135th night..to U, my love..i remember the time when i cried in classroom, while everyone else was having their eyes on the screen playing 'i not stupid 2',
you were the only one sitting beside me, consolling me, passing me tissues..
when my bf dat time broke my heart so badly..i remember you were the one who accompanied me back to chung cheng during last year's teacher's day..
when my bf dat time refused to go wif mi..i remember you were the one who cycled home with me from pasir ris park on last year's mooncake festival..
when my bf dat time rather continue playin den sendin mi home..i remember you were the one who spent time with me on phone crapping and trying to cheer me up..
when my bf dat time had his heart only in comp games..i remember you were the one who recommended me to work at terra cafe with you..
u always managed to brighten up my borin workin days..i remember you were the one who were with me through the 2 weeks of christmas period last year..
when my bf dat time was away in overseas..i remember you were the one who spent ur christmas working together with me because i had no programme..
but den u went off wif ur gf dat time after work..i remember you were the one who insisted on going into the same course as me in poly..
u were sad when we were in diff class n u even asked mi to appeal into urs..i remember you were the one telling me how much you wish to be in the same class as me on the 1st day of orientation..
i remember how jealous
you went when my partner for the tp dance was a guy..
i remember the message which
you addressed me as "baby" the first time, it brought me to the heaven..
i remember how
you brought me to your new friends telling them i'm
your girl, a simple sentence and action which made mi fly..
i remember the smile which
you used to have when you see me waiting outside
your class..
den it was gone when ur frens start sayin i'm lik a surveillance camera.. i remember the 2 long unbearable weeks when
you went overseas, but also the sweet message
you sent me telling me how much
you miss me and all..
i remember the fun after-school outings with
your friends..
i remember the way
you like pinching my left cheek when
you were standing on my right..
i remember the first time
you carried me unexpectedly by princess style in front of
your friends.. it was the best i ever had..
i remember all
your kisses, all
your hugs, all
your honeyed words..
i remember all
your cute expressions, all
your praises, all
your everything's everything..
they are all the memorable past which i never want to forget..
as for the saddening ones which i don't wanna mention them here,
i would never forget them as well because they have taught me important lessons..
i used to think i'm a good girlfriend who will do almost anything for
my boyfriend..
yes, i did almost everything for
my beloved one..
and i did even more unnecessary things..
i wish to tell
him how much i yearn to be
his girl once again, and will do my utmost best in being the perfect girl in
his eyes..
i know,
i have not a single chance anymore..
i know,
he has the right of finding back
his desired freedom without me..
i know,
i'm not
his anyone anymore..
but i too know,
my love for
him is stronger than diamonds..
i will carry on this love for
him no matter what happens..
even if he has a new gf..call me naive, call me idiot..
whatever..
