it has been a long long time since i last came here..
who still comes?
oh well...
yea i just got the graduation cert last week.
the thing which made me suffer the past 3 years..
hahaha
ya la i know i didnt really put in effort in my studies the past 3 years..
cause assignment or what i will ask for help..
sometimes i really feel guilty about it..
=x=x
anyway, i have nice classmates!! xD
so, what have i been doing for the past month ++??
just sometimes slacking at home, most of the time working..
i hate this life..
i dont even feel LIFE..
no choice, i dont come from a well doing family..
own family business but i dont like working there..
i would say this if u say mine is a very good job or whatsoever..
"imagine working the same job for the past 10 years.."
yea, will u still enjoy it?
i can even get long service award IF THERE IS..
i just dont like it lo..
i want to work outside..
but they just dont understand me..
they want me to take over them, and pass the business to me..
i will if i enjoy it. BUT I DON'T.
seriously D-O-N-'-T..
sighhh
almost every youngsters out there will TGIF, or at least enjoy a free day in their weekends..
but anyone knows i actually cries when the weekends are here?
because i want to enjoy my weekends too..
i dont want to work on the weekends, when my darlin has booked out..
he has been understanding enough as to not complain when i have to work on weekends and our only meeting times are only the short while before my work and the short few hours after my work..
and the total time we meet a week is like only less than 10 hours?
that is including the friday night when he book out..
if not, 5 hours ONLY for sat and sunday..
sighhh
i hate it, i really hate it..
i hate it even more when i have a curfew.
yes i'm 22yrs old, and ihate to say that i'm freakin 22 YEARS OLD.
i hate to say "i have to go home"
but i'm saying it every week, every week when that's the only time i could enjoy.
it is just few occasions that i can stay out the night, or be home later..
the result of doing that would be getting scoldings and scoldings..
sighhh
i'm getting too emotional here..
shall stop.
bye
