94th night..there were 2 shows having their last episodes today..
one was corner with love, another was a hong kong series show..
both had happying endings just like the meteor garden 2 i watched yesterday..
yup..
inside the world of tv, every story ends with the main leads being together happily without fail..
i don't agree with the line "life is like a movie"..
they are totally different from the cruel reality..
i always imagine my life being like a certain female lead..
but well, they only happen in my own imagination..
my imagination of being wif u..anyway, was watching summer x summer before this..
there was this line said by the female lead.. (translated from chinese..)
"you are standing right before me.. but no matter how much i stretch my hands, i can never touch you.. that's because you will never accept me as i don't belong to your world.."she was saying it to herself when the male lead whom she's in love with, walked past her..
i cried on hearing that..
it touched my weakest point..
it has been 3months, starting of the 4th..
and i'm not getting any better in my wound..
it still hurts as it ever was..
i'm starting to think about x'mas, about my birthday..
i wish the time will stop before december,
where x'mas will never arrive..
x'mas decorations are appearing everywhere..
and i hate to see them now..
what has become of the girl who always longed for x'mas?
it is no longer her desire ever again..
my onli desire is u, and onli u..
