132nd night..i'm lik an idiot laughin when i rmb d memorable times wif u,n cryin when sad scenes n sentences crossed my mind..oh my god..
i seriously think i should do something with myself..
i mean..
people don't believe i'm 19 going on 20..
they even asked for my ic to verify..
it's either they thought i'm some young kids still in secondary school life..
or they see me as AUNTIE when i'm working at my daddy's shop..
it's ridiculous!!
how the hell am i going to step into the 20th year of my life in this pathetic state?
i absolutely need a MAKE-OVER!!
so it means i have to start saving again..
the pathetic me has only 2 digit amount of money in the bank..
haix~~
every little thing reminds mi of u..sometimes i see familiar faces on the street..
they were used to be some kind of guai kia whom you never imagined them to be so fasionable after a few years..
or at least the girls know how to put on make-up..
but me??
HAIX~~
i'm missin u crazily..they wear nice clothes, carry REAL branded stuffs,
use new handphones, blah blah..
my clothes don't cross $20/piece..
i use fake ipod, fake branded bags..
my handphone costs $0 as i got it when my sister recontract her plan..
although my daddy is in the business of handphone accersories trade,
people might think that i got new handphones and stuffs..
but well, i'm not..
i'm now fancying W910i..
i was hesitating whether i should tell my parents about it yesterday..
but of course i didn't in the end..
as i knew the outcome of saying it out..
there will be scoldings and naggings AGAIN..
but..
my mammy is not always bad..
she suggested me going for hair rebonding,
and without me mentioning anything about it in the first place!!
i guess since she suggested it, she will pay for it ba..
haha!! ^^
but there is one condition for it..
i have to get 7inches of my hair cut.. 0.o
i thought it was too much!!!
until..
i went to the mirror,
put all my hair to the back,
and found out the tip of my hair is touching my waist!!
LOL
i never realised it because i always put my hair in front.. =P
my mammy says my long hair is eating up all my nutrients that's why i'm so skinny now..
lol
but i think my hair is lack of nutrients as well because the condition is BAD!!
aiya i don't know how to say but i guess cutting it to a shorter length will be better for the growth of it ba..
haha
so i agreed to the condition after tried bargaining for 5inches..
lol..
but actually 7inches cut still quite long de ba..
a new haircut, a new start lo..
LOL
but don't know where and when to go leh..
but surely will get it done before school reopens de!
a new look in the new year for the new me!!
LOL
just crap la..
i'm still OLD as usual.. haha
and lame as well.. =.=
hmnx..
so i've decided to save money for myself..
yupx.. ^^
as u said to mi, i will save money n treat myself gd..but whether i can control myself is another problem la..
haha
aiya!
jia you ba~
i'm like so lame and random in this post..
=P=P
ok ba!!
end it here..
don't know whether i'll be working or not tomorrow yet..
so nights all!!!
haha.. =)=)
u were onlined for less den 5seconds.. or did u block mi once u online?
