i'm hating my work so much now..
at the shop, i sit there, look at the 'door'..
when people come in or pass by the shop, the only thing in my mind was "dont come in, there's nothing you want here.. i dont want to sell anything to you.. go away, please.."
it's hard faking a smile to people when you dont really wanna smile, at all..
although i'm always doing that,
but well, haha, it's still hard.. me myself dont feel good doing that too..
in fact i hate myself doing that.. it's disgusting..

headache the whole day..
left side of my head, then the right side..
i dont know how to describe, but just.. pain?
i just wanna close my eyes and lie down when that happens..
blah..

went for my 1st meal of the day after work..
i didnt say anything, my mother just ordered tom yum soup for me..
actually i didnt want at all..
but i still got to eat, so anything..
on the way to mrt, surprisingly saw dumb and his friends..
actually he already told me he at bugis, but didnt know where..
and i saw his friend 1st, then him.. =))
just said hi then went off le..
but wait.. did i even said 'hi'??? haha
i dont remember moving my mouth at all.. oops..
i'm sorry.. i dont know how to react so suddenly.. haha

went back tampines, at interchange, someone called my name..
it was jeric.. so qiao see him again..
this time i know i talked, because he asked to buy something from me..
haha
he's the one who bought the most things from me..
a few times he went directly to the shop to buy.. nice.. =))

hmnx..
i dont know what more to type le..
tired, headache again.. right side.. haha
nightsx world..

1:38 am