4th night..i wanted so much to see him and hug him..so yesterday was at home in the afternoon and went out for dinner..
dinner was at Grand Copthorne Waterfront Hotel..
actually the food there was just so-so..
not much food and nothing much special..
ok..
today school..
reached school at 9.30am to maths lecture..
then ckt lecture..
i'm surprised that i didn't sleep during the lectures today..
then had a listening test..
not much confidence in getting good marks..
maths tutorial and got back my quiz paper..
i thought i did wrongly for a sum..
so my classmates bluffed me..
ok then had lunch with some of them at design school since i had got nothing to do..
2pm and they went off..
leaving me doing nothing in school..
just walk around, sit down, walk around sit down.. blah blah..
haix.. i didn't get what i wanted..
left school and to interchange at 4+pm..
walked around aimlessly.. buy bubble tea..
saw some familiar faces..
sat down at the interchange..
a guy walked towards me and it was Clive, my near 8yrs -pri cum sec (cchms) sch fren..
he lives near me and he suggested walking home..
since i was also like don't know what to do..
so ok lo..
then walked until left 2bus stops from my house,
we were tired and so we changed to a bus back home..
it was 8months since i last saw him..
and the moment i saw him i cried because he asked me what i doing there when i was just sitting at the interchange doing nothing..
ok.. thanks Clive for accompanying me and trying to cheer me up.. =)
i was home before 6pm..
watched 'it started with a kiss'..
cried again..
haix.. i miss him lot lot lotx..this is a song which quite suit my feelings..
2nd track on the playlist..
阿桑- 葉子葉子 是不會飛翔的翅膀
翅膀 是落在天上的葉子
天堂 原來應該不是妄想
只是我早已經遺忘
當初怎麼開始飛翔
孤單 是一個人的狂歡
狂歡 是一群人的孤單
愛情 原來的開始是陪伴
但我也漸漸地遺忘
當時是怎樣有人陪伴
我一個人吃飯 旅行 到處走走停停也一個人看書 寫信 自己對話談心只是心又飄到了哪裡 就連自己看也看不清我想我不僅僅是失去你我一個人吃飯 旅行 到處走走停停也一個人看書 寫信 自己對話談心只是心又飄到了哪裡 就連自己看也看不清我想我不僅僅是失去你孤單 是一個人的狂歡
狂歡 是一群人的孤單
愛情 原來的開始是陪伴
但我也漸漸地遺忘
當時是怎樣有人陪伴
我一個人吃飯 旅行 到處走走停停也一個人看書 寫信 自己對話談心只是心又飄到了哪裡 就連自己看也看不清我想我不僅僅是失去你我一個人吃飯 旅行 到處走走停停也一個人看書 寫信 自己對話談心只是心又飄到了哪裡 就連自己看也看不清我想我不僅僅是失去你葉子 是不會飛翔的翅膀
翅膀 是落在天上的葉子
what can i do to get you back?
