blah blah..
i only listened cause all they talked about was cars.. haha~
around time, then went back school for lesson le.. =))

after school went home for dinner, before going out again..
went auntie house.. haha
cause grandma they all leaving back to hong kong on wednesday..
i got school cannot go send them off..
yups so go say bye bye to them lo.. haha


29/07/09

morning lab test, in the end dont really know how to do.. haha
11 to 2pm break, went library and pig pig again~ haha~
not enough sleep these days..
always do work only at night..
panda panda again..
sigh~
so much assignments more to go lo.. boooo
somemore exams coming.. sigh~

2-3.30pm lessons, after that back to library..
nap a while and then find books for assignments..
around 5+pm went off le ba..

30/07/09

around 12+pm went school..
skipped lectures and stayed in library to studied for quiz..
haha~
ok, i dozed off many times.. =x=x

class at 3pm, quiz was kinda tough..
hopefully i dont fail badly.. =)
after class designed again..
was kinda emo then, because of assignments, blah blah..
then, 293-ed all the way home~ =))

at night wanna do research..
in the end cannot find anything relavant..
like so sian lo..
5am le still end with nothing.. sigh

to be continued............

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Wednesday, July 29, 2009
so who is on my list?

i'm super depressed now..
1st of all, of course is because i miss my darlin* lots..
days without him by my side seem so miserable..
nothing is going well..
and thus i tend to tear easily nowadays..
sigh

2nd, because of the assignments..
blame on myself for not starting on them early..
now i'm left with only a few days..
i really dont know how i can handle them all..
there are group ones, there are individual ones..
i dont wish to pull down the grades of the group members, but i know not how to pull them up either..
sigh
what's worse, i dont know how to research on them..
even if i found something, i couldnt comprehend them completely..
thus i'm unable to answer when the lecturers bomb me questions..
sigh..

3rd, because of my studies..
i'm not good in studying right from the start..
just pure luck that i get into the course which most engineering students wants..
i know clearly that i wouldnt be able to pass..
argh!!!
i'm gonna breakdown soon again..
think of studies and i'll end up in tears..
sigh

4th, because of friends..
sigh..
seriously speaking..
how many true friends do i have?
i dont have a BEST friend..
at least i know that no one treats me as one..
there might be a few good friends, normal friends, hi-bye friends..
but BEST?
sigh
i dont usual talk to others about my problems face-to-face, because i know i will end up in tears again..
i dont really know who's interested in my problems..
i dont know if i would be bothering others..
i dont know if people will find me annoying..

i always hope to have outings with friends, just wanna spend time with those not met for a long time..
but.. do they want?
they have their own circle of friends, they are not obliged to accompany me to do anything..
when i'm bored, i too want to find people to chat, or go out walk walk, play some sports, or anything..
but it's always the few people on my list..
and they are not always free..
i'm not too, i know..
that explains the drift..

i envy those who have their clinque of friends..
they can always go out in a group, have fun, and do all kinds of crazy acts..
i once thought that i have that kind of clinque..
but nah, i'm always wrong..
in a class of all guys make me feel worse than worst..
i feel that it's always me clinging on them and following them around when i'm not at all welcomed..
and yes, i'm always feeling extra because i'm always quiet when they chat..
simply because i dont belong to their circle..
it doesnt make any difference whether i'm there or not..
at least i myself think so..

my heart felt better in year 2.1 because there were people from other class joining us..
and thus there were girls..
notice that i say "there were girls" instead of "there were more girls"?
haha
it was what the guys always said..
i knew they were joking..
but they didnt know how i felt..

i think i'm getting too emotional..
it shouldnt be that way..
argh
i just wanna rant on my blog..
blahhhhhh

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Monday, July 27, 2009

25/07/09

morning went to the malls to get army phone for bodak* since the old one was spoilt..
spent some time and decided on the nokia 1661..
hope he's fine with it.. =))

then stayed home for the afternoon to do assignment..
darlin* booked out at 5+pm, and so i went to find him at night, after i'd so-called done with my assignment.. haha~
but he had to book in again at 9+pm, i reached his house at only 8pm.. =x

so after he prepared his things, we left his house 9pm, his bro drove..
then drop me off at bus stop behind century square as i needed to go my auntie house for dinner again.. yupx.. haha

could have gone bedok with them de..
but i was kinda late le..
so very sad.. =((

reached sengkang was like already 10pm..
then steamboat dinner..
so many food, so noisy..
haha
but wonderful time spent with family and relatives.. =))

took cab back home just before midnight charge.. haha
exhausted..

26/07/09

my auntie and cousin came early in the morning at 10+am.. haha
and i hate it when they come because my cousin always came up to my bed to wake me up IRRITATINGLY..
felt like kicking him off my bed.. haha~

i was only willing to get off from my bed at noon.. haha~
then lunched, prepared, and went out to find darlin* because he booked out again.. =D
yea, he booked out at noon, just before i got off my cosy little corner.. hehe
so happy to see him again, although only for a short period of time.. =))

he only had a few hours of time before needing to book in again.. =((
but he wanted to get army shorts, so went bugis with me, and he drove!! =D=D
like so long since he last drove..
kinda scary at the starting..
but i have faith in him, and he's still the 车神~~ haha ^^
and FYI, i will have headache/ feel giddy when having a ride in car/bus/mrt/cab/blah blah..
but i only dont feel uncomfy when sitting in the car he drives.. HEHE
but! even if same car, but driver is another person like his dad or bro, i also will feel sick de..
hahaha!!
maybe it's all in the mind~~ =x=x

so anyways, he didnt get his shorts cause different types..
then i went for work, but we got food food before that.. ^^
tam jia gong* wanted ice cream~ and of course our choice was the shaw tower one since we parked the car there..
but didnt know it is closed on sundays.. =((
so sadly we left..
got the japanese style ice cream at bugis junction instead..
not that nice.. we still prefer the homemade ice cream.. =DD

then i bought chewy juniors since long time never eat le!
and we got bubble tea too.. hehe
then it was time darlin* had to leave since i had work..
wouldnt be meeting him till friday le. =((
gonna miss him lots lots.. =(((

then.... nothing much for the rest of the day la.. haha~
=))

27/07/09

currently in school library..
wanted to do the assignments as there are 3 to hand up next week.. gosh
1 each on tues, wed and thurs..
omg de lo~
but i got distracted, as usual.. haha~
die le la~

anyway, stayed up whole night to do the powerpoint.. booooooo! =.=
6am then went to bed, 8am wake up..
but i didnt really feel tired in the morning.. haha
so presentation was alright i guess.. =))
but my group presented for lik 40minutes due to the many questions teacher asked.. lol
ok la, this teacher still ok.. haha
went off after presenting, it was around 10.30am..

went design for breakfast/lunch..
wanted to go lectures, but end up skipping them again.. lolx =x=x
hendy wanted to buy peppermint tea, so we accompanied him to go SugarLoaf..
lolx! i'm shameful to say it's my 3rd year in tp cause it was only TODAY that i heard about this cafe which is located inside tp itself.. LOL =x=x
but i guess there are some tp-ians dont know about it too ba? haha
so anyway, we went there, and i bought a butterscotch latte too..
not bad, just that too small a cup.. haha

then, meet honey* they all, and i joined them to go out eat since they going MAC..
lolx! =x=x
there were a total of 9 of us..
honey* ordered a nuggets meal upsize and i help her eat the fries.. hehe
thanks honey*! =D=D
after that we came back school taking ot's car..
5 person squeeze at the back seats.. haha~
ok la.. =))

after that i came library le~
actually wanna take a nap 1st de..
but good seats for sleeping were all taken..
so come use comp instead.. =x
it's now 4.15pm..
should i start working on the assignments or should i go take a nap?
*yawnssss*
so much assignments to do!!!!!

i miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss miss my darlin kiap kiap* lotsssssssssssssssssssssss~~~

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Sunday, July 19, 2009

18/07/09

before work headed to darlin* house..
he gave me his keys on friday since he will be staying home..
yups, so i gave him surprise.. =D

i think his mammy was surprised that i opened the door myself too.. haha
so anyway, i didnt stay for long, because i was already late for work.. =x=x
glad that my darlin* is getting better le... =))

yups then went for work..
caijun came visit me with alvin.. haha
chat chat awhile then they left..
then i went suntec to pass mammy things..

on the way back bought the home made ice cream at shaw tower again!
i so so in love with the salted caramel cheesecake!!!! =D
and this time i had the apple pie to go along..
people go try if you happen to be there!!
just $2.50 for a small cup of 2 flavours!!!
yea 2 FLAVOURS!!
where can you pay only $2.50 to taste 2 different flavours??
somemore unique flavours!! haha!!!!
=D=D=D

yea then went back to the shop, work work blah blah..
nth much..

19/07/09

woke up, lunched then went interchange to pass things to ben, and bought stuffs..
went home put down then headed to darlin*'s house..
it was already like 4pm..
bought them a duck to eat..

then stayed there till night time..
watched show, slept, dinnered..
and watched harry potter on ch 5..
yups after that went home le.. =))

20/07/09

no lessons today..
or i should say there wasnt lessons for tutorial, but still 2 lectures..
but i self declared off day.. haha
anyway, i just wanna spend more time with the botak*.. =x

stayed there for more than 10 hours.. lol
most of the time sleeping.. haha
botak* so suay.. sigh..
dont know what will happen.. =((

ya, then head home for dinner..
at night did assignment..

21/07/09

went for morning lessons, then went find botak*..
spent the afternoon there sleeping..
skipped lectures again, and went back school for 4-6pm lessons only..
hahah~ =x=x

after dismissed went to his house again..
haha
then stayed there till night.. =))

22/07/09

morning quiz still ok, hopefully can pass.. =))
just nice lab cancelled.. ^^
lucky darlin* has mc this week..
if not i would have so much time to cry about..
haha~

yea so to his house again.. ^^
bought dou hua along.. =D
slept awhile only, not much..
all the other time eating, watching shows or just tickling each other..
hahaha
skipped the afternoon lessons.. =x=x

went off at 7+pm because i need to go my auntie house as my relatives from hong kong came..
yea, my grandma, uncle, auntie and her son..
went there for dinner, and took back things which we asked them to buy.. haha~
then my auntie brought along the CDs which have our childhood memories~
and we watched there..
so damn funny!! and i was so cute.. HAHA~~ =x
around 10pm we left and cabbed home~


23/07/09

woke up at 8am..
left house at 9am with parents and sister because it was her graduation ceremony~~
yea and we cabbed to NTU.. lol so far..
cab fare was near 40bucks.. 0.o

only 2 person can go in, so i waited outside, walked around..
actually wanted to go library to use comp, but i couldnt find it..
boo~ ntu so super big..
i walked till my legs went wobbly le i still couldnt find it.. lol
and they should put more maps and direction signs there la.. haha

so i end up back to the auditorium side, and settled down at the cafe there..
decided to do my homework, but only did 2 questions.. haha~
then bought beef udon to eat, and continued watching 烈火雄心3 on darlin*'s itouch.. ^^

then my grandma, uncle, auntie and her son arrived!
it was so early when they arrived, i was still halfway through my udon.. haha
so gave it up as i was already fulled..
then went up to the taxi stand to fetch them, brought them down to the cafe again..
we rested there, chatted, blahblah..
it was around half an hour later that the ceremony was over, and that we could meet up with my parents.

blah blah, finally photo taking time..
oh, did i mention that my relatives came all the way from hk especially to take photo with my sister for graduating?
i dont know how to differentiate the level of degree or what what what..
but i saw from her certificate, she is awarded the degree of bachelor of engineering, i think.. haha~
nevermind la.. i wouldnt reach until university there de.. =x

had the mini buffet, then left at around 1pm, back to school for lessons..
ended and i hurried to find darlin*..
it was the end of his mc, so had to book in le..
last minute handphone couldnt work.. =.=
asked around, no one had a army phone..
so he had to make do with none.. =((

bus-ed to interchange with him..
and separate with him there as he dont allow me to go home on my own from bedok camp..
he say dangerous.. =))

24/07/09

friday~
went school in hoping to find research for assignment..
before that met honey*, steph and ot for lunch at 800+..
ot drove.. =))

then stayed at library for the following few hours..
tried to find books at level 8, but to no avail..
on internet also nothing much..
end up left with nothing.. haha~

6+pm started to head home for dinner..
my relatives were at my house.. so much people..
and oh, we hired a new maid..
the pervious one was fired after less than a month.. haha~
hope this one will be alright.. =))

yea, dinnered and mahjonged with sis, auntie and grandma..
we played the basic type because we dont know how to count how many "tai" or what, except for my grandma of course..
and i won the most.. haha~
but sadly, no money involved.. boo~~ =x

dinner was super fulled, lucky no need me to wash the many dishes.. lolx~
^^
then, blah blah and they left.. =))

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Thursday, July 16, 2009

14/07/09 ~ day 5

had a bad day..
most of the questions of the quiz i left blank..
then got said by teacher because of poor results, lead me to tears..
teasing from classmates.. sigh

after morning lesson went design with the guys, only had a bowl of cream of chicken..
then went library's cable tv corner to sleep..
slept for like half an hour only..

2pm lectures then lessons, blah blah..
wasnt in good mood..
after school went off straight away..
oh, dismissed early again.. sigh
now i dont like being released off early.. =((

8-ed to 201, bought a waffle..
then walked all the way home..
miss darlin* lots lots..
we always share a crispy waffle together..
i ownself eat 1 too full le..
darlin* next time we share share ok? =)

reached home slept till 9pm for dinner and tv..
and blah blah..

the happiest time of the whole day was the few minutes which i chatted on phone with darlin*..
finally can hear his voice, hearing him say he miss me lots too makes my mood brighten up alot..
but it was also the saddest time because we had to say bye bye..
=((((

15/07/09 ~ day 6..

morning was woken up by the heavy rain..
was earlier than usual by a bit to go down wait for bus..
in the end waited for more than 10mins.. booo
so late for class again.. haha

10 to 12pm lab was released early at 11am again..
sigh
next week dont even have the lab..
so would be free from 10am to 2pm..
why must all these come only when i dont need them?
if only i can meet darlin* in that 4 hours, then i will be happy..
sigh
i super hate school now..

so 11+am went library, used computer..
12+pm honey* called and ask me meet them..
so i went, there were 11 of us..
spilt into 2 cars and we went simpang bedok for lunch..
didnt know what to eat so ordered 2 plain prata and a iced teh..
and koped quite alot of fries from su.. =x

then went back school, 2pm lesson..
in the end 3.15pm released again!
ROARRRR!!! i hate it..
then headed simei to collect darlin*'s phone..
it was only 4+pm when it was done..
nothing to do, so went pet safari, look at small animals..
the puppies there so super ke ai la!!
then played with the 2 puppies which were separated by just a gate..

they so hyperactive kept run around.. haha
if only i have a puppy with me, so at least it can pei me when darlin* is not by my side..
=((
but too bad, so sad..
sob

after some time left there, took 9 back to 201..
bought peach red tea with mini pearls, darlin*'s fav.. =(
then walked home again.. haha
passed by under some hdb blocks, saw a mammy trying to put the bicycle chain back to the bicycle of her daughter..
she seemed to be having some problems, so i offered to help..
yupx, i always see darlin* doing it, so i thought i will know how too..

haha and of course i did it.. =))
all thanks to my darlin* of course.. haha
but i teared right after that.. =((
i missed him lots, yes again..
then sat down somewhere because couldnt continue walking..
just then received msg from sis ask me buy bubble tea for her..
so i walked back to 201 to get it, then walked home from there again..
haha

reached home then slept till 9pm for tv and dinner..
darlin* called at 10.46pm.. ^^
and we chatted for 30minutes!! =D=D
he supposed to be sleeping de, but he say chat with me lo.. hehe
so happy~! =D

16/07/09 ~ day 7..

afternoon class..
slept for like 8 hours.. not bad.. haha
nothing much about lessons..
but released off early again!!!
BOOOOOOOO
why must like that de..
whole week released off early.. =((

nothing to do so went to eat with the guys at design again..
haha
but this time i had the chicken chop chop.. ^^
finished eating, separate with them, and i headed tampines 1..
went to Net and asked if my flip flop has arrived..

so it was there already..
they said they called me but no one answer.. weird..
nvm, even if it hasnt arrive, i also will have time to go there again another day..
haha
but anyway, i bought it already.. 20bucks with 10cents change..
haha~

then wanna walk around, but tired already..
so went basement, bought double choc cookies!
finally~ haha
then bus-ed home as tired to walk le =x

whole day darlin* didnt msg nor call, so i thought he was busy and tired..
finally at 2.32am, just before i off my comp and sleep, he called!!! =D
a bad news is that he's down with fever..
and a good news is that he is given 6 days MC!! =D=D
so in other words, i can see him le!!! HAPPYYYYYY
although he's not allowed to leave his house, but at least i can go find him.. hehe
no need to wait another week to see him le.. so good right? =D

but he has got high fever~! reached 39degrees when he went to see the doctor..
hao ke lian de darlin*... sayang sayang..
so gonna go find him in the morning.. ^^

17/07/09

7+am darlin* called and say he can leave le..
it was so early so i didnt go fetch him.. =x
he ownself took bus back, and just nice i saw him alighting from the bus..
so i ran all the way and hugged him.. hehe
missed him so so much!!!
his whole body so feverish de.. =(
so xin ku.. sob sob

went up to his house, unpack his things, ate medicine..
he didnt inform his family that he is sick and will be going home..
so all quite shocked to see him there.. haha

then it took us so long to make him go bathe, blah blah..
after that jiu sleep~~
i had a course meeting to attend at noon, so no choice went to school..
ended at 1pm..
bought porridge and dou hua from 800+ and headed back to his house..

his mammy said fever cannot eat porridge..
like that de ar?? only can eat bread.. haha
but can eat dou hua?? so weird..
bu zhi dao..
anyway, so i finished the porridge lo..

then blah blah..
after eating went back to sleep again..
haha~
so we slept all the way till 8+pm..
in between got woke up because darlin* need to change his shirt as he sweated..
yupx..
so 8+pm we had dinner..
and 9+pm i went home le.. =))

now darlin*'s temperature has gone down le..
good good.. =))
must faster get well ok darlin*?
so i can buy u kfc or mac next week.. hehe muackx

and sorry laopo*!!
last minute pangseh you.. =x
you must faster recover also ok?
then we meet another day.. =))

everyone please take care of yourselves!!
drink more water~
dont because can get mc then delibrately go sick.. haha!
=x
alright, it's late..
go sleep le..
nights people~ ^^

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

finally finished the longest post..
it would be quite wordy..
but with some photos too.. =))

13/07/09 ~ day 4..

1pm lesson end then looked for honey* and all..
lunched with them opposite school..

2+pm back to school, and i went off le..
took 293..
wanted to get double choc cookies but it slipped my mind.. =(
back at home at 3+pm..
haha so early right..
use comp awhile, then took a nap till 9pm..
made dinner, watched tv..

whole day didnt have a msg nor a call from darlin*..
finally he called at 11.11pm.. =)
missed him so so damn much.. sob
we both cried in the phone.. =(((
i miss him, he miss me, but we couldnt meet..
sigh
chatted for 12mins and he need to sleep le..
sob sob..


12/07/09 ~ day 3..

woke up in the afternoon, honey* message and say bored, so ask me if i free..
since i needed to go simei again to send in darlin*'s phone, yupx i met her.. =))

4+pm when i sent in the phone, and met with her..
we didnt know what to do actually..
but saw the stage for miss singapore, so we decided to watch it as it starting at 5pm..
bought bubble tea before that..
stood there and watch the whole show.. haha

we had many opinions of the contestants.. lol =x
too bad olivia wasnt there that day..
i could have shown lots of support to her.. =))

blah blah, around 6pm when finished..
decided to head tampines..
walked around, continue searching for my flip flop.. haha
in the end ordered a grey pair from Net at tamp 1..
i quite like it, and it's grey.. ^^
oh, i ordered instead of bought because my big foot needed a large size, and the only pair left there was spoilt..
so need to wait for them to get a new pair transferred from another branch.. =D

then it was time for honey* to go her cousin house..
oh, we bought chawamushi and my sushi from the new sushi store outside mrt..
yupx, then we separate at mrt, and i continue to buy my dinner.. haha

went to the hokkaido fair, it was the last day..
bought the sweet potato pudding as it was having offer at buy 1 get 1.. haha
then to four leaves to get my fav coco exotic..
long long time never eat le.. like since my birthday? haha
then to tamp 1 and got a bun from yamazaki.. =)
and then i bus-ed home~

nothing much at home, watch tv, use comp, blah blah..
darlin* called at 10.33pm.. ^^
i miss him so so much!!
cried when it was time to put down.. =((
11 more days?

11/07/09 ~ day 2..

2nd day of independent..
woke up 1+pm and went to work..
wanted to buy double choc cookies but left with only m&ms..
i was hungryyyyy.. =((

it was near 5pm when i finally had my 1st meal of the day at the shop..
then work, blah blah..
oh, hendy came visit me as he was there with his friends.. =))
and i saw caijun with alvin and their friends too..
i was talking on phone with darlin* then.. ^^
he was having his free time so we talked for a moment..
just a few minutes because he has to save battery for the following 1 week plus.. =((
nevertheless i still enjoy the short time on phone with him..
i miss him so so sooooooooooooooooo much..
tears were running in my eyes when we had to say bye bye.. =(((

he called me again at around 10pm.. ^^
just for 1 minute as it was time for him to sleep..
i hope he's all fine there, and get along with the others.. =))

10/07/09 ~ day 1..

the day which my dear darlin* has to be away from me for the next 2 weeks..
i'm sad.. really, seriously, absolutely, certainly, super duper uberly SAD..
but the piggie me actually overslept!!
i was so mad about myself for that..
supposed to be ready and reach darlin*'s house at 7am..
but i woke up at only 7am when he called me asking where am i.. =((
somemore he gave me morning call at 6am..
i knew i answered.. but then i fell back to sleep again right after i hang the call.. =((((

so i quickly prepare myself..
darlin* already headed out with his parents..
they drove there..
no choice so i cabbed there myself..
in the end i reached there later by them like 5minutes only.. lol =x

so ya, it was at bedok camp 2..
met with his parents inside while he went to register..
then blah blah blah..
waited for some time before meeting with him again for the tour around the camp..
so qiao saw yong chao and some other familiar faces there.. =))
then it was time for hair cutting..
but my darlin* already has his cut..
so we went on for some snacks provided by them..
took quite alot back.. =x


last photo with him before we separate.. =((

then some "performances" by them..
i dont know what those called exactly.. lol

they "jump down" from 5 stories high..
darlin* you have to be extra careful when you're learning that..

then it was the time for separation..
they lied.. they say the whole enlistment thingy will last 4 hours..
but it was less than 2 hours when they asked us to leave.. =((((((((
yes, i cried.. of course i cried..
how much i didnt wanna let go of his hands..
how much i want to hug him and not let him go..
how much i want time to stop so he doesnt have to leave me..
how much i hope it was all a dream and that he doesnt have to be enlisted..
i hate the reality..
i hate the fact that he has to be away from me for the longest time..
i hate to know that i can only meet him on the weekends for the next 22 months..


ROARRRRRRR
i'm going mad..
ya ya, you will tell me that this is the challenge for our relationship..
you will tell me that absence will strengthen our relationship and make us go longer..
you will then also tell me that seeing each other too often will lead us not to cherish each other much..
or whatever..
sigh
ok..
maybe it is only myself agreeing to the other way..
i only know that he's all i want with me everyday..
maybe you do, but i do not get bored nor sick of seeing the only person whom i love, for every single day..
i might have had a real bad record, but please never think that the history would repeat..
yupx.. chee zhi hao* is the one i love now, and will be the only one i love till eternity..
=))

so.... yupx..
so separate with him, and cried instantly..
but no choice, he still had to go.. =((
had the last sight of him, then off we went..
saw clarence on the way out..
said bye bye to him too..
he was looking so damn sad while waving to me.. lol
too bad he wasnt botak yet when i left..
quite interested to see.. =x=x

then his parents sent me to simei since i actually wanted to send in darlin*'s phone..
i went the foodcourt at mrt 1st because wanna clear the things in the phone before sending in..
then realised darlin* put phone lock and he didnt tell me the password.. booo
of course he didnt on his hp when in the camp..
so i couldnt ask him..
end up wasted going there.. haha

nothing to do so headed school..
met honey* and all..
chat chat, the others went for lunch while me and honey* stayed in their lab..
i used the comp, blah blah..
around 2pm the teacher was back and i had to go..

went ehub, wanna catch a movie..
but nothing caught my interest, so went kiap kiap.. =x=x
i think my darlin* is gonna kiap my pigu when he sees this.. oops..
i spent SOME golden coins and caught 4 bear bear!!!
they are the children of Ah B and Ah Bee!! ^^
i caught 4 because i wanna give honey, steph, shir and caijun each..
they like my Ah Bee for being so ke ai.. haha
glad that they like their new baby.. ^^

i was thinking of what i should name them while on the way back, and i came up with 4 negative names again.. haha~
i had chou chou(臭臭) and chun chun(蠢蠢) ..
and now i name the 4 sha sha (傻傻), dai dai (呆呆), sot sot, and ben ben (笨笨).. LOL
you guess who got which bear.. no prize though.. haha~
=))

then waited for them to finish class..
they were heading cine for movie..
i had to be home, so didnt join them.. yupx..
so then i went home le.. =))

darlin* called at 8.54pm.. ^^
they were given only 10 minutes to call home so we didnt talk for long..
cried again when putting down the phone.. =(
i miss miss him alot..
2 weeks more before i get to see him..
time please pass faster~ take a rocket!! booo~

09/07/09

went darlin* house in the morning..
last time to sleep on his bed until 2 weeks later.. =(
then he started packing his things, blah blah..
around 2+pm then we left his house and headed school..
yupx i skipped the lectures again.. =x

was late for lab too..
and then got chased out for wearing slippers.. lolx
so went to find the girls since i only have those friends in school.. haha
but they need theirs too since they also are in the lab..
wanted to get darlin* korkor's but he also need.. lol
lucky caijun has an extra pair which she use for playing badminton..
phew.. my saviour.. =D
and lucky the badminton one she bought it larger and it just fits me!
phew phew! thanks girl.. ^^

yups then went back for class while darlin* headed library.. ^^
i reached back at around 3.40pm? lol
and then we were dismissed at 4.30pm.. haha!
returned caijun the shoes then we left~
went 800+, bought tam jia gong*'s waffle..
then looked around for cheap watch and swimming googles since he need to bring them to camp..
then walked to interchange..
search search, finally found a 10bucks water resistant digital watch at tamp 1..
haha..
yupx so bought it..

then we went for our dinner..
let darlin* choose, and we had pepperlunch.. ^^
not really hungry so we shared 1 set only..
the steak and hamburger one which is having promotion, at $7.90..
i love love the color of their steak when it is still raw..
and basically love their steak! =D

ate finish then we left and headed home~
got the new butterscotch ice cream cone from mac before taking bus..
nice nice! =D

*zui du du because 2 more days only.. =((((((*

08/07/09

went for morning lessons and was released an hour early..
would be having 3 hours break so went to find darlin*..
i had to make full use of the time when i can meet him since it was 2 days left.. =((
yupx so went there..
rested a while before going back school again.. haha
darlin* wanted to eat kuay chap, so went mensa 2..
i think there de kuay chap still better than outside de..
dont really like most of the gravy they use outside.. yupx.. =))

went for class while darlin* went library..
ended early at 3.30pm.. ^^
just nice darlin* left school with his friends..
so they turned back to fetch me.. haha =x
there were jerome, clarence and kevin..
so called a farewell meal for darlin* and clarence..
aiya, i should have taken a photo of them.. boo~

then we headed 100+, and ate at the coffee shop there..
me and darlin* shared a sirloin steak steak.. =D=D
then jerome bought some other food to share too.. =DD

around 5+pm, time to go off as jerome need to go fetch his daddy..
he's such a filial son.. always buy food/ fetch his family although he's outside with friends or what..
thumbs up and clap clap.. =D
then darlin* wanted to visit his aunty who is working at hougang..
just nice clarence living at sengkang and kevin living at hougang..
so thought can shun bian send us there also..
in the end one going simei, another going toa payoh or where i forgot.. haha
so jerome dropped us at interchange then me and darlin* 72-ed to hougang ourselves..
haha

walked for so much trying to find the place after alighting at hougang..
lucky found at last..
chat chat with aunty, then she helped darlin* cut BOTAK!! =x
i should have thought of it earlier..
i could have tried shaving for him too..
but it was already near done when i thought of it..
booooo~ so sad de.. =((

before starting..

last photo with him before he botak.. =x

TAH-DAHHHHH!~!~!!!!

1st photo with the botak.. hehe
so fun to play with his head.. =x
=x=x

you see the amount of hair he had..
yea, all were his because the floor was swept before he started..
haha

then we had dinner with his aunty, darlin* treated.. =))
not hungry so shared a plate of carrot cake with him..
went back to the salon, chat chat stay awhile..
then darlin* called his dad to come fetch us..
yups then headed home..

07/07/09

lesson kinda fun today because we visited the S211 dont know what flight which is hidden in school~ haha
of course it cannot fly.. but used to be flying de ba?
i didnt pay attention to what that irritating teacher said.. =x

post just a photo ba..
others are already up in facebook.. =))

released then went design with the guys..
around noon left and waited for kevin to get darlin* 's helmet from him..
ya.. then put it with honey* before i headed to darlin* house..

stayed there till time to go back school for 4pm lesson..
darlin* went with me, yupx.. ^^
after class went 800+ there..
bought bubble tea and then walked back to school bus stop as darlin* need to take bus there to ubi for his bike practical..
yups, sent him off and i headed home le..

he passed the practical 5 for 1st time.. *clap clap*
my darlin* so li hai.. ^^

06/07/09

after school, darlin* came fetch me.. ^^
then we went design for lunch again, i think? haha
kinda forgotten.. =x

but i know we went ehub..
wanted to watch movie but nothing for us to watch..
so at there kiap kiap but kiapped nothing.. haha

then went to fondue again because tam jia bor* wanna eat.. ^^

same couple same seat same order.. =D
after eating still had alot of time..
i had the coupon for $1 chocolate frappe at mac cafe, so we used it.. =x

hehe.. so ke ai de darlin*.. loves.. ^^

was still early, so decided to head back tampines for the hokkaido fair.. =x=x
whose idea, you guess.. hehe

same stores were same as before, but there were a few new stores i guess..

got this squid with gutinuous rice..

and the dango!
did i mention i like dango?
especially those chewy chewy de.. haha! =D

wanted to get the ice cream, but kinda expensive so didnt get.. =)
and it was time for dinner!!
we were like eating the whole day.. hehe =x
let darlin* decide what to eat, and he chose sushi tei as tam jia gong* wanted sashimi..
^^

my sukiyaki because i really dont know what to eat other than that or shabu shabu.. lol =p

and darlin*'s salmon don..

and darlin*'s side order, fried toufu..

i was hungrily waiting for my sukiyaki soup to boil, but it remained stagnant..
so i called the staff and they changed it for me! lol

till so big.. =x=x

quite a yummy dinner, but the toufu not nice..
dont order that.. haha =))

then, it was time for home sweet home.. =))

darlin* trying to look tall... haha! =x

at the bus stop outside downtown.. muackx! ^^

05/07/09

woke up in late afternoon..
darlin* already reached singapore by then.. =))
so i had my lunch before heading his house at around 7pm.. haha

he was hungry, so cooked him curry maggie mee.. haha
then watched War of the Worlds on ch 5..
slept, blah blah..
he sent me home at around 11pm.. =))

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sorry for neglecting my blog..
have been feeling down the past few days..
darlin* not beside, very sad and depressed..
=((

now need to study for quiz..
sigh dont know anything..
alot to read..
sorry darlin* i need to sleep late again..
=((

will have a super long post about the last week soon..
so.. stay tuned.. =)

[edited]

it's 2am..
dont understand anything, so much to memorise either..
sigh.
i'm just giving up on this quiz..
i said i will start studying..
but still dont have the mood yet..
sigh.

i will just go to sleep..
no point reading the notes and in the end not getting anything in..
might as well go sleep..
so nights world..
=)

ps : i miss my chee zhi dao hell lotssssss..
sob sob

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Friday, July 10, 2009

我很伤心。。
我的达令要进兵了。。
虽然两个星期后就能看到他了。。
但我还是很伤心。。 =((

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Thursday, July 09, 2009

not much time left..
i feel that i have alot to do..
but i dont know what to..
feel so depressed..
everything will be different in a day's time..

darlin, although i love to play with your ah dai head..
but i need you so much to be by my side..
=((

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Sunday, July 05, 2009

01/07/09

yupx, so met honey* for lunch at short circuit..
had to rush since i had lesson at 2pm.. haha
but we still met.. =D thanks honey*..

then lesson, blah blah..
ended early at 3.30pm..
meet darlin* at interchange..
tam jia bor* was hungry.. =x

passed by yamasaki and i was attracted by the yummy looking pastries again.. =x

we bought these and i didnt really realise i actually made a face out of them while trying to arrange them to fit into the picture.. haha

then tam jia bor* wanted to have dessert and so we stopped at bakerzin.. =D
they are having a promotion the oreo cheesecake, new york cheesecake and the chocolate amber..
and another promotion for tea time..
and another promotion on the macarons..
and so, we got them all.. =x=x

oreo cheesecake with the creme brulee gourmet tea for the tea time set..
and an additional chocolate macaron.. =D=D

i love love macarons~~ =x
90cents each for promotion.. =D=D

darlin* playing with the tea jar..

now you see them (dont know what they call haha)..

now you dont.. lol

ah bee also wanna drink.. hehe

"papa, what are you doing??"

hehe ^^

02/07/09

class ended early too.. ^^
darlin* came fetch me from school.. =D
tam jia bor* mouth itchy, needed food..
so she suggested prata since long time no eat le.. haha
so we settled down at the prata shop at 800+..

our order: paper prata, tek tarik and 2 indian rojak.. =D

you see the paper prata is HUGEEE!
nicee too.. just that a bit too oily.. =x

through the hole.. ^^

then.. we 293-ed back home.. =))

03/07/09

our 7 months together!! ^^
it's another month so fast..
time always past fast when you're happy right? hehehe
=D=D

tam jia bor* planned for a dessert day because she loves desserting!! =D
morning headed to 2nd home 1st..
slept awhile, waited for darlin*'s mammy to be back with lunch..
we shared a packet of nasi lemak.. =))

1st stop at bugis, shaw tower.. =D
always wanted to try at the Hairloom & Caramel..
finally the chance.. =D
i like the way they decorate their cafe..
tables and chairs of different designs..
colorful too.. =D







our 1st dessert!!

we LOVEEEE It!! especially the crispy top..
YUMMMYY!!!

didnt stay for long, then 2nd stop also in shaw tower..
Tom's Palette tranditional handmade ice cream..

they have unique flavours of ice cream.. yups handmade.. ^^
they have great service too..
we had our ice cream there, and the staff came asking us if we want water without us asking..
no service charge of course.. =D

while on our way to next place, we came by this newly opened shop along victoria street, but still within bugis junction..
next to fish & co and sushi tei if you know where..
actually i was attracted by the chocolate bao they have there, so we went in..
and guess who we saw????

Zchen 张志成~~ hahaa
he like gone for dont know how long le.. haha!

oh, he was having an interview there.. haha
we stayed for awhile then went off le..
we were not supposed to photograph.. =x

next, we 12-ed to clark quay..
because the next stop is at The Central.. =D
we went to basement 1st because i'm interested in the Sticky~!

just nice the crew started making new design as we arrived.. =D
so stayed and watch. hehe




so cool.. they making the word out le.. =D

finished! started to cut into smaller pieces le..

haha so cute.. darlin* say looks like tail.. haha

can you figure out the word?
actually the crew missed out something when making, so the whole thing was rejected by the higher rank guy there.. =x
then the rest were being forced to make into lollipops instead..
saded.. they spent so much time on it, in the end rejected..

anyway before i left i asked the higher rank guy to give me a piece of their hard work to try, to show my support.. lol

your answer should be somewhere there..

this was the word they were asked to make..
but they missed out a spacing between the 士 and 口..
i should have told them when i already realised it when they were still making..
the 2 crews are not chinese.. how would they know?

anyway, i want to be a crew there!
so fun making the sweets.. ^^

i bought 2 packets.. total $9.80.. =x

at the esculator.. ^^

oh, our 3rd dessert was at Gobi..
expensive stuff.. =x


i saw on forum that their chocolate therapy is nice..
but i didnt know it is only selling in a whole cake, 500g.. lol =x
so dark angel instead.. =)

i think it is too chocolately.. nothing special also..
but $7.30.. =x=x

these tiny cakes look so yummy!

so much macarons~

haha..
then off we went for next stop.. =D
found our way to the bus stop and took 32..
lucky we didnt miss our stop..

at mohd sultan road.. haha

wanted the passionfruit meringue!!
but sold out.. =((
too chocolately again.. haha~ =x
but nothing else caught my attention..
so this.. yupx..

darlin* and ah bee~~ ^^
he so ke ai right.. hehe! =D


^^


on their display..

left and next stop was at killiney road~
bus-ed by 143..



caramel is my favourite.. but i think this one has got too many..
and too sweettt.. =x=x
kept drinking water.. haha

it was the last of our dessert..
hmnx..
overall we liked the creme brulee and ice cream best..
the rest too sweet.. haha =x
total spending on dessert was $26..
still ok right.. haha! =D
wouldnt specially go back to the shops again..
unless pass by or what..
but shaw tower is near.. can be back again for creme brulee and ice cream.. =D

so then we walked over to cineleisure..
bought tickets for Ice Age 3..
we didnt watch the 3D one cause we both agree that there's nothing much special about it.. haha
but for the slot only left front 2 rows..
no choice, so just took it..

there were still time, so walked around, to heeren also..
wanted to get the slim havaianas.. but dont have my size..
big foot.. boo~
blah blah, went back cineleisure..
got the cheesy fries with chips meal from long john's because the tam jia gong* wanted it since the last movie.. haha
we had it in the cinema.. =x

we love love the movie!! kept laughing lik nobody's business.. ^^
just a pity that we got the uncomforty seats..
plus a 'divider' inbetween us.. spoilt the mood.. bleahx..
nevertheless, the movie was awesome! =)

finished the movie and then we mrt-ed back to tampines 1st before having dinner at the eastlink foodcourt..
finally a lighter meal.. haha~

my yong tou foo, and darlin*'s curry chicken noodles.. ^^

it was getting late, so head home le..
thanks darlin* for saying 'yes' to everything i want.. =D
love you lotsssssss!!

04/07/09

it was work day, and my darlin* had went malaysia because his family and neighbours booked a house there, or it is called a chalet..
i dont really know.. lol
anyway, he had fun there.. =))
i couldnt go because i know i wouldnt be allowed to go, so didnt bother to ask also.. lol

but morning he came to pass me things and i passed him thing..
it was 6am, i barely opened my eyes.. lol =x
i missed him so much the whole day..
only i messaged him, he replied using missed calls.. lol
i invented this way so he dont have to waste money to reply but still able to communicate with me.. haha! ^^

to be continued... =))

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