20th night..exams finished le..
i should be happy..
but i don't seem to be..
anyway..
the paper today was in the sports hall..
so everyone took the paper there..
the hall too big too many people le..
so i was unable to find
him.. =(
after paper i went to toilet..
when i came out, i saw
him sitting alone behind the pillar..
maybe that's why my eyelid was jumping yesterday ba..
a good omen.. ^^ *thanks god again..*
i didn't know where i got the courage..
i walked to
him and shoved my hand in front of
him..
then i said 'hi' and sat beside
him..
i had no idea why i did that..
we didn't talk.. i just sat there..
then i remembered that i promised
him to get out of
his sight..
so i walked away after saying a simple 'byebye'..
then tears filled my eyes..
that might be the last time i see
him for the next 1month plus..
haix..anyway he seemed that he do not wish to see me..i walked to business school de Cheers and stood in front of the drinks fridge..
i took a bottle of lemon barley which i never liked to drink and paid for it..
(he likes it..)then i washed my thoat with it, hoping to stop my tears from falling..
ok, i failed..
stayed at business school for some time to calm myself down..
then i left school and took bus to interchange..
then to ntuc to buy things my mother wanted me to get..
and i got my honey milk tea..
reached home at 6pm and watched the last episode, which is also my favourite episode of 'it started with a kiss'..
it was the wedding part of
zhi shu and
xiang qing..
that was so sweet..
haix..then blah blah blah~~
my dinner was rice + 3soya sauce chicken wings..
tomorrow i'm gonna work at the shop again..
then next wednesday onwards i will work there for 1 whole week because my mother going back hong kong..
so as a result..
i'm not going for the japanese singapore xchange programme le..
then after my mother comes back..
i will get myself to work outside..
i haven't found anything yet..
so hope to get one..
it would be good if i can work whole day long without rest and throughout my leftover holidays..
i just wanna occupy all my time with things..
i too hope to work even after school reopens..
but i doubt my parents will allow that.. haix.
see how ba..
going to watch x-family..
cya people..
