332nd night..


yea yea~ i wasn't late for school.. lol ^^
i guess my icapp tutor is super duper disappointed in me..
1st, i failed my quiz 1, and she tell me to ask her anything i don't know before termtest, and which of course i didn't..
2nd, i failed my term test, and she ask me to buck up, pay attention in class..
3rd, today's lab, i was unable to get my circuit work properly..
i did ask for help, but in the end i gave up because it just wouldn't work..
then before i left the class, she asked me whether i know what was wrong with my circuit, and did i get the correct measurements..
i told her that i was unable to solve the problem, but added that i used Hendy's circuit to do (but actually i didn't really.. =X) in the end..
then she sighed and said like this i wouldn't know where is the problem, blah blah..
and she tell me the days she will be free at the labs, so i can look her up to do the lab again..
but nah, i doubt i will go.. =)

i saw the disappointment in her eyes..
not only is she disappointed in me, i too feel the same way about myself..
i feel i'm such a failure..
i just don't have the mood to listen in class, do the right stuffs, or at least copy down notes..
recalling the past 2 weeks after school reopened, i seriously has learnt NOTHING..
i can't even tell what telprn or icapp is about..
i just suddenly lost the motivation to attend classes everyday..
ok, i had no motivation since last year i should say..
but now it is getting worse..
i don't know why i'm waking up early, dragging myself outta bed unwillingly, going to school and then sleep in class/lectures, and get absolutely a ZERO NOTHING new thing learnt at the end of the day..
oh, i think i know the reason..
for the sake of attendance should be it..
or maybe for the sake of the possibility that i see someone who actually don't want to see me at all..
argh, whatever..
i only know that next semester, there will be a vacancy for peeps who really have the heart and wish to get into aerospace electronics..

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anyway, skipped maths lecture and went design with the guys..
they ate, i just stoned there..
so-call attended the following telprn lecture..
i brought the wrong set of notes and so i slept through it.. =)
somemore i was sitting at the 1st row in front of the lecturer..
haha
school finished at 4pm, went TM with Sam..
she's so nice to accompany me..
she said "i don't want you to go alone.." that's how sweet of her.. ^^
i wanted to check something out at Starhub.. so yups.. =D

there is the Hokkaido fair!! OMG~
i love food~ but i don't have $$$ to get them.. =(
in the end i only bought a potato crouquette or however it is spelt, which costs $1.90.. 0.o
that was the first thing in my stomach for the whole day.. =X
the place was like so crowded, so we left, and walked around..
mango, m)phosis, isetan, blah blah~
we wanna get clothes but no $$$.. =(
then she made me try out a dress which was so revealing la!! LOL
so paiseh.. =X

around 6pm, we went Ya Kun for a bite..
we stood at the counter there for quite some time before we eventually ordered our food.. haha

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