51st night..
how many more miserable nights am i gonna take?

was home the whole day..
woke up with a weird dream..
i continued with the pouches after lunch..
watched tv as i do them..
i finished 70 in total..
that was the amount my mammy have sew..
so waiting for more now..

i finished them before 7pm and then i stoned on the sofa..
i didn't know what i should do next..
watched MXP (most extreme primate)..
the show is nice.. the chimps are cute..
yupx..
then had my dinner and watch zhou ri ba dian dang..
the dogs are so cute..
especially the golden retriever which although didn't have much scenes..
how i wish i can rear a dog that can accompany me when i'm bored or down..
that i can talk with about my 'heart matters',
that i hug to get warmth from.. coz i can no longer get it frm u..
i want a dog.. a baby golden retriever..
or any other dog..
but the environment doesn't allow me to rear one..
my family too doesn't allow me..
they will say '' you can't even take care of yourself.. how to take care of a dog?''
ya ya..
i swear i WILL rear one when i have a flat of my own..
and a baby golden retriever of course..
they are just so lovely and adorable.. ^^
ok enough of these..

then i continued my day with ironing of clothes and watching KO one..
i'm still at episode 9 because i only watch it when i'm waiting for x-family to be put up on youtube..
yupx..

tomorrow i'm goin plaza singapura to meet joleen..
going for the UFm100.3 thingy..
actually i don't know what's the event about..
something like choosing new DJs or something like that de ba..
she's going there to support her teacher and so she ask me to pei her..
i don't wanna stay at home so yupx, i'm going..
i think fredrick lai took part in it also..
give him some support as well ba.. haha

hmnx.. that's all for this post..
getting emo le..
nights all.. i din c u online for d past 1 whole wk.. where r u?.. i miss u..

3:21 am

50th night..


i better should start learning not to show my teeth when taking a photo.. lol


it's pretty.. and just the size i want..
it was quite funny..
yupx.. honey milk tea with mini pearls and XXL chicken from shihlin..

this is how it looks like when cramping..

4:32 am

49th night..


work.. rained..
my heart rained as well..
i was so depressed that i don't know how to describe my feelings..
i went home early when my daddy reached the shop..
i don't know how to face them with my reddened eyes..
my tears fell continuosly down my cheeks while on my whole journey home..
i could no longer tear quietly so i dropped off from the bus a stop before mine..
i walked in the rain and cried on the way home..

what had happened to me?

i lost my self..
i lost direction of my life..
i lost everything..
i lost you..
i am no longer needed in your life..
not needed in anything.. u said u wan nth more to do wif mi anymore..
and that's the end..
my heart just sank as if there's no end to it..
i'm wrong..
utterly wrong..
i'm wrong in everything i think, in everything i do..
in everything.. just everything of me are wrong..
i make mistakes all my life..
me myself is one big mistake..

i really hate myself deep to the core..
i hate what i did..
what i had done are just so ridiculous..
how i wish i can turn back time and undo them..
erase them off my mind, off my life..
maybe i would be a little happy woman with the man i love now..
but what had i done to myself?
oh my god.. please kill me..
i'm useless to this world anyway..
just send me a death sentence and get it done asap..
i have no courage to kill myself despite trying..
no courage to do anything against the law..
i'm just a coward who is seeking for death..
so i need your help god..
that's the least i'm asking for now..
amen

going SP tomorrow..
support jiaqing in hey! gorceous..
mainly because i want to go out rather than staying at home..
i had no place in mind to go so i consider it visiting my old classmates..
i even thought of going k-box alone..
leave it to next time then..
bye blog.. bye my love..

2:21 am

48th night..


work today was so bored..
so little business coming in..

morning went starhub with daddy..
oh i mean i meet him there cause he went for his breakfast first while i sleep abit longer.. ^^
then we spent quite some time there cause he couldn't decide which phone to take..
he then decided on 6300..
ok la.. $0.. haha

then we headed bugis and started our day of work at 2pm.. =P=P
were sitting there looking at the different types of people on the street and i saw some familiar faces..
they were my classmates from 2grace.. ^^
ben tham, vanessa, eunice ting and shu juan..
i tried calling out to them but my voice disappeared in the music from next door.. =.=
so i called ben on his phone..
he didn't answer..
i don't have the girls' numbers.. so couldn't call them..
so i continued my work and i called him again after some time..
he answered and say they were meeting yongchao and then for dinner..
he asked me along..
of course i wanted so much to join them since it has been so long since i last saw them..
so he say wil call me again to confirm time and place..
then blah blah..
hmnx.. anyway in the end didn't manage to meet them cause they were already eating and rushing for time..
so next time lo... haha..
yupx.. ^^

so happy to see familiar faces..
that time jeric from 5A came to the shop and bought some things from me too..
and he came twice.. haha..
anyone looking for handphone accessories please come find me at Albert Street near bugis street..
outside Fu Lu Shou complex.. haha
sure got buddy price de.. ^^
but call me before you come cause i not there no discount.. LOL..
pardon me for being lame down here..
just trying to find some things to do.. =P=P

so tomorrow is working again..
my mammy ask me to work for the next whole week.. 0.o
people please come find me next week.. haha

oh please stop being so nonsensical..
and being so nonsensical to myself is just so nonsensical..
i'm just nothing but full of nonsense..
yea nonsensical me..
i missed u sayin mi nonsense everytime i do nonsensical things to make u laugh at mi..
might be turning in early today..
it depends on what time my brain lets me sleep..

i never really spend my time looking at this lyrics..
so i didn't really what this song is about..
then i heard it over the radio just now..
it quite suits me now i think..
you are my 遺失的美好..


張韶涵 - 遺失的美好


海的思念綿延不絕 終於和天 在地平線交會
愛如果走得夠遠 應該也會跟幸福相見
承諾常常很像蝴蝶 美麗的飛 盤旋然後不見
但我相信你給我的誓言 就像一定會來的春天

我始終帶著你愛的微笑 一路上尋找我遺失的美好
不小心當淚滑過嘴角 就用你握過的手抹掉
再多的風景也從不停靠 只一心尋找我遺失的美好
有的人說不清哪裡好 但就是誰都替代不了

承諾常常很像蝴蝶 美麗的飛 盤旋然後不見
但我相信你給我的誓言 就像一定會來的春天

我始終帶著你愛的微笑 一路上尋找我遺失的美好
不小心當淚滑過嘴角 就用你握過的手抹掉
再多的風景也從不停靠 只一心尋找我遺失的美好
有的人說不清哪裡好 但就是誰都替代不了

在最開始的那一秒 有些事早已經注定要到老
雖然命運愛開玩笑 真心會和真心遇到

我始終帶著你愛的微笑 一路上尋找我遺失的美好
不小心當淚滑過嘴角 就用你握過的手抹掉
再多的風景也從不停靠 只一心尋找我遺失的美好
有的人說不清哪裡好 但就是誰都替代不了
wo hao xiang ni.. y r u avoidin mi again?

3:08 am

47th night..


lunch was at 1pm..
then followed my mammy to TM..
actually wanna recontract my handphone line and at the same time get a phone de..
my mammy initiately wanted me to get W850i de..
then reached there then i say i don't want that phone.. haha
so my mammy wasted her time there.. =P=P

after that i got money from her and went ntuc to buy chrysanthemum tea..
then to four leaves to get some bread and slices of cakes..
of course i got my beloved cocoa exotic.. ^^ i miss d time when i ate it wif u..
i then followed by going to the shop which sells taiwan snacks (not shinlin)..
i ran into my classmate and he was working there..
so i supported him by buying a cup of honey milk tea.. haha..
yupx..
then i headed home and slacked on the sofa..
had the cake as my 1st part of dinner..
2nd part was taken when i met up with my family at the hawker centre at bedok interchange..
i had beef steak..
and some other food..
then we took 28 back home..
bathed, watched x-family, blah blah..

tomorrow working..
waking up earlier to accompany my daddy to starhub..
boo..

the moon is rounder today and more beautiful.. do u rem dis day a lunar yr ago?
saw children playing with lanterns and candles at the playground..
it saddened me suddenly.. i was elated dat day coz u sent mi hm..
started being moody again.. not even my bf back den was willin to send mi hm..
i mean being alot more moody.. we cycled tgt frm pasir ris park back hm..
haix.. i love d feelin beli much.. will i ever experience it again?.. imissulotx..

tired..
lost for words..
zhong qiu jie kuai le.. but not for mi.. coz i'm not anywhere near being happy w/o u..
bye..

3:39 am

46th night..


it's tuesday now..
the moonlight is beautiful..
it's mooncake festival.. zhong qiu jie..
besides eating mooncakes, i don't feel any atmosphere of the festival..
it's the worst zhong qiu jie i ever had ba..

woke up at 4pm after nearly half a day of sleeping..
there were no lunch prepared for me..
so i went down to the mart nearby..
bought a fish fillet crepe, honey green tea and laksa..
was eating the crepe while walking home..
so i took some time finishing the laksa although my jie helped me with it..
finished lunch at 6+pm..
then watched tv..
and dinner at 9pm..
blah blah..
just watched x-family episode 31 and 32..
will continue them tomorrow..

so tomorrow will be staying at home..
no work and no date..
working will be on wednesday and thursday..
i can't find any reason to say i don't want to be at work..
wat r u doin at chalet? hv fun?r u lookin at d moon juz lik i'm doin nw? imissulotx..

S.H.E - 天灰

如果你不再出現 我的世界 還有什麼可貴
可惜不夠時間 讓我們試驗 什麼叫永遠

想念變成懷念 心動變成心碎
偏偏還會關切 你最後屬於誰

我的天空今天有點灰 我的心是個落葉的季節
我不知道如何度過今夜 所有的燈 早已經全都熄滅

如果你從沒出現 我會不會 覺得快樂一些
可惜殘忍時間 總要把諾言 一點點摧毀

想念變成懷念 心動變成心碎
偏偏還會關切 你最後屬於誰

我的天空今天有點灰 我的心是個落葉的季節
我不知道如何度過今夜 所有的燈 早已經全都熄滅

3:04 am

2:49 am

44th night..

hmnx.. come abit late tonight..
was ironing clothes and watching x-family just now..
home today..
after lunch i slept until time for my dinner..
hehe..
tomorrow is staying at home,
then at night go out have dinner cause it's my cousin's birthday..
they say going some korean restaurant..
don't know where is it.. haha..
bored..
i still i stop here le ba..
anyway was quite happy today de.. ^^ *thank you..iLu..*
nights all.. =D=D

4:17 am

43rd night..


went to work today..
actually my mammy say she will go out when she's done with the chores..
in the end she lazy, so stayed at home instead..
boo..
so i worked whole day..
was so bored..
had no appetite to eat..
i stared at both my 2 meals for don't know how long then i start eating..
and i spent quite some time putting the food into my mouth..
i was hungry and wanted to eat..
just lost all my appetite by looking at the food..
yupx..
then blah blah..

what is it at the right side of the waist area?..
i'm feeling so much pain there..
i don't even know what is causing the pain.. haha..
i better should read up more regarding my own body..
haha.. =P=P

hmnx.. signing off early today...
tired.. having a early night.. *hopefully..*
nights people.. ^^ *i'm lookin forward to c u again..*

1:09 am

42nd night..


left my house at only around 5pm after my lunch..
was so late lo..
i still planned to watch movie on my own after going for a haircut..
hahaaz..
so i go see the timing..
i watched to watch Naraka 19 de..
but then think only a few places have the movie.. boo..
then i stood in front of the counter for so long..
don't know what to watch..
i just wanted to watch something la.. haha..
so i went for a haircut first..
i went storm at century square..
$20.90 for wash, cut and blow..
then i went in, sat down..
blah blah..
then the hair stylist asked if i want to do a don't-know-what rebonding..
plus got treatment de..
but then $219.90.. 0.o
i not so da fang to my hair la.. lOL
then he also told me the bad condition of my hair..
splits, dull, no moisture, blah blah..
actually all i also know la..
i want to improve the condition of my hair too..
but just too expensive for me le ba..
so i decided on doing a treatment plus wash, cut, blow for $79.90..
still costs alot to me la..
but then he wasted so many saliva talking to me..
so ok lo.. LOL..
then i spent 2hours there..
by the time i leave the place already 7.30pm le.. before.. and after..
it looks straighter because he helped me straighten abit..
after i washed my hair just now then no more le.. haha..
actually i still don't know what's the difference la..
haha.. nevermind..
i already paid..
i better go have a haircut every 3 months if i want my hair to be in a better condition.. ^^

then after leaving the saloon i went to take mrt to bugis..
for what?
my mammy forgot to bring her medicine which she needs to take before eating..
so being a good daughter i brought it there for her..
but anyway i asked her to meet me at the control station so i do not have to pay for another trip..
hahaz.. =P=P

3:54 am

41st night..



small caramel ice blended - $5.80.. 0.o
double chocolate..

2:47 am

40th night..


in the end i went nowhere today..
i woke up at near 4pm and had my lunch at 5.30pm.. lol
i made soup for myself and for 2 meals..
so i just drank soup and eat the wintermelon, mushroom and pork meat which i put in with my soup..
oh, i had rice for my lunch but not dinner..
hahaaz..
so anyway..
whole day at home..
woke up at such a late time made me don't feel like going job hunting..
so i'm going tomorrow..
i will remember to put alarm.. ^^

hmnx.. what work can i do in 1 month??
haix.. i think i should be a filial daughter and help out in my parents' shop ba..
they have been psycho-ing me about it..
so i asked them to increase my pay.. LOL
my daddy was so good that he say $30/day instead of the current $20..
of course lunch, dinner, transport fares would be provided as usual..
then my mammy gave out a shocked 'WAH!'..
she say she was thinking of only $22.. =.=
later on they decided on $25/day..
it's better than nothing ba..
better than i'm still waiting for replies.. hahaz..
and working there i have more chances of choosing my day-offs.. LOL..
only bad thing is pay too low and bored facing them.. oops.. =P=P
so i still can't make up my mind..
maybe tomorrow i go out see see search search..
if don't have then fated to work there le lo.. haha..
yupx..

hmnx..
sorry to those i've troubled.. esp u.. i'm sry..
i always find people to talk at inappropriate timings..
people are all so busy doing their own stuffs and i'm so doing nothing..
haix.. when is the new timetable gonna be out?..
i don't know why but i'm looking forward to it..
i really hate long holidays..
i miss u so.. when can i c u again?

3:40 am

39th night..


woke up early in the morning at 9+am by my irritating sis..
she forgot to take her handphone and she ask me to take it down for her because she's on cab to school..
wth la..
so i went down..
she wasted my 10minutes of sleep!! !#$**^%$%^&*(*%$
then i woke up again at around 1pm for work..
my mammy woke me up late..
so i go late.. i don't mind.. ^^
then i had my lunch at 3pm.. honey milk tea + mixed veggie rice..
i only ate 1/3 of the packet of rice..
the rest went to my daddy's stomach.. haha..

then work, blah blah..
so bored..
then my mammy called at around 7.30pm and ask me go sheng siong buy things with her..
so i went.. blah blah..
walked walked and back to the shop..
stayed for awhile before i head home myself..
i rather come back to watch tv than to stay there until 10+pm.. =P=P
then made myself a bowl of noodles and finished up the remaining cold chickens.. ^^
i was so so bloated la..
it was already 11.30pm when i finished everything.. LOL
yupx..
then i was online surfing the net looking for a temp job..
it's so hard looking for one which accept students, plus only working for 1 month..
ya i really want to work during weekends when school reopens..
but i still not yet got my new timetable..
and there's CDS starting this new semester..
getting busier le..
so must see how the timetable is..
yupx..
but i submitted my resume for 1 application..
it has a vacancy for 1month job..
i'm just trying my luck.. hahaz..

tomorrow.. most probably staying at home..
if not i will go bugis..
i walked pass Bread Papa's and saw that they are recruiting..
i shall interview there..
it would be fun working there..
i love getting my hands on making food~~ hahaz..
i tried at crystal jade at bugis..
but the moment i say working for 1 month..
they rejected me.. =(=(
booo.. can't find job then suan le ba.. =(

sylvester di told me about his job he's working..
it's what MLM (multi level marketing)..
i don't understand what it is about although i searched for it on net..
according to him, can earn up to 5digits a month.. 0.o
it's about business i guess..
not much to my interest.. hahaha..
he will tell me more about it next time..
then i see if i'm up to that job or not ba.. ^^
but most probably i'm not.. hahaa.. =P=P

hmnx.. that's all for this post..
bless me in finding a job soon~
i need money!!!!
for what??
i don't really know.. LOL
I JUST NEED MONEY TO KEEP MY BANK ACCOUNT GOING!!
hahaa.. =.=
bye all.. gd nites swt dreams slp tight muackx wan an love u.. MUACKX.. i miss u..
hope i can sleep all the way till 3pm.. ^^

3:47 am

38th night..


woo..
i slept at 5+am this morning and woke up 10hours later.. haha
actually i wanted to sleep alot longer..
but was woken by the noise my jie made while talking on phone in the room..
i was woken up twice by her somemore..
ask her go out of the room then talk she don't want..
that's how inconsiderate she is.. =.=

then i cooked myself a big bowl of bee hoon..
actually my mammy already made the soup and prepared all the ingredients..
i only heat up the soup and dump everything in..
hahaa.. so they are edible.. =X
i finished the last mouth of the soup at only 5+pm..
then my cousin arrived to have tuition given by my jie..
and her maid helped us with the ironing of clothes..
not really help us.. but is my jie!!
she was the one supposed to be doing them lo..
she always took advantage of the maid de.. no fair.. humph
of course i'm not like her..
i iron everything myself when i should be the one doing them..
boo..
so anyway..
after that i watched 1+ episode of x-family..
it was dinner time at 7.30pm..
just shortly after my lunch la.. lol..
so much food!!
steamed fish, veggie, carrot soup and my favourite cold chicken!!
wahahha..
everyone gives me a wth-is-that face when i mention cold chicken/cold fish..
lol..
they sounded strange but nevertheless are my favourite type of homemade food!!
they were marinated and steamed..
then cooled and were put into the fridge..
they can be eaten when hot but i prefered them when cold.. ^^
just for information..
the cold chicken is just like those type of white chicken you eat at foodcourt etc..
it is just saltier and more tasty when eaten cold!!
and for the cold fish..
it can not be made with just any type of fish..
but i don't know what's the name of the fish la.. haha..
ok so anyway.. i had a full dinner.. ^^
they left at around 10pm and i watched tv..
but was quite bored and sleepy so i eventually fell asleep on the sofa..
hahaz..
then woke up awhile later.. parents back le..
then use computer, watch tv.. bathed.. blah blah..

my mammy ask me to work tomorrow cause she wanna go for a haircut la..
go until balestier there la.. =.=
so no choice lo.. have to go.. boo..
don't know what to say le..
bye.. wat did u do today? i miss u lotx..

3:32 am

3:41 am

36th night..


was home the whole day..
it was supposed to be my doubleC-day today..
but since i stayed at home..
so i'm postponing it to tomorrow..
i'll be having my day at orchard..^^

woke up at rather a early time this morning..
then he called me and we chatted for near 2hours..
it has been 36days since i last talked so long with him.. ^^ =D
was mostly happy during the conversation..
but guess we ended it in quite an unhappy way ba.. =(
hmnx.. hope to talk more often with him.. ^^ can i?..
then my lunch was the glutinous rice..
i took another 2 hours finishing it..=P=P
then watched tv.. lie on sofa..
at 6+pm i felt so tired or kinda weak..
so i switched off the tv and rested on sofa..
then i fell asleep and woke up at 8+pm to prepare dinner..
i just felt so restless the whole day..
didn't want to move about..
i forced myself to finish up everything and rested for half an hour before i washed the dishes..
it was already like 11pm after i done.. haha
then my mammy came back from work and started scolding me for not ironing the clothes..
so no choice lo..
since my jie will not lend me a helping hand..
so i ironed them all..
but of course.. i left hers all there untouched.. HAHA
after that i bathed and here i am in front of the computer..

oh i realise not only my left leg is aching..
now my left albow and right hand also..
that's why i spent so long ironing the clothes just now..
then in the middle part of my body also..
here and there aching..
i'm getting old le sia..
sometimes i will even have difficulty in breathing..
haha..
i'm now drinking a cup of milo to warm my stomach..
the whole jar of gummies is just in front of me..
tempting me to eat..
but i just don't have appetite to eat now.. strange me..
i'm going off.. bye..


楊丞琳 - 只想愛你


我終於還是說了一句我愛你
還記得那個微涼夜裡天空正飄著小雨
心跳的聲音 像舞動奇蹟
你看著我說千萬不要愛上你
因為你只會讓我傷心別傻了快點喊停
你那麼冷靜 忽遠又忽近

我知道我對你來說也許太年輕
我想我猜我問我終於了解
原來為愛流個眼淚 也是種甜蜜滋味
只想愛你 當我和你走在一起就已經決定
不看不聽不問也不會放棄
是你讓我了解自己 可以為愛那麼堅定
只想愛你 好想每天睜開眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶爾有一點任性
不管你做任何決定 究竟愛我還是逃避
Sorry 我還是不會放棄 愛你

我終於還是說了一句我愛你
還記得那個微涼夜裡天空正飄著小雨
心跳的聲音 像舞動奇蹟
你看著我說千萬不要愛上你
因為你只會讓我傷心別傻了快點喊停
你那麼冷靜 忽遠又忽近

我知道我對你來說也許太年輕
我想我猜我問我終於了解
原來為愛流個眼淚 也是種甜蜜滋味
只想愛你 當我和你走在一起就已經決定
不看不聽不問也不會放棄
是你讓我了解自己 可以為愛那麼堅定
只想愛你 好想每天睜開眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶爾有一點任性
不管你做任何決定 究竟愛我還是逃避
Sorry 我還是不會放棄 Sorry 我還是不會放棄
只想愛你 當我和你走在一起就已經決定
不看不聽不問也不會放棄
是你讓我了解自己 可以為愛那麼堅定
只想愛你 好想每天睜開眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶爾有一點任性
不管你做任何決定 究竟愛我還是逃避
只想愛你 好想每天睜開眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶爾有一點任性
不管你做任何決定 究竟愛我還是逃避
Sorry 我還是不會放棄
我還是不會放棄 愛你

3:16 am

35th night..


hmnx..
finally my work at my parents' shop has ended~
today seemed so long although i reached at 3pm..
i was so bored that i eventually fell asleep *yes again.. * on the table..
i slept for almost an hour..
and when i woke up i kept burping cause of the air inside my stomach..
everytime after i wake up after sleeping on the table will have alotsa air inside my stomach de..
i also don't know why..
and it's so uncomfortable la.. haha..
so then..

nowadays the weather like getting cooler le..
i'm most of the time covered in goosebumps.. hahaa..
i get cold easily de.. ^^
then my knee pain acting up again sia..
and my heel also the same..
both on my left..
is like sudden pain.. don't why.. haha..

then.. nothing much le..
oh ya.. was happy.. ^^

my monthly bill just ended around 3hours ago..
my mammy would be surprised to see my bill..
i only used 100+ out of 500 sms-es..
and used less than 20minutes out of 100minutes of outgoing call..
this is the least i've ever used for a month for the passed don't know how many years..
oh my god lo.. i can't believe that's my handphone la..
haix..
although it's kind of saving money..
but i hate it la..
i hate to see my handphone being so lonely.. just lik mi..
that's so so pathetic.. boo..

going off le..
need do things.. ^^
cya people. nights all.. muackx i miss u..happy 5th mth.. iLu always..

3:27 am

3:16 am

33rd night..


hmnx..
nothing much to update about..
just another boring day at work..
i finally realised the importance of reading newspaper - to occupy my time..
i read both lian he zao bao and xing ming ri bao today..
haha..

i'm looking for the presents my mammy got for me..
i not sure whether she got me anything anyway.. haha
tomorrow night then will know le.. ^^

i'm going to be a good girl tomorrow by going to the shop late!!
WAHAHAHA~~
lol..
no la.. is because i need to do the housechores first before going out..
vacuum+mop floor, and wash the 2 toilets.. haha
no choice..
tomorrow night mammy coming back le..
i rather do them first then she start scolding again when she comes back..
lol..
anyway the floor was not cleaned, the toilets not washed for the past 1 whole week..
there were even traces of ants in the kitchen!!
omg!~
if she knows about it..
tomorrow whole tampines de residents no need sleep le.. haha
ok la.. i'm just exaggerating it..
only the residents of the street la.. ^^

hmnx.. u're not online for 2 days le..
don't know what to say le.. where r u?
bye.. i miss u so..

3:06 am

32nd night..


the street was noisy but at the same time quiet the whole day..
noisy because there were some construction going on at the street just outside the shop..
don't know change the water pipe to somewhere else or what de..
anyway..
so the 2 shops beside us were closed due to the construction..
lucky my daddy's shop was not greatly affected..
so we were still opened today.. ^^
and quiet bacause the street was kind of blocked..
customers might not be able to walk through the street..
so they had to go by the back..
and today there were much lesser customers compared to the past few days..
yupx..

my shirt has a kind of strange smell..
smoke from the cigarettes of my daddy and customers, the smoke smell from the burning incenses or whatever.. and plus the sand or ash or whatever from the construction..
all on my shirt..
oh my god lo..
I DON'T SMOKE ALTHOUGH I REEK OF SMOKE!!!
i felt so comfortable after a bath.. hahaa

then.. tomorrow is tuesday..
my jie said she's getting mcdelivery in the morning..
actually she wanted to get them this morning de..
but then needed 1 hour to reach..
so change to tomorrow..
hahaa...

then lehx..
my mammy is coming back on wednesday night..
thursday would be her rest-day..
so most probably i can stop working after thursday..
then i can find outside jobs..
but easy to be said then done..
i might be too lazy to get myself for job-hunting.. haha
see how ba..

hmnx..
i said i will talk about my autograph sessions stuffs..
but sorry..
i'm just a lazybones..
and not in a correct mood to talk about them yet..
anyway don't think anyone would be interested to know about them ba..
haha..
so think just forget about it ba.. ^^
haha


B.A.D - 我的錯

飛機已離開機場
你選擇了前往你的方向 不再迷惘
忘了我們愛的過往
忘了我給你的傷 學會堅強
從前的我不懂你犧牲多大
為我失去朋友不講
還放棄了所有夢想
覺得沒怎樣 不會將心比心去想
讓你慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能夠再給我機會好好的愛你
我會仔細的聆聽 你對我說的一言一語
我會學會去控制脾氣 不讓你傷心
對你好好的去珍惜
請你相信我的心 還是愛你

我想再重來一次
回到過去彌補你的傷 沒那種事
怎麼做才能夠停止
後悔竟傷妳如此 不再放肆
為何總到失去才懂得難過
當你在我身邊的時候
總是為我默默守候
都是因為我的錯 錯過這難得的擁有
就讓你愛我的心慢慢流走

能不能夠再給我機會好好的愛你
我會仔細的聆聽 你對我說的一言一語
我會學會去控制脾氣 不讓你傷心
對你好好的去珍惜
請你相信我的心 還是愛你

my apologises n promise to u.. will u accept?

3:43 am

31st night..


only a month passed but it seems so so long..
was so moody the whole day..
and it was my suay day..
not really the whole day..
but at night to be exact..

i went to buy dinner for myself at 9pm..
due to the 'qi yue ge tai' occupying the whole street..
i walked through fu lu shou complex and OG to get to the wanton mee store outside OG..
then i found out it was closed..
so i walked back the same long way back to the shop..
then i went to the opposite hawker centre to see what stores are stil opening there..
so many were closed..
so i just followed the queue at the store selling fish noodles and rice..
i was thinking to get fish porridge..
is actually just fish soup then mix rice in it only la..
i waited for near 10minutes..
then i overheard the ventor telling the 2nd person in front of me that there's no more rice..
so ok.. i decided on fish noodles..
so when it was my turn..
i asked for fish noodles take away..
then i requested to put in a box instead of a plastic bag..
unfortunately..
they ran out of boxes..
you can't expect me to eat the fish noodles soup from the plastic bag right??
so i just say i don't want le.. haha..
wasted my time there.. =.=
then i strolled through the hawker centre..
realised i was only left with 1 choice..
nasek lemak..
so i checked before queueing..
bee hoon -checked..
chicken wing-checked..
egg -checked..
most importantly..
a BOX -checked..
so i queued.. HAHA..
so my dinner costed $2.80..
the auntie didn't charge me for the box money.. ^^
in the end i had my dinner at 9.30pm..
i was so fred up la..
actually didn't want to eat de le..
but then no choice.. i promised u to hv 2 full meals/day..

then we closed the shop at 10.30pm..
and before we start packing the things..
i then realised that i forgot to charge my mp3!!!
ARGH!!!
so i was so so bored on the journey back home..
i've got nothing to listen to..
so naturally i will start thinking wildly since i got nothing to do..
yupx so i did..
thinking of things and things and things..
things i thought for don't know how many countless times le..
i just couldn't stop thinking when i'm not doing anything..
that's the reason why i toss and turn on bed for at least an hour everyday before i can finally fall asleep..
that's me..
i hate thinking so much as well..
but i just couldn't control myself..
it's so hard for me not to think..
haix..

i'm getting emo/moody again..
what to do?????
AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH~~~~~
i feel so much like crying again.. or in fact i'm alreadi doin it..

i'm lost for words le..
ending here..


楊丞琳 - 過敏


你消失的一百天 我沒了笑臉怕別人看見
我敏感的神經線 一點一點 沒知覺
泛紅雙眼 不成眠 它跟著我一整夜
麻痺的臉 特效藥也 無解

才發現 我正擱淺在愛情過敏的季節
過敏源 是對你的思念
我想我 才了解 我正停格在愛情過敏的季節
季節沒改變 是想念 沒斷線

泛紅雙眼 不成眠 它跟著我一整夜
麻痺的臉 特效藥也 無解

才發現 我正擱淺在愛情過敏的季節
過敏源 是對你的思念
我想我 才了解 我正停格在愛情過敏的季節
季節沒改變 是想念 沒斷線
我想我 才發現 感情塵蹣已佈滿了我的世界
過敏源 是為你流的淚
我想我 才了解 就算用盡了力氣也未必如願
季節沒改變 是眼淚 弄濕臉
我想我 才了解 我正停格在愛情過敏的季節
季節沒改變 是想念 沒斷線

季節一直變 但我的心 沒有變
你消失的一百天 我沒了笑臉 沒知覺

4:21 am

30th night..


woo..
reached home at onli around 12midnight today..
then saw yansheng at interchange..
then talked awhile only lo..
cause i was with my daddy ma.. haha.. ^^

omg.. i can't stand the 'qi yue ge tai' lo..
it was held just within a 50steps from the shop..
so the whole street became so damn noisy starting from around 6pm..
i wanted to listen to the radio..
but my daddy was so against it because of the 'qi yue ge tai'..
and plus the loud music from the shop next door..
so i was so no choice lo.. boo..

i had a craving for beef steak just now..
my daddy gave me enough money to buy it and he was not against it..
but then when i reached the western store..
i looked at the price..
it costs $7.. 0.o
i can have 2 full meals with $7 lehx..
so i bought $3 prawn noodles instead.. haha..
but i still have a craving for it leh!! lol..
nevermind la..
next time lo.. hahaa... ^^

hmnx..
oh ya..
the 'qi yue ge tai' attracted many many customers for us wor..
have a better sales compared with other days..
then just now got a man came give us $20 free la.. LOL
let me explain it..
this guy.. in his 30s/40s..
in quite a smart outfit..
came suddenly and asked my daddy a weird question in english which he didn't understand..
so the man asked me the same question again..
'do you have a chair to sell me?'
then i was like thinking this guy siao one la..
we sell handphone accerssories not furniture..
so i translated his question in cantonese to my daddy..
then my daddy think he siao siao one also..
because that man asked the question in such a secretive way la..
but then..
he continued with the reason for that question..
he said.. he wants to buy a chair for his wife who wants to watch the qi yue ge tai..
so she can sit down and watch instead of standing for a few hours..
SO SWEET OF HIM FOR HIS WIFE LA..
then he just take out 2 $10 notes and give my daddy..
my daddy took the money and asked me to stand up so the man can take the chair away..
lucky the shop has quite a number of chairs..
if not i will be the one standing sia.. HAHA..
that man is weird but sweet and caring la..
i envy his wife.. haha..
then i asked my daddy whether he will do the same for my mammy..
then he hestitated for a while and answered..
NO..
=.=
then i saw the man carrying the chair and walked past the crowd there..
and by the way the chair we sold him was those red colour normal chair which my daddy took from don't know where.. LOL..

then the ge tai ended at 11pm..
we ended this late today also because we were thinking there might be more customers coming in since there was a big big crowd there..
so when everything ended there..
i walked to the area..
and to my surprise..
the red colour normal chair with a word 'Grandco (my daddy's shop name..)' was there so alone..
so i took it back to the shop..
LOL..
we earned $20 by renting out a chair for a night.. (although it was supposed to be selling..) ^^
there's another ge tai coming up tomorrow night..
CHAIRS FOR RENTAL~~
lol.. ^^

haha..
hmnx.. it's already 3.30am le..
i think i better go sleep le if not tomorrow cannot get off my bed.. ^^
nights all.. i'm still missin u lotx.. but i noe u r not..

2:52 am

29th night..


my daddy left me in the shop ALONE for more then 1 HOUR!@!@!@!!
he was like taking years to go to a nearby shop to collect the goods la..
then made me attend to a few customers at a time..
is either no one comes..
or when someone comes into the shop, the others follow.. =.=
made me so busy..
nearly didn't collect money sia..
the customers always choose the correct time coming in de..
cause some of the things i don't know the price so anyhow say one..
see they suay or not lo.. HAHA..
then some of the things i know the price..
but they ask me to charge them cheaper..
if is those youths i will stick to the price la..
but if is those aunties and uncles..
wah! i scared lo!!
don't know real or not la..
they always tell me they are frequent customers..
then psycho me..
i don't know what to say..
so sometimes will charge them a dollar or 2 cheaper de.. haha
THEY CHEAT ME!!!! !@#^&&^%@#$%$@$%@#@&%$^%

boo.. so bored..
it's already saturday now..
heard over yes933 that show luo zhi xiang is having a autograph session 12noon at plaza singapura later on..
I WANNA GO!! but cant.. =(
it's for the high school musical 2 soundtrack de..
he sang a song name 'bet on it (bi sha ji)' in the soundtrack..
it's only included in the asian version wor..
but i'm not gonna buy it anyway.. HAHA..
i will only buy a album when i'm there for the singer's sutograph session..
BUT exception for Jay's albums and some others..
he doesn't have any autograph sessions in singapore..
so no choice.. =(
i feel like talking about the autographs session i had been so far..
i shall write about them in my tomorrow's entry!!! ^^

quite tired now le..
so i shall stop here for the day ba..
nights all..
r u online today? i can't c u..i miss u lotx..

3:24 am

28th night..




can try if you all see in stores..

2:06 am

27th night..


not writing much today..

was happy..
was sad..
a moment of happy..
all the times were sad..
*thanks god for lettin mi c him..*
that's my day..

3:15 am

26th night..


hmnx..
just now had my supper..
soup + frog legs.. u always said my arms r lik frog legs..
haha..
then just bathed out..
so shu fu now.. hehe^^

so today's work..
i wasn't at the shop most of the time.. hehe
reached there at only around 3pm..
the mixed veggie rice store was closed today.. boo..
so i had duck rice instead..
then after my lunch i went to OG to get the new member privillege card for my mammy..
spent some time there.. =P=P
then around 5+pm i headed chinatown to meet my auntie then go exchange money for my mammy again..
cause there the exchange rate higher so she bring me lo.. hehe^^
back to the shop at near 7pm..
then work awhile, and i eventually slept on the table there.. lolx..
for around half an hour nia.. not long.. =P=P
then 8+pm went to buy my dinner..
i wanted to eat porridge..
but the shop closed for the day le.. boo..
so i decided to have wanton mee..
so unlucky today.. just sold out.. =.=
then i lazy go think eat what le..
so i just buy a bowl of laksa from the shop next door.. haha..
for the next whole week i need to think what to eat everyday le..
so sian.. lazy to think.. haha..

so anyway.. tomorrow my mammy going hong kong le~
my house can finally be quiet for a week le.. WOOHOO!~~
=P=P
but then after she comes back..
orh oh~~
^^

oh just now..
don't know why today so unlucky..
the train which me and my daddy were going to take..
broke down at cityhall station..
then everything delayed for more then 15mins..
after that the trains so crowded la..
BOO!! no fun de..

ok ba..
i go watch the repeat of the ch55 9pm show then go shui jiao le..
must do the laundry when i woke up later..
and for the next whole week..
so sianx..
but then no choice.. =(=(
so cya guys..
next time then upload the old photos.. haha
nights.. ^^ slp early.. slp tight.. wan an.. iLu..

1:41 am

25th night..




the ticket price then was $61..
in between both concerts was only 2 weeks la.. haha
i went for the one held in Hong Kong because just nice i was there for holiday..
it was treated by my good good friend joleen!!!

2:21 am