i hate her i hate her i hate her!
i already scolded her the other time for closing the box of my Jay rubic cube..
i didnt close it because i fear there will be more harm to the box the next time i open it.. so i left it opened after the 1st time..
you know how long i struggled whether to open the box or not the 1st time?
haha! only dumb knows.. i TOOK SUPER LONG! =((
i dont know how to say but just my bad habit..
i dont want my Jay or any another idol stuffs to have a little flaw..
however, they always do.. =((
for this album, i didnt even take out the CD or the DVD to play in my computer, fearing will get scratches..
so i left the whole album, rubic cube, and poker card in the cardboard where i put all my Jay albums..
just now came home..
she asked me why the songs names different from the ones written on the album box..
then i knew something was amissed..
i scolded her for taking out the CD, ripping the songs into her laptop, when she already knew i got all the songs in my computer like a few weeks long ago?
then i took out the CD, and i cried while scolding her..
there were some small scratches.. and i dont know why she like holding the top and bottom faces of a CD using her fingers.. cant she just hold the sides?
ya, that's me.. i cries when someone do something bad to my beloved things..
and she scolded me back for crying over something which seems like a trivial thing to her..
but to me, NO WAY I'M GONNA FORGIVE HER ON THAT.
that's my thing, i paid for it myself, why cant i be angry over it?
i know i'm childish.. i cried N times over such 'trivial things'..
i once cried for like 2 long hours in class because someone made holes and cuts on my Energy poster, in secondary 2.. I REMEMBERED WHO.. =((
blah, she is my sister.. but i hate her..
maybe she's reading this, i dont know. but i still gonna say..
I HATE HER.
