booooo~my
darlin* has went out with friends again~
bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhh~i shall suppress the feeling of sadness in me.. boooso........
stayed at home again..
studied? just
a bit bit.. haha
sigh~
1.5 days to exams~~
haiyooooo~then..
around 4+pm asked
darlin* to come awhile..
missed him lots!!! bleah
around 6pm he left to buy me honey green tea and waffle!!! ^^
hehe..
ty darlin*..
muackx! =D
he came back, passed me through the gate, then went home le.. hehe
so sad.. cannot let him stay for long.. bleah
but i'm already happy to see him and hug him le.. =D
hmnx..
i shall drink finish my green bean soup, then bathe, then iron the clothes, then continue to study le..
will
burn the midnight oil.. haha
dont tell darlin* i'm gonna wait till he reaches home then go sleep..
*shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*
he will only knows when he on his comp and sees my blog after waking up late in the afternoon..hehe ^^
[edited @ 2.15am]
-just random ranting...-
just bathed out..
think alot in the bathroom as usual..
realised it's only 24hours i have for studying till i goes to bed and rest before exams..
oh, minus off the sleeping time, eating time, toilet time, doing-dont-know-what time..
i have barely 12 hours to do my revisions..
great one
so how much more topics do i still left?
i think saying how much i've studied would be much easier and faster..
i'm now still at 6.3.. ha ha ha~
great two
there will be 4 papers(LTT in school) which we will be taking on tuesday..
1st paper module 6 mcq..
2nd paper module 7 mcq..
3rd paper module 7 essay Q1..
4th paper module 7 essay Q2..
total there will be around 120 to 150 mcq-s, and 2 essays..
there will be 2 papers(CAAS in changi airport) which we will be taking on thursday..
1st paper module 6 mcq..
2nd paper module 7 mcq..
we need to have 75% PASS for EACH PAPER to consider overall PASS..
great three
anyways, i'm prepared to have a straight FAIL for the 4 papers on tuesday..
so i'd been telling myself to treat the 4 papers as mock papers..
to prepare for the papers on thursday..
and the "main" one i'll be taking will be 1 month later,
which actually will be the re-exam papers for those who failed the tuesday ones..
haha
get what i mean?
blah~
looked back at my own archives, i realise i've been lying to myself so so much..
i said i will study hard if i get a chance to continue in the LTT..
i said i will do this, i will do that..
in the end, they are just lies i told myself..
i've got nothing, at the least, good done..
so many people encouraged me to study hard..
and ya, i promised them that i will do well too..
i'm sorry i failed all of you..
all along it was pure luck which push me through this far..
i think LTT will be the last good level i will get to..
there's no way i can pass all the modules and get a license for aircraft maintenance..
stop being naive, sinyi!
you still have a uncleared module waiting for you in year 3.1..
while others have more time to concentrate on the aerospace modules,
you still got to study ALL OVER AGAIN a year 2.1 module..
great four
well done, sinyi..
you've failed everyone, including yourself..
yet you're doing nothing to prove everyone wrong..
continue to day dream..
continue to waste time on doing nothing useful..
continue to cry till your eyes drop despite knowing it's not gonna help..
