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blah blah blah~i have lots of things which i wanna blog about..but i dont know what are they..i feel so lonely when it comes to night time..friends are all having school, and by the time i reached home for my free time, they have already gone to bed..i need someone who can chat with me all night, listen to my craps, crap to me, listen to me sing, or sing to me..now i cries every night, because i feels that i'm all alone on this world..yes, the feeling is back again..just because friends' schools have started, whereas mine has not..because i've got to work everyday..i wants to ask for off days.. but how can i?my parents are already vexing over the new shop, and they need someone to help them out since just the 2 of them are not enough..they dont want to waste the money by hiring outsiders..my sister is still having school and gonna have her exams soon..so i'm the only choice..i asked my sister to help me work 1 day so that i can take off, all she said was 'not free'..i begged her, but she insisted..she doesnt like working there, neither do i..but i've got to, because i'm having my holidays..that's the rule. obey it or get out of the house. full stop.friends are not obliged to accompany me through the lonely nights, so i cant plead them to do that, can i?oh qianyi, just get your butt to your bed as soon as you reached home, sleep till the next morning, and you will not feel that way again..ya, i wish..i just automatically have that feeling even when i'm just on the way home..oh ya, it was already 12am when i'm JUST ON THE WAY HOME..i dont know i dont know i dont know.i want to have a free day so i can go back tp to find sam and others for lunch,i want to have a free day so i can go rp to find mei* because i have not seen her after her birthday,i want to have a free day so i can meet up with laopo* for a movie or just a meal,i want to have a free day so i can attend whoever's birthday or whatever, i want to have a free day so i can do my own stuffs, meet people whom i wanna meet, or just go for a walk by myself,
i want to have a free day so i can sleep in the whole day..
but i cant even have a free day to finish my ep 12 of Hot Shot..
ya, it has been a week and i'm still not done with it..
and ep 13 is out, soon it will be 14 and 15..
i think it will already be december when i can finally finish watching them..
bingo, because that's the time i'm back to school.. ha-ha
the new shop is opening this coming friday..
this means DREAM-ON for any off-days..
and congrats me because i have to work on saturdays and sundays after my school reopens..
cool right? thanks.
blah blah, i think i'm being super nonsensical here..
it isnt that bad actually, right?
i got my pays, i got meals provided, i got free top up of ez-link card..
and i dont need to fear that i use my money up too fast since i dont even have the free time to spend on useless stuffs.. ha-ha
oh, i just received my $400+ pay from working at robinsons sales..
and the $200+ pay from my daddy for the working last 2 weeks..
cool, they will stay in my bank till december..
my longest record of having so much money in my bank.. ha-ha
i'm crazy.
i need my happy pills. 2:36 am |
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