sorry i'm this late today..

just reached home and bathed..

my mother was doing something at the shop so was delayed..

so today was bored..

basically just slacking, reading mypaper,today, and lian he zao bao..

slept for an hour or so..

then the other times were looking into space..

fai dai and let my imagination go wild again.. haix..

there were fireworks coming from esplanade side..

i saw abit of them from the shop..

not clear but at least i saw them.. i hope to see them with darlin beside me.. will i have that chance? sobx..

i admire and at the same time feel sad for an ant that was trying to find a way out of the maze of handphone pouches..

it had its head seperated from the body alife out of the sudden by a pair scissors which i was holding on to..

bad scissors..

the head was still strangling after 1 minute.. cool..

luckily another ant escaped from the fate because it managed to hide..

haha

i shitted 3times today..

my stomach wasn't feeling good the whole day..

maybe it's stomache, maybe it's hungry..

i can't differentiate between them..

anyways, feeling better le..=)

hmnx..

i'm lost for words at the moment..

need rest le..

tomorrow working again..

i think i better bring my notes to study there..

if not i can be bored to death.. because darlin is no longer there accompanying me on the phone.. ='(

nights people..

honeyed darlin baby r u here? i'm missin u lik hell.. it seems lik there's not a single sec (when i'm awake) when i'm not missin u, thinkin of u.. i see many couples.. dey remind mi of d days i was wif u.. where r u? y r u not beside mi? i hope to be huggin u watchin d fireworks.. i realli regretted.. i feel lik killin myself for worryin so much which leads mi into this plight.. i hate myself for hurtin u.. will u forgif mi? will u come back to mi? plz i beg u.. i luv u..

想像心正在起飛 漫步在地中海邊

再見說過了以後 我離開你很遠

自以為是的從容 不想你把心放空

卻忘了旅行終究 得回頭

我在 回來時把倔強遺忘在 入境的門口

再也無處可躲 滿身的失落

在這 第九夜沒有你的我 終於開始感到寂寞

過去這期間 我的無所謂 全都是謊言

過了 第九夜我想用一切 回到十天前的世界

想念 那窗外卻已天黑 天黑

想像心正在起飛 漫步在地中海邊

再見說過了以後 我離開你很遠

自以為是的從容 不想你把心放空

卻忘了旅行終究 得回頭

我在 回來時把倔強遺忘在 入境的門口

再也無處可躲 滿身的失落

在這 第九夜沒有你的我 終於開始感到寂寞

過去這期間 我的無所謂 全都是謊言

過了 第九夜我想用一切 回到十天前的世界

想念 那窗外卻已天黑 天黑

在這 第九夜沒有你的我 終於承認我好寂寞

過去這期間 我的無所謂 全都是謊言

過了 第九夜我終於了解 幸福盛開在十天前

想念 全世界卻已天黑 天黑