i'm tired.tired.tired.TIRED.but i yearn for school.
how i wish LTT starts next monday, just like the rest of the peeps.. =((
starting school only on 1st dec is not really that great..
--it prolongs my boring holiday, because i dont like working with my parents, but i HAVE TO because i'm having my holidays..
--starting school in dec, and the semester ends in april, so we have only like 1 short week of break before our following semester starts.. boohoo~
--when i start school in dec, that will be the time the others are having their term tests..
so means, less meet ups with sam babe and all.. =((
--when the others are having their vacation in march/april, i will still be attending the training course at LTT, school will be so quiet.. =((
--blah blah~ alotsa negatives.. =((
but no choice, having a chance to be in LTT is most important..
playings aside.. yupsx =))
i'm glad that at least we will be having 2 weeks holidays for christmas and new year, i guess??
blah~ i dont know.. =((
have been feeling moody, pms? haha
blah blah blah~ dont know myself also..
i need a day off from work, but i dont dare ask my mother since the new shop is opening, and i need to help them out since my sister is still having school..
it's like so no life.. i might not feel that way if i'm working outside, since i will have the free time after knock off..
just a walking distance from dont know where to home can at least make me feel better..
now i have to face my parents most of the time, seeing my mother's black face, bearing her nonsense and quarrels.. i hate that..
i hate it when she scolds and nags unreasonably..
hate that
need to calm myself down,
need to stop my tears..i dont know. bye
ps: i need my happy pills..
