141st night..thnx once again for today..but i nv want it to be d last..was homed the whole day..
slept in the afternoon..
fei tian xi shi was at its last episode today!!
oh no!!
i'm gonna miss it lots~ =(
i wonder what will be the new 9pm show next week..
hahax..
so i have around 4 assignments needed to be done..
=.=
but luckily!
next monday i don't have to go school~
i heard that classes on monday will end at 1pm..
and my class will start at only 2pm!!
so that means i don't have to go school that day~~
lol..
it is new year eve on monday..
what to do? haha
but i guess i will be staying home ba..
going out means spending money..
nah, i don't wanna spend too much money on going outs..
yupx..
so gonna restraint myself~ ^^
actually staying at home isn't something bad..
1st, i can save on buying the tempting food..
2nd, i can save on transport fares..
3rd, i can watch tv, or shows from the net..
4th, i can sleep and sleep and sleep~
5th, i wouldn't be home late so i wouldn't get scoldings..
6th, blah blah..
and the list goes on~~
hahaa =P
yupx, 2008 is arriving in about 43 hours' time..
oh well, it's 5am of 29th dec 2007 now..
hmnx..
it's time to reflect on the year which is ending soon..
i found that my 2007 is kinda like divided into 3 parts, 4months in each part..
january ~ mid-april: it was the period of time which i had to make a decision of my love life..
frankly speaking, i had a tough time that period..
i let too many people down during that few short months..
and then i lost some good friends..
mid-april ~ mid-angust: i had the best 4 months of my life..
because it was then that i realised 'i was really in love'..
i know this is kinda unfair to certain people..
i'm really sorry but, i'm still sorry..
mid-angust ~ december (and still continuing..) : the worst period of my whole near 20years of life..
i'm like crying almost every single day,
being remorseful about things which i had done..
extremely voided and damaged..
i have never felt this way before..
so lost and aimless, as if the whole world has outcasted me..
i was like an empty shell without a soul..
the pain in my heart still hurts the way it was 4months ago..
i know clearly that the pain will continue like this forever..
because i've already been disqualified..
from ur heart..no matter how much i want to take part in it again,
i can't..
as i'm already on the blacklist..
nevertheless, my determination will continues!!~!~
yup, i'm not giving up.. =)
my love for u will continues..but well, i'm now defeated by my bed!!
my eyes are closing for the day soon le..
haha.. so nights people..^^
ps: just changed tagboard.. please tag after your visit ok?
it's very cold there <----
haha.. ^^
